Final Socca !

A week plus to socca, damn scared right now,
How can they put our socca in the first day,
When we spend most of our time writing journals and waiting for doctors !!!
Where got enough time to prepare!
Yor, damn scared =(

Last socca tho ...
Mixed feelings ...

Btw, socca is an aural test to test your knowledge on what you have learned so far abt the system, and for me, it is Tropical Medicine and Family Medicine. One is all about infection, one is about ... basically everything lol

22/11/2015

今天一起做有意义的事，让我觉得，有你在真好 �� 至少 journal 做了一半，不然不知道要拖到几时。感觉比起别人，我们真的好很多。就是你让我觉得我不像废人。虽然你 basic microsoft words 都不会用，hehe，不过算了啦，知道自己比你懂，也是很开心的。�� 晚安宝贝，今天有爱你多一点点����

Minor Thesis. Journal. Article.

So, all forth year students are required to write this stupid journal and if it is useful for us I would never complain, and if only we are given sufficient time. I mean, I don't know lah, everyone's topic ( and by everyone, I meant only 15% of our faculty students) have all these chio(cool) topics that only few will understand what it really meant and I'm with this stupid quadriceps and hamstring study. But how can I complain right ? I picked it myself lol haha !  

And so, we were asked to do the first three chapters of the minor thesis, and then now they ask us to change everything into a journal. Actually, I don't mind lah, really, BUT ! they make it sound so serious like, no cheating, no plagarism, all your format grammar bla bla bla must be correct, if not your journal wont be published in this althea thing and you can't proceed to the co-assisstant thing. Er.... okay ~~~ LOL and for this thing we had to attend this workshop for 7 FREAKING HOURS ! 

LAME !!!

and then I guess we are slightly lucky, because compared to the local students,they had to like translate everything back into English, if I were in their shoe, if I were to translate my thesis into bahasa Indonesia, and then knowing the risk of not having the journal published, I might just break down and cry first lol. 

And the SOCCA is coming AND THEN WHY FAMILY MEDICINE SO BLURRR THEY SHOULDN'T CHANGE THE EDUCATION SYSTEM FOR US OUT OF A SUDDEN.

(instead of case studying, IDK what are we doing, honestly, from the start of the semester, the reason I go to all perseptoran(tutorials) is to sign attendance and leave, like sitting there, asking myself the very same question," what the hell am i doing here?") 

DAMN BLUR =.=

and then everything is coming, it's like a freakin tsunami, so many things to do, you saw the wave coming from far away, but the only thing you can do is to stand there, waving at the waves,and wait for the waves to hit you, 

Cried for nothing

I don't know why I just cried, like seriously it is so stupid.

How it happens:

Because recently, there is some issue going on in the inhabitants downstairs. its so stupid, its just a change of roommates but its like .... aiyo, i don't know why guys make it look so complicated. And then apparently there is this guy that stops talking to everyone because he is so mad of the issue that he starts to ignore everyone.

So, I don't know why I felt like maybe... just maybe I can make things better. So apparently when he stops talking to everyone, today, I offered him a piece of melon when he walks by. He stares at me and walks off. And then, my boyfriend, sitting next to me, starts laughing and saying that I'm stupid.

I'm not sure it's the humiliation or the disappointment that tears start flowing out. I think it's both. I mean, there is never ever once that people gives me a cold stare and walks away like that ! I mean, why people do that ? And then when I start to calm down, my boyfriend starts scolding, like "Why are you acting like that?" "I told you so !!!!!"

Stupid

JUST TO ALL THE GUYS OUT THERE FYI,

IF U SEE A GIRL CRY, JUST SIT NEXT TO HER AND KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT, OR MAYBE JUST HUG HER AND KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT, NOT START SCOLDING SHITS OK, IT DOESN'T HELP BUT MAKING IT WORSE. THIS IS STUPID.

A piece of advice to the girls :

Don't expect people to treat you the same as you did. Maybe what you did is an act of kindness, but maybe to other people, it's not. So don't be so stupid put yourself out there, so vulnerable, so easily hurt by people. Just protect yourself and that's all.

Don't be so silly thinking maybe you can make things better OK. Sometimes it just doesn't work that way. Don't say I didn't warn you !

Half past Sem 7 !

yeah, time literally flies, why you go so fast ?! I haven't enjoy enough, and then there is exam next week. ALREADY ?!?!

