The Bali Trip 2014 : Beach and Babes !

Yup, so I just came back from Bali .... =D

and it is such an alluring and serene place <3 

filled with all the artistic architecture, embellished with hints of Hinduism design ...

not to mention the sun, the beaches and the babes ! haha ! 

So first, let me show you a selfie of me on the plane XD 

P.S. this is my face when I have not more than 2 hours of sleep before the flight >.<

Upon arrival, we ate something light in the airport, then straight to ULUWATU TEMPLE, which is located at Padang - Padang . What you can expect here is nice sea view and lot of monkeys ... haha !

saw the monkey statue between the pool ? ya, the said this is the place where monkey swims....

so this is the temple...
Oh ya ! and wear decently before going in, if not you will see yourself wrapping in a purple cloth like me =(
I wore shorts that day ...

the girls =)

 After that, we visited to a beach nearby called the Padang - Padang beach, soft sands clear sea water, but many stones =(

Most of all , bikinis and six packs is abundant here XD

little kiosk nearby, if u really wanna buy something, bargain first !
Don't be afraid to cut the price in half.
Whenever you think the price you offer is too little, it is actually not so little at all ok ！ 

don't ask why am I not in bikini ! I'm very sad >.<

After that, we head to another beach at Tanjung Benoa, for water sports,

well, the price is kinda expensive if you only play one type of water sport, 

so, upon reaching, there will be like some person in charge that will sell you packages of water sports . 

I highly recommend "Big Mable" ! I swear it is so fun that you will wanna try it again and again ! 

I didn't have the time to take any pictures... but I hope you can imagine it out from my words hehe...

They have all kinds of water sports like parasailing , banana boat and so on .

The beach is only suitable for water sports . ONLY .

I got major sunburn while waiting for my turn =( damn pain haha ! 

Lesson of the day : Never ever forget your sunblock ! =)

Next we went back to our hotel ... Because there are 11 of us, we rented something like a semi-D...

It's called "Kuta Ardenia" which I'll rate it 9/10...

It is a super nice place. 

Dinner is in a beach-side restaurant. The environment is totally 10/10 but the food... hmm... I think it's because I took a package, they grilled all the seafood... so it's not that delicious after all. I'll give it 4/10. Unless you ought to try their ala carte, maybe it taste nicer, I don't know =/ If you are there early, you might get to see the sunset also =)

friends and I       

    

these are the seafoods, I don't know about you but I don't really like it ...

boyfriend and I

After that, we went clubbing... I will not say much about it because I didn't have much fun... 

But in Kuta, the night life is very very happening. 

A club that everyone recommend is called "Legian" ! 

So if you are there, enjoy ^^

The next day, we went to a place called "Ubut" ... well, there are a lot of souvenirs there. It's a pretty town actually, very flamboyant, very colourful. .. Nothing much to say here, just a place that sells souvenirs.  

On the way to Tanah Lot, we visited a place where they produce "Luwak Coffee" 

Next we went to Tanah Lot. There is a very famous temple here ...

Sunset view is superb ! 

Make sure you are there around 3pm so that you will have enough time to take pictures of the scenery and also the sunset. 

The next day, we just walk around the beach walk in Kuta... 

  

Kuta beach - the best place for surfing !

I kissed a girl

Hahaha !
First time in my life,
But to be honest, it's something I always wanted to do and it's one of my goal to achieve before the age of 25, no joke ...

And here it is, mission accomplished !
Wakaka ...

So this is how it happened ...
We were playing cards and I lost , then they dare me to kiss the person who loses the following round,
And then lucky it was shehui la,
Then they suggested licking which is super gross, I was the one that thought the idea though but it was meant to see other people suffer , hahahaha !
Anyway , at last, it was only kissing on the lips , just lips to lips n sustain there for 5 seconds ...

The feeling is kinda different , coz like if kiss lips to lips I only kissed my boyfriend before , so I don't know how it's like in general but kissing shehui is different , girls lip softer wakaka n less fuller XD

Then overall ok ok la haha not bad not bad =P

Don't ask why are we so free, exam is around the corner but everyone just decides to fool for a while hahaha !

Guys just don't listen to girls, do they ?

So, there is just a friend of mine who is really really really obsessive/crazy about this online game ...

He used to go to the cyber cafe everyday for few hours to play, sometimes if we don't have class the next day, he can play till morning.

I find it kind of ... over la, everything should have its limit right ,

Not to say playing online games is forbidden or anything but don't go play overnight and sacrifice your sleeping time right ? Most importantly, it's bad for health !!!

Then, I told him la, one day, randomly,
I said exam is coming, why do you still play so oftenly...
Then he said, for fun lorh and ya, i know exam is around the corner, I feel stress also,
but yet he still goes and play everyday...

Maybe he doesn't wanna listen to me because who am I to judge him on what he does in his life kan,
Or maybe the egoness of a guy will automatically block out whatever advise a girl gives =/

anyways, all the best la, u r a medical student , shouldn't do this to your life, behave like a medical student mar =/

I couldn't cook =/

Yes I know im a girl but seriously I just couldn't ...
People cook when they have to eat, when they are hungry right,
It just took so long for the raw materials to be .... Unraw lol ...

Seriously , even instant noodle, when im really hungry I just simply cook it for a few minutes and eat ...

