Tuesday, October 21, 2014

in the end, i have already forgotten what's the point of being mad.
Why am I mad at the first place ...
but I just couldn't let it go.
because i remembered how hurt and irritated  i was back then...
and how i know i don't want to go through that feeling everyday.

why can't you understand...
why can't you know what i'm thinking ...

is this the end ?

我们还适合在一起吗?

每当我很想放手的时候, 
突然会想起原来自己还很爱你。。。
原来我不想你走。。。

不是因为怕一个人的生活。。。
虽然真的怕,
可是更怕没有你的生活。 

你还想要我们两个在一起吗?
你还爱我吗?
你有想过我的感受吗?
你懂尊重吗? 你懂,可是你觉得我不需要。。。
还是你懂,可是觉得我不配拥有?

可是一句爱足够吗?

一句爱, 就可以没有尊严吗?
一句爱, 就可以放弃你曾经想要,可是在他身上得不到的爱情吗?

我们什么时候开始天天吵架的?
是我脾气不好?还是你真的过分了?我不懂。。。 
我真的很不想很不想我的爱情到后来就好像我爸爸妈妈那样。。
我真的不想。。。

小妹妹, 思想成熟一点好吗?
“这世界上,没有浪漫,这世界上不是甜蜜的。。。 “
真的是这样吗?




Thursday, October 9, 2014

I'm not hurt anymore

I saw a post today on facebook,
it's about 15 true but untold facts of a medical student ...
one of them is having friends that will help you during your worst...
I mean, it is true, but only happen to a few lucky ones la..
I couldn't complain because I found my boyfriend <3

But to you, I'm really confused,
OMG, what the hell you want ?
If you are not happy with me,
you might as well just say it out,
Why do you have to pretend that you are good friends with me and all ...
But stab me at the back =.=
Just ignore me lah,
not like I care,
I used to care, not anymore....

Immature....

I'm allergic to two-faced people, please stay away from me.
If you don't take me as a friend, fine, go away,
don't act like you like me and all, don't let me think that we are really friends.
It makes me sick.