Wednesday, January 9, 2013

3rd day of exam

Was already thinking about what to buy when i go back...
However, really disappointed of myself today ...
it was 200 MCQs and i only knows the answer for 100,
others was just guessing,
it's my fault, no one else to blame =(

I really don't know how to face my parents when I go back....
stupid la !
sigh =(


sad sad sad !!!!!!!!!!!
I wonder if I'm really suitable here =(
I wonder if I'm the only one here feeling a little regret for choosing this course....
I mean, I were to save people in the future,
if I can't even master all these basics, how am I going to save people in the future ?
Am I even qualified to do such a noble job ?!
failed la ! stupid !

Monday, January 7, 2013

1st day of exam !!!


haha !
I guess exam is every student's nightmare right ? Despite of which education level are you in ...

Last time thinking " aiyo, PMR hard la ! Very scared la !"
Now thinking back, "aiyo, super easy la PMR , scared la SPM !"
same goes to A-levels ....

Now, degree !
3 weeks to go and that's end of semester 1 !
fast right ?? 
super scary ! anyway ! gambateh la !!!! =D

Can't wait to go back >.< 
hehe ...

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Happy 2013

so, how i spend my new year eve leh ?
haha !
first, actually we plan to go to a restaurant named che.co,

lol, skip, in the end, after finishing dinner,
we plan to buy beer lo....

then.... wow, 1 bottle only,
enough to make me feel a little, just a little,
a little drunk ....

and then we played truth or dare....

k la, boring story ... haha! let's skip to what i'm thinking now....

when I woke up today....
I felt different, is it because of the alcohol or something,
not sure le >.<
haha ! but anyway
i feel that.....
sometimes, we need to care less about something ...
something like that la....

means,
i decided to care less about certain things that bugs my mind every time before this....
and in this beginning of my 2nd decade,
it's time to think maturely =)

i had already fought, whether or not I won,
it's not for me to decide,
and i don't care anymore,
i did what i needed to do,
and whether or not you give a damn,
i couldn't do anything and i won't do anything ...

because i'm 20 !
haha ! i've learnt something called let go ~
not giving up but letting things be the way it was suppose to be ...

-happy 2013 guys-