As I mentioned before, we get to go to clinic visits twice a week to find for patients. And honestly, I learnt a lot in the process. Well, before this, I have this thing about clinic doctors, I don't like them because I thought they are kind of unprofessional but this experience proves me wrong. Like some places may not be that advance to have a hospital and here comes clinics to help those people there. Yeah, really not bad, and over my expectations. hehe....

and then there was my birthday *shy*
a really great night well spent
although the food is so so but ambience still ok lah
haha !

le gang 

le gang 2

ma girls =)

my man =)

ma girls 2

I'm freakin 22 now  ! when will I get married?! LOL haha ! 

I guess that's for now, tata ! 

Updating life before becoming a pre-coassistant

I'm in semester 7 now, which will be the last semester before entering my co-assisstant life. So currently in Tropical Medicine, and next week will be the beginning of life working in clinics (the locals called it puskesmas). I wonder how will it be.

Life has been great to me so far. Just came back from KKNM (which is where we have like a super camp for a month with 20 other people from different faculties and live life in a small village and trying to help villagers improve their life ). I was in Wangkelang, Majalengka. In that month, I met new people, I felt another kind of living, I learnt a lot from everyone around me, like seriously, in the beginning I really complain to everyone about how I don't like the place and all but in the end, I really learned a lot. And, it was an opportunity to bond with the girls, I really felt a lot closer and I felt more belonged, if you know what I mean. 

Then... yup, so far so good =) and hope it remains that way. 

another set of memories that will be hard to be erased from my life =)

Jar of memories

I was rearranging my stuff, unboxing boxes and suddenly I found this !
And OMG memories >.< 

Secondary school , gosh, the time where your life starts to become slightly complicated and different XD

This was from my first love, he gave it to me for my birthday, and I stuff a letter he gave inside the bottle, I burned other stuff because I was super scared my parents found out >.< u know how scary parents used to be right last time hahahaha !

We didnt last really long though because stress from every places haha, and immature lol ,

BUT,

Im glad it was like that, we learn stuff from every relationship =) he is doing great now , im doing great now ,

蓦然回首、你虽然没在灯火阑珊处、可是看到你幸福快乐、我也非常替你高兴…

大家长大了、回忆终是变得那么美好

At least for me, 它是美好的 

How I screwed up an easy exam today

Please teach me how to make myself feel better for my failure, I mean, not fail, but after much preparation, I know I prepared well, I know I will perform well in other cases, I know I will score, and yet, I got this new case that I wasn't prepared to face and hence couldn't score very well, my friends kept telling me I'm so close to A already hence why does it matter, I really, I'm not that kind of optimist when it comes to marks and grades, I'm that typical kiasu ! Why ah? Why like that ? What did I do wrong ? Bye first honour, Bye 3.5 ~ really WTF ! If there is one thing I learn from medical school, its the ability to curse and get frustrated over stuffs and sometimes hard work isn't everything, luck is also a very crucial aspect.

Maybe I should just blame myself for ... IDK la WTF la stupid la

Maybe I'm just not working hard enough, to the Dr I respect so much, the huge part of my sadness and anger is because as your student, I couldn't make you proud, you teach me so well, and I got a bloody easy case which I simply couldn't perform well because I prepared so hard for the hard cases and simply neglect the simple one, this is stupid, everything is stupid, sigh....

Just FYI, It's my aural exam today and I got Hemorrhoid case, which it was originally together with the Colorectal cancer case, and suddenly today, it came out independently without etiology and OMG I really dont feel like explaining anything any more, just sad ok bye ...

我的心，真的有很多很多的不甘心，真的，
我觉得如果我拿到别人的题目，我会做得更好，
A 肯定是在手上的，
为什么命运要如此作弄我，我看不开，我不甘心！

你可能觉得我太注重于分数，虽然我这次的分数很靠近A，可是A就是A， B就是B，永远是有它的差别的，它永远都是两个世界的人，就算是一分也好，它还是有很大的差别的，
心真的有很多的委屈，我没读书吗？ 我每天睡不够! 那些眼袋，那些豆豆都是白生的我跟你说。

今年遇到一个非常疼我的老师，我觉得我让他失望了，真的，他真的真的很好，他很关心我，很肯教我，就算不是上学时间，我有什么问题都可以找他，现在我竟然没考好，怨天又不是，怨地又不是，怨自己又不是，应为我真的是有准备！我的妈，睡了一个觉，我的心情还是平服不下来，

很多年过后的今天，我可能也忘了有真么一回事，可能也就笑自己为什么那么傻，那么看不开，可是，当下，我真的真的无法说服自己。。。

Sisterhood lol

OMG What is happening ? I'm being hated by YOU ?!!!

