I've never ever cried so much before in my entire life seriously ...
Before this, I don't understand what's the point of crying and stuff,
Once I saw a lady and a guy quarrelling and at last the lady start crying and walks away, and the guy just stood there, the only thought I had in mind was wow, so dramatic =/
But this time, our relationship has come to a stage where ... I don't know, we just start quarrelling all the time ... Crisis stage ?
Maybe we stay together under a roof, so we kind of like see each other every hour, so there are more reasons to quarrel ...
And yesterday ... He brought up about this and said why are we acting like that and stuff ... And said that if both of us are not happy , why still be together ...
Then I don't know la, things just got emotional, and well, I tried anything that I could ... Im that useless , im that scared that I lose him ... Until a points where he doesnt give any response that I realise maybe he just wants a way out ... And hence I decided to let go ...
The moment was miserable, I don't want him to go but I dont know what to do ...
And he asked me is that what I really want and I said no and next I successfully saved my relationship ...
It really sucks to be the person where u want this thing to work a little more than the other party but what to do ? Man ... I know im weak , this is so stupid , probably karma =/
so .... yeah ... this is it, we are back together again =)
No comments:
Post a Comment