My mom called worrying so much that I will be too stressed up,
My boyfriend gave me every notes he can get, so that we can score together,
Friends giving support, although we are so far apart ,
Loan depends on result ...
Oh my gosh, if I fail to score this time,
I don't know how to face all of them that have faith in me ...
K, back to study !
=/ bb <3
It's almost a year here,
Unbelievable ...
Haha !
Nothing much to say today,
Just, finals next week,
And everyone is busy preparing ,
Like when you wanna spend some time for breakfast right,
You can see people around you holding notes reading...
At the spot destroy all the appetite you have !
Sigh, everytime during exam this one question will always appear in my mind without fail - why the hell did you choose this course ?!?!?!
But after that ok ady la,
Gosh, I miss home,
End quickly pls >.<
So.... How should I begin ? Haha !
Have you ever wondered that maybe your life wasn't meant to be like that,
Maybe once in life. You dreamed to be a star, a street artist perhaps ,
But sooner or later,
You realised that you have to choose a more realistic future ,
A future that can provide food on your dinner table
A future that can at least provide your parents a comfortable life,
How pathetic that dreams are meant to be swallowed up by reality. How cruel...
Have you thought of the ifs in life ?
If im lucky enough to meet someone who realises my talent ?
If im lucky enough to be in the top bball team ?
Yeah, and everything will be different ...
(Lucky for me, my dream is to be a doctor)
However, life is life, maybe it just works that way,
What I can say is just appreciate what you have and live to the fullest everyday
=D
I felt bad,
After lecture today,
When we walked back,
My friends start saying that I put much more attention in my relationship than friendship....
Lol ...
What can I say ?
A person I stay together with in the same room, and other two on the same floor,
Compared to a person living at another dorm that I can only see him .... I mean less often la, lol ...
And then they said why we rather eat dinner alone, like just two of us rather than calling them along,
I personally feel weird,
I mean, why ?
Weird...
But this is not the main thing I wanna say.
The point is,
They said my roommate almost cried when she asked if she overreacted today (as mentioned in the last post)...
Guiltiness x infinity >.<
Im not saying I did nothing wrong la,
Im just a normal person,
There are times where I don't know what's the right thing to say or do,
And hence I just took the easy way,
Mind my own business,
But I didn't mean to neglect anyone,
Nor ignore ones feelings.
Anyways, after apologizing, and she apologizes back, I think it's settled ,
Hope nothing more of this stuff will happen again =/
Aggrieved and insulted
What the hell ?
People just think of what you didn't do for them,
Not what you ACTUALLY DID for them ...
Fine la ,
I don't care la...
Complain la ,
Go around complaining lorh ,
Go tell each and everyone how bad I treated you after im in a relationship !
Im cool about it !
At least next time I dont have to feel guilty anymore !
At least I know next time I don't have to offer you anything because you actually kinda take it for granted anyway ...
It's not that I need you to like, "omg im so grateful belanja you makan k ? "
At least not freaking say "oh, now like that la ! More n more selfish ady, I rmb you !"
And then start digging out what I did to her ...
Ok fine, since you feel so unhappy about it, then complain,
I'll just stay silent here .
Or maybe you are just kidding ?
Fine, I mind, I small gas
Whatever, I don't care.
The end.
Ytd we went to Bandung to celebrate my roommate's birthday in advance !
So, actually , haha !
I spent the whole day walking around with him <3
Because I wore heels, he was afraid I couldn't walk well,
So he bought me flats,
Lol,
Kinda happy spending time with him,
We went in to shops,
Trying out clothes we chose for us,
Haha !
And then during the night,
We celebrate my roommate's bday.
In a club,
Which paying for a table cost about rm600,
Really that expensive one meh ?
Lol ,
And it's not even fun !
Coz we went there too early I think,
And even the coke is more expensive than the beer,
Lol ...
Had a crazy night,
I wasn't drunk but I felt so energyless ,
N he was there taking care of me.
Hahaha! Felt so funny la,
He literally had to hug me everytime we stop coz I couldn't stand on my own ,
There are some parts where I didn't know it really happened, or I imagined it, haha !
So, funs over,
Time to settle down n aim for finals !!gambateh !!!!!
I broke up...
To go for someone I always love ...
I know,
Im being a bitch,
This act is quite irresponsible ,
But as a friend ,
I hope you guys will support n und,
At least,
I feel really happy n contented now <3