Mothers are like the hardest job in the world. That I totally agree, especially now. I think I'm like mothering my brother now, does that sound correct, lol... whatever, u get it. Of all the things I regret, I regret leaving you alone at home the most. It's like I've never done a good job as a sister of yours. I couldn't help you with your studies, I couldn't help you with your issues, I couldn't be with you through your rebellious stage... boys will be boys, there will be rebellious stage.

I did encourage you, I mean, they say that's the new way of communicating with youngsters and encouraging them, not by scolding and beating lol I feel so old >.< yeah, so each time you failed, I encouraged, each time you feel sad, I encouraged. But what have you become ??

I just hope you are that obedient boy, normal teenager, I mean, is that too much to ask ???
I can do it, my friends all did it, why can't you ???

cursing ? swearing ? drinking ? Do you really think it's okay ?
OK, fine, put aside that ?
RELATIONSHIP EMO ?? come on ! relationships???
zzz.....

I don't know how to put this but when people don't feel the same way as u felt then give up lah , it's not like u very ugly pooon, if u wanna find sure got one mah, why go after a girl that doesn't like you, and stay around her like bees and butterflies. (or houseflies if they don't find you presence pleasant)  that's the stupidest thing to do ! staying around someone that doesn't like you. WAKE UP PLSSSSS !

And whatever I said to you, my mother once said to me the exact same thing and it all makes sense now OMG . WHY AM I ACTING LIKE A MOTHER RIGHT NOW OMG

giving me phobia of having a daughter or a son in the future. what if my son becomes more rebellious ? what if my daughter gets pregnant in her teen age, what if they ran away from home because they cannot tahan me OMG THIS IS SO FREAKIN SCARY !!!

BUT ANYWAY, you wouldn't see this but I'm telling you, if she is really together with you, I'm not going to be friendly at all and I'm going to very obviously show how much I hate her because she once made you go through all this pain and emo-ing .

Unethical Lab !

I don't understand , why are they experimenting on rabbits ?
Why must they use rabbits ?
why is this place so evil !!!

they insert a catheter into a rabbit and experiment on different diuretics on rabbits.
This is like totally unnecessary, I mean, if you wanna know the MOA of certain drugs, just read the freakin text book, why do you wanna let students experiment on a rabbit ?
If you wanna conduct a study to prove a new theory, ok, I may accept this, because is for the sake of human mankind, but you want students to just understand a fact that has been proven ? OMG WHY ? pity rabbits >.<

And for those who mentioned there was no harm done to the rabbits, no harm ?? NO HARM ??? 
Imagine you never asked for any of this and they just tie you up on a board and insert catheters to your bladder and feed you diuretics which can cause serious adverse effect. NO HARM ??? PLS READ ALL THE SIDE EFFECTS AND GO INSERT A CATHETER INTO YOURSELF AND IF U STILL THINK THERE IS NO HARM , PLS, I THINK YOU ARE JUST SOMEONE WITH A BLACK HEART !

And people taking videos of the poor rabbit .... why are you doing that ???  Imagine you are in the rabbits shoe, do you want people to take videos of you ?? OMG CRUEL !!!!

AND YOU ! If you can't feed the rabbit properly LET SOMEONE ELSE DO IT !!!! WHY DID YOU INSIST YOU WANNA DO IT AND MAKE THE RABBIT BLEED

OMG BITCH !!!!!!

THE RABBIT ALREADY SO KESIAN AND YOU THINK THEIR LIFE IS NOT MISERABLE ENOUGH, AND YOU MADE THEM BLEED !

I'M JUST SURROUNDED BY CRUEL PEOPLE LAH, AND STUDYING IN A HEARTLESS UNIVERSITY !!! STUPID ! STUPID ! PLS FREE THE RABBITS !!!! 

Review : Seduction and snacks

This is like one of the great novels I've read >.< it's funny and romantic and cute at the same time. And I promised, you wouldn't wanna stop reading until you reached the last page !!! This book is more of the erotic-romance kind but seriously, so much better than 50 shades ! Haha !

Feel so guilty for spending my weekend only reading novels. I planned to read them when eating or not studying since the internet is not good enough to download movies, in the end, I couldn't stop reading ! I should've seen this coming >.<

If you are judging me for reading these genre of novels  - grow up plssss !

Furious 7

Just thinking that this would be the last of the sequel really brought me to tears, because I really really really LOVED the FF movies. The action scenes , the racing scenes, PERFECTLY COMBINED. Had been watching since 2003 (FF2), and anticipating every FF movie after that ... and not one movie fails my anticipation.

