Thursday, November 24, 2016

Heart still aches whenever I see your friends posted about you. I read back our messages today, good thing there is Facebook. But there are so many so many stuffs we used to text each other and honestly I really cannot remember the contents already.

For all the times I said I hated you and I
scolded you and I ask you to leave me alone.
You still came back for me ... You said you felt special about me, you said you are happy I'm in your life. But I felt that I only brought you misery and disappointment.

You said that you will settle down at the age of 27, you said that you wanna see me ever since we departed, and I told you that you could see me soon, after I graduated. And I never ever ever thought we wouldn't meet each other anymore. I remembered the last time I met you I was in a levels and you, you were in a road accident also few days back that time, and you injured your jaw and yet you still accompany me eating McDonalds

I'm glad we are in good terms before you leave I'm glad I had the opportunity to apologize to you

I can never treat you like how you treated me. I can never treat anyone like how you treated me

Thx for being in my life. Thx for everything you gave , you made me feel...

Wednesday, November 23, 2016

today a good friend of mine passed away,
4pm at the age of 23
I still couldn't believe my eyes when I see the news .

How can this happen ? He haven't done anything bad at all, he is a good guy and yet He take him away so soon.

For all the times I broke your heart, I disappoint you, I took everything you wanted to do for me for granted
For all the times I ignored you, angry of you,
said I'll meet u but didn't
For all the times I think that you are clingy but its just your way to show that you really appreciate our friendship more than anyone .

I wanna apologize for everything I did but its too late . You are no longer here anymore.

I really thought I'll see you soon. I really thought I will see you find a girl you love one day and love you so much in return, I thought one day I'll see you get married and have  kids and live happily ever after and I'll be so happy for you but that day wouldn't come anymore.

I hope u r ok now wherever u r , I hope u r in heaven , I hope u have peace

You will always, always be missed.
Rest in peace.