I don't have the patience to just stand there and wait,

So bo bee bo bee this will be my future husband... Or bobeemyfuturehusbandcancookkay ,

If not I'll just eat not fully cooked food =/

365 Days

Officially a year now =)
and gratefully still counting ...

you know, I've tried to be as contented as I can be ...
I know my expectations are a little too high,
Come to think of it, maybe not,
and I know I'm not that perfect lady to deserve all this...

But why other people's first year anniversary so damn sweet and mine is like other ordinary day ?
It's like my life is already miserable, it is not as good as other people, can't at least my relationship life is something that people will at least just a little jealous or a little envy ?

Am I asking for too much ?

Maybe I am...
Some people who love each other can't even be together and I get to be with my love one for a year already,
I should feel contented, I should feel grateful... I should feel happy

But right now, no, none of my feelings is grateful, none of it is happy...
Ok, I don't expect like a big bouquet of flowers from you, I don't expect a room filled with chocolates from you but if my anniversary is also like any other day, then why bother celebrate ? why is it so special ? I don't need you to spend money doing all sort of stuff, but just show me you cared ?

Huilin told me a story today...

One day, a couple wants to cross a bridge, the man crosses it first and when the lady wants to cross, she ask if the man can come back to the other side to cross with her because she felt scared,
then the man said if it's ok can u cross by yourself ? So, the woman crosses the bridge filled with a mixture of sad and unwillingness. When she reaches the other end of the bridge, she broke into tears realised that all this while, her man was supporting the bridge so that he can go over the other side safely. So, sometimes, maybe what he gave you is not obvious but no doubt he did many things behind you in order to show his care, his support, his unconditional love.

the moral behind this story, I always knew. I knew he was there whenever I'm sad, I knew although he scolds me and all when I create problems, eventually he will find a way to help me solve things. Just the way he loves me is not how people show their love.

He teases me all the time, literally ALL THE TIME. He laughs at me, mocking me in front of my friends sometimes, and apologizes to me at the end of the day. Everyday it repeats and repeats, I no longer feel that his apology is sincere, it's just a way to resolve my unhappiness and start everything all over again the next day.

I once told him that whatever he did, I will forgive him if he apologizes and I really meant it. But imagine if you listen to the same apology everyday, repeating and repeating, it doesn't sound sincere anymore.

He thinks that teasing is a way of communication, because him and his family , him and his friends communicate in such a way. He thinks it is funny, he think it is okay. It's not funny when people try to humiliate you in public and think it is funny and suppose that you will think it is funny too and laugh along.

But no, I'm not your family nor your friends. I don't need all this humiliating and mocking. What I need is what other couples will do, am I really asking for to much ?

I don't like all this, I don't like people shooting bad words at me, I don't like people arguing with me because I know I couldn't talk as fast as them, I couldn't think as fast as them, and when I get it right, he for sure will find some way to deny his wrong arguments and here comes the mocking part again.

I know you knew I don't like. But what's the point of knowing and doing the same thing again and again.

Ok, end of all these whining and complaining. Whatever it is, I know you love me, I know you had done what you did best to prove that you love me.

I know I'm not perfect too. I forgot our anniversary. I didn't prepare anything for it also (but usually guys do that you know)...

I know I'm a little hot tempered, I get depressed easily, I have all these unrealistic expectations...

I know you love me I really do, I love you too.

What is done is done. Few years from now, I'll just rmb for our anniversary, both of us forgot about it and it was funny somehow realising it and he prepared this weird thailand dessert for me >< hahaha ! I  don't really like it because it has so much of coconut milk... and then yalorh , like that lorh hehe...

Great dream I had

I dreamt of my bf and I went for a vacation and we are staying at his friends house or we rented a bungalow im not sure but anyway his only friend I rmb being there was chua rj most probably because we were talking about him yesterday night, btw his description for him was just perfect ok move on.

The bungalow was beyond perfect, a small indoor swimming pool in the first floor, a big garden balcony in the second floor ... Just perfect ...

And the area was perfect, minimum cars u get to play at the road.

First it's like everyone was sitting in the living room and then one of the friends suggested that we go out and play , so we were at this place, and omg all the outdoor games are so fun .

Then when we start walking home, the road became super slippery and I slipped a few times and he helped me up and asked my bf to come help me ....

I dont know I just love this dream most probably is because of the beyond perfect bungalow <333 awesome !!!!

My relationship updates

I've never ever cried so much before in my entire life seriously ...
Before this, I don't understand what's the point of crying and stuff,
Once I saw a lady and a guy quarrelling and at last the lady start crying and walks away, and the guy just stood there, the only thought I had in mind was wow, so dramatic =/

But this time, our relationship has come to a stage where ... I don't know, we just start quarrelling all the time ... Crisis stage ?

Maybe we stay together under a roof, so we kind of like see each other every hour, so there are more reasons to quarrel ...

And yesterday ... He brought up about this and said why are we acting  like that and stuff ... And said that if both of us are not happy , why still be together ...

Then I don't know la, things just got emotional, and well, I tried anything that I could ... Im that useless , im that scared that I lose him ... Until a points where he doesnt give any response that I realise maybe he just wants a way out ... And hence I decided to let go ...

The moment was miserable, I don't want him to go but I dont know what to do ...

And he asked me is that what I really want and I said no and next I successfully saved my relationship ...

It really sucks to be the person where u want this thing to work a little more than the other party but what to do ? Man ... I know im weak , this is so stupid , probably karma =/

so .... yeah ... this is it, we are back together again =)