To Paul,
you had brought much joy to my life. I hope you are at a better place right now, with angels and all good things. R.I.P. You'll be missed =(

Happy 21st Birthday Love ...

So, it was his birthday today... and we didn't really celebrate because he said he don't want to trouble others going out for dinner together plus, loads of work undone =( I actually chose a quite nice place, end up not going. Luckily I planned all this balloon act few days before, so at least its something. Wanted to buy cake, no time, wanted to buy present, no time, even a decent dinner, failed, ok lah, so I actually quite like my balloon thing lah hahaha ! 

This is what I planned to do actually, a balloon avalanche, with flipcharts and loads of tape but it just wont stick to the wall, and I'm not tall enough, and I don't know who I need to call to help me =( 

In the end I did this, arranging balloons in lines with hideous maskin tape and covering the entire door, so when he open his door, it's filled with balloons !!!! 

yay ! I like this OK , don't comment that it is childish =/ 

and inside every balloon is a small piece of paper written what I love about him ...

I couldn't think of any to be honest so I googled, see what other people wrote, laughed and write down my own version hahaha 

It's like... we've been together for so long that I couldn't remember what I specifically love about you but I just do lol *shy* haha ! 

and due to his shy personality, after a while, he moved them into his room, 

It was meant to be outside one lahhhhh 

but nvm lah, hahaha ! 

selfie selfie 

I drew a little man of him hahaha ! with floral shirt like he always wore =P 

Happy birthday, piggie <3 

It's not a huge thing actually, jut blowing up a few balloons, I could't tell whether he is really happy or he shows that he is happy to make me happy but anyway, I'm really happy this plan worked out, and my balloons are not wasted and at least I did something for his birthday... Maybe going out for a decent meal next week ? haha !

Gonna shift house soon !

Okay, I'll try to write in paragraphs from now on, 

because my way of writing is too childish before this XD .... 

see I'm doing it again =.=

ok, no more ! 

So, it's the starting of the 2nd half of my 6th semester now, which is in the Genitourinary system, and after this all of us will be in Bandung, no more in this small little Jtown. And few days back we went to find houses in Bandung. There are a few options, some old houses which has limited capacity to fit so many of us and some are pretty new and classy but expensive. In the end I really liked the "Padma" house where it is a unit with 2 rooms, and one room is for 2 people, and there is a total of 3 units. So, it can actually fit all of us except one. 

And that is the part where I felt really really super super guilty. But Idk lah, there is not much choice anyway =( Believe me, we all do feel guilty, we all wanted to help, I mean, if there is another way, I'm sure all of them will agree to give Padma up and take the other way, but it seems like this might be the only way. 

Although I said I like Padma, which I really liked, but it is a little costly, for a town like that, they should have charged us lower. (plus, we have to share rooms and pay our own electricity) I think students money is the easiest money to con lah =( Sharing rooms is also an issue though, I mean all have different ways of living right , then I'm a bit of a lazy person.... although I don't really like staying in a dirty or messy environment TOO but my toleration for all these is a bit higher compared to the other girls XD (mostly because I'm lazy) But I guess we will work it out, since we have been staying with each other for 3 years (in different rooms but still same house right ) so.... I don't think we will fight over all these stuff lah =) 

One more thing is my boyfriend and I will be living in seperate units, and him and I have our roommates respectively by then, no more privacy, cannot sweet sweet anymore =( *not that thing ok*

like no more personal space for both of us, that is the major downside >.< 

But I guess 2 years will be over in a blink of eye ? IDK pls just let me graduate and go back to Malaysia >< 

Scary dream I had

A dream filled with fights, blood and tears =(
why do I had such dreams ?!!!!
It's almost like a movie man ...

It started when my cousins and I were in a car, parking at the side of the road,
and then another car came while we were talking beside the car,
and the driver purposely park the car super near to ours,
and walked away,
so of course we must do something about it right,
hence I encouraged my cousin to scratch his car, lol, using the carkeys,
"Scratch his car only , scratch only !"
and then he turned around , angrily walking towards us, wanna confront or something,
and then out of a sudden, there are a few guys from the newspaper kiosk joining him,

and then a fight started,
they all gang up and hit my cousin,
placing keys between their fingers, fist up and hit him,
me and my other cousin was like standing there not sure what to do,

but they kept hitting him, so I braved up, approach them and beg them not to hit anymore,
then one of the guys picked up a metal rod, and said, if I were to let him hit me using the metal rod, he might just let my cousin go,
I agreed and then quickly ran,
panjat pagar climb fences and all, screaming, yelling at my other cousin asking her to call the police,
my cousins escaped the gang fight and everyone was running all around,

at last, we end up in a parking lot,
I felt so helpless,
I kept begging and begging, hoping that they will let us go,
begging and running begging and running,
then out of a sudden, a guy appeared with a parang knife, no joke,
and start aiming the bad guys like a boomerang,
and at last the one that was chasing me surrender,

end of story,
scary right !!!!

