Last day!

So today is the last day of my exam ...
Not very excited really,
Because we won't have class together anymore ,
16 months together,
Now we have to say goodbye.

Anyway, really enjoy being classmates with you guys !
Hugs and kisses!

Third last paper

Chemistry paper today ends unexpectedly calm ...
Why? Haha! Well, two more papers to go, shouldn't the feeling be a little more excited?

Ok, anyway, today , we met at kgku, as planned ...
Very happy to see all of you guys back ...
Cause the previous gatherings we don't have everyone and this time we have the 8 of us <3

>_< really miss those years, haha!
Now , seeing everyone grow old,
Wakaka!
Just admit it! =P
Anticipated for the next meeting !

Does this happen to you?

A situation :

Omg! Is my neighbour baking ? The smell is so freakin nice!

Not yet,

THE EPIC MOMENT WHEN YOU REALISED - oh shit! It's me!! I forgot to turn of the GAS!

Yes, that was me! So freakin dangerous!

NO NEXT TIME >_<

3 more papers to go!

I don't even know how to describe how was my paper ...
Hard? Easy?
Lolx, I don't know ...

Movie filming!

A minute I'm in heaven, the next minute I get kicked out very hardly!

I don't care, I have to post this.
I got an interview ... I got an interview for a movie casting,
Because one day I saw a recruitment in the newspaper and hence I sent my pictures , and then I got a reply saying I can go for the interview.

You know, if I had a chance like that, even after the interview I can't get a role, it's ok, at least I had a chance to try.

But now! I don't even get to try! Because it falls on the same date as my entrance exam!
........

I don't care if you say I overrated myself , I don't care if you tease me and I don't care if you laughed at me, I'm just sad and disappointed.

Make sense ^^

Positive! Positive! Positive!

everything looks a little better than before right now. I'm not sad anymore, preparing to face the next phase of my life, bring it on!

Yup, whatever is it ...
I will be brave to face you problems one by one! I'm already very lucky, I have the chance to study the course I want. Thinking about this, as long as I get to do what I want to do, maybe I'll be brave enough to face all of this.

I'm going to leave this house for 5 years, 5 years without celebrating parents day and birthday with them, sad though... do you know how many 'dai chan' I'll miss out. T.T

Haha, k la k la, back to study, bb!

I was wrong !

For the post below... I'm sorry , my bad. I'm not arrogant, I'm a kiasu ! How sad is that ? 


True la, I'm a kiasu person. What the hell !
Having someone to talk to, subconsciously, I'm persuading myself that everything is not gonna be that bad.
And it actually works... It's like since I can't change the conclusion anymore. Might as well face it and find a way to make myself happy...

What comes tomorrow, I will think about it tomorrow... For now, I'm gonna live to the fullest, appreciate time with my friends and family before going there...

August ! I'm actually leaving here on August...
My lovely room, My lovely House, My lovely family , My lovely friends ...
BB !
i LUV u guys !
really ...

You know what is the MAJOR thing that i felt sad about ?
Is that I can't celebrate my birthday here...

Okay , what to do ? Everything has a first time,
has got to learn independence form now i guess...

自大狂！！

如果去那边是心不甘情不愿的去的话，那又有什么意识呢？好想找一个人商量，可偏偏全部人都要考试，我也要考试，不可以分心。

那天，事实也证明了，我很自大。我只是会听我觉得比我利害的人说话。好惭愧。

怎么办？那天我去看看他们的老师大概是什么来头。虽说不能以貌取人，可他堂堂一个engineer,却要在哪里教书？不是很会说英文，瞬间，我就很不想听他的课了 。可能他真的很利害，我不懂，可这样的一个印象，让我对他没什么信心。

如果哪里的老师个个都是这样，我在那的那五年，不是会过得很不开心
吗？

可我又不可以为了这个理由去逼我老妈。老妈赚钱很辛苦，我懂。可我有不想换理想。

老天爷啊！如果这样的事情真的发生在我的身上的话，请你让我遇上一个很利害，很用功，很努力的人做我的房室友。好让我的心也好过一点。至少有目标。。。

写出来，心情也好一点了。怎样都好，也要靠自己。我不应该那么自大！本性难移！哈哈！

Saddest thing about growing up?

Saddest thing about growing up,
Is that you can't tell the young version of you
" I'm sorry I can't be the person you hoped I would be ..."

Quoted from a post in facebook.
Omg, y so sad one? Haha!

Life is UNPREDICTABLE

life is really so unpredictable. The first minute you thought it was this, the second minute it changes to another situation. What shall I hope for now?

So, I mentioned earlier I'm going to indonesia for a medical degree right?

And then eventually, specifically last week, I changed my mind. I decided to go IMU.

But IMU would be a burden to my parents. Say that the house can be refinanced, which means they have to pay back money to the bank again every month. Although there is PTPTN, the sum of the fees is not small. The price is affordable but would be a burden.

On the other hand, they would refinance the house to for indonesia, but pay less.

It looks like I have a choice, but actually I don't. I seriously don't want to be a burden. If I am, at least be a smaller one.

Life in indonesia, I don't know, how will it be? Will it be like how pui yeng is going through in kedah? Except that bandung is famous for shopping , lol ... weak WiFi? No drama? Got cinema or not?

Friends? Omg! Huilin! Just both of us I guess. Haha!

So, my plan is back to indonesia!

I'll just leave everything to fate ...
C where it brings me ...

Journey of my A Levels (4)

haha ! i thought i said I'm not gonna post anything until my exam ends... anyway ... 2 class pics, one taken in sem 1 and one taken in end of sem 3 ! lolx, I love you guys !!! As what Joseph say, "We came as friends, we leave as family" haha !

Last day of a levels

Today is the last day of A levels ...
How fast , omg!
Last time still keep on complaining why did I choose a levels, but today is the last day already ...
A few more days to exam, gambateh!

So what happened today?
I skipped class, haha!
Main reason ? Lazy ? Or just wanna eat lunch together with the non bio student.
Whatever is it, I know its not a right thing to do la.
And then when I go back to college to find yiwen,
I met bio teacher face to face!
HaHa!
Omg, awkward ...
K la, that's for today, bb!