My OSCE today T.T

So, this system is about CVS and RESPI ><

I tell you, OSCE sucks !!!

when you come to think of it, it is really pretty easy...

especially the hands on practical, if you practise means can ady one. 

BUT, I don't know what had gotten me this time, 

history taking ... OMG !!!! I know I studied, but then in the end when I got into the room, 

everything in my brain just disappeared. 

I got insomnia yesterday because of this and yet my mind still went blank when I go into the room. 

Damn saddening. 

Hands on practical -- WTF ! Especially about nebuliser. Overconfident. 

Get into the room, mixed it up with the oxygen therapy procedure. 

Just sad....

God, I guess I shouldn't underestimate the stressful environment or overestimate my abilities. 

SAD SAD SAD..

But I still wanna mention about the dosen lah, she is just irritating . 

I just step forward only, she thought I wanna peek at the marking scheme.

Please lah, I won't do that kayyyyy !!!!

Wah, the facial expression, I tell you, I will never forget =( 

The most depressed part is.... some people study last minute also look more confident then me...

fail ! >.< 

Ok, there are also things that I really felt grateful today...

The dosen that I love very much...

He has been my tutor for almost the whole semester 

and I swear he is the nicest teacher on Earth. hahaha ! 

And, he cared about how I did in my exam 

I was over the moon when he asked, hehehe...

I don't know, I was thinking like....

OMG, if he wanted an apprentice or anything I would totally sign up for it, 

even if I have to stay here for another couple more years I won't mind that. 

Like seriously =D 

But that only happens in dramas...

Okay, gonna go now, 2 more hardcore days and a maybe got maybe don't have remedial day =( 

really hope don't have lah, *fingers crossed* 

tata !

New Year's Eve !!!

Hello darlings hahaha !
So what I did on the last day of 2014 ?

1. Saw that pieces of paper in the plastic can ? That is a time capsule containing my boyfie and my wishes we wrote last year. At first I really wonder what he wrote but few months later I totally forgot about it. But now when we read back, it all became really funny , and I felt happy coz' I really achieve some of it XD

2. Me with a bowl on my head. Despite of the awkward-ness and all going around the house, we still had a wonderful time last night playing card games and this was one of the punishment hahaha !

3. My last meal in 2014... It was supposed to be a dinner but it turns out as a supper! Why ? Because we were too tired preparing for the exam on that day itself hence after that , we nap till late night, so , dinner became supper. Haha!

Damn sad lah, thought like Christmas or new year your boyfriend will bring you out makan makan and all but no =/ coz exam =( and bf Kayu hahahaha !

And hence, that wrap up my 2014 ...

Happy 2015 everybody !!!

May the new year fill with happiness and sweetness =*