What is 20 years from now ?

Just too bored,
Trying to escape from reality,
Reading the text book for 5 minutes and rest for the whole day >.< haha !

So saw a guy in facebook,
Knew him as we used to go to the same tuition center ,

He broke up recently from a long term relationship ( seems like it lah not sure lol) and his PDA used to be quite high profile one leh,
Did I mention he is really good looking and tall haha ,

And then I went thinking,
Some people are just not meant to be in your life, not even a second, nor a minute,
I mean we went to the same tuition center for 2-3 years, we live in the same area, we even went to the same camp during national service ,
And yet, we are just like some other strangers, not even friends I guess
#justsaying

Some people will just automatically click with you the moment you met while some people is around you every single day but cant be called as "a friend"

Nothing important, just talking to myself ,
Wasting time ,
Don't wanna study....
Stopping myself from opening the YouTube website

That's it ! Cannot slack anymore aiyo >.<
Exam in a week time =.="

There's a break in in my house !!!!

Damn it ! 

why can't everyone like study nicely and get a job ??

why must you steal other people's stuff ???

we are just students you know ?! 

like why are you attacking students ? you cruel little shit !

This happened at 3.30am today when the thief broke into my housemate's room through the window...

IDK how he managed to crash the window and bend the window fencing,

but he managed to steal away a laptop, 

and my housemate's laptop isn't a normal laptop, his one is a really expensive gaming laptop...

I really felt heartache for him >.<

My housemate manage to wake up while the thief is on his act, almost caught him red handed but he was too fast,

I was awaken, shocked, when I heard him yelling to stop the thief >.<

It was really scary as I was alone in the room, and I normally don't lock my door,

and I was wearing my pyjamas =.=

From now on, I'll never leave my room without locking my door like seriously. 

The CNY 2015

So, late posting of how my CNY went...

To be honest, I never expected much actually, 

you know, after my grandmother passed, things will never be the same anymore.

Nevertheless, having the chance to go back and meet my cousins and relatives has given me a different kind of happiness and familiarity.

So, I spent about 3 days in my dad's kampung and recently my relatives renovated the kampung house. So, it's like so different from last time. 

But every corner, every small detail of the house made me think of my grandmother. 

Usually on the CNY period, she will be busy cooking in the kitchen, 

she will be busy arranging who will sleep at which room,

she will be at the door waiting for our arrival everytime,

preparing the praying ritual everytime =) 

you know, the welcoming the Chai shen ( God of wealth ) XD, praying to the ancestors ...

her breakfast on the first day of CNY, the same thing every year, but it really warms your heart so much. 

I remember playing with the flour she bought in the kitchen everytime. 

Because she will put all the flour in a big transparent container. 

So when you see somthing so white, of course you will have the tendency to play with it right.

I mean, I really do lah, and then she will scold me in a joking manner. like " you play with my flour again ah ?!" hahaha ! 

And this year is the second CNY without her and after they renovated the house, the more the place changes, the more I miss her, more memories of her flooding back. 

You know, when I was younger, I remember asking her not to leave us so early, I asked her to help me evaluate my boyfriend, make sure I don't choose the wrong one =D I thought she would be with us for a very very long time back then but life just proved me wrong. 

And whenever I thought of her, I was hoping that wherever she is right now, is a place full of happiness and only happiness. 

and then....... yeah having fun with my cousins. 

despite of the age of 22, I still behave like a child with them lah ....

It's not that we are immature, is just that this is the way of having fun XD 

anyways, most of the time we are just you know, playing that thing that got to do with cards.... haha ! 

and watching movies at night , and lepak-ing at mamak, and walking around the kampung.... and showing of my riding bike skills(and i totally suck at it)

this little girl on the bottom left is reaaaaaaallly cute, my niece hahaha 

I was asking her to take a selfie with me at first, but she literally just blocked my whole face with her face, so in the end I gave up and only took a picture of her hahaha 

Happy Valentine's Day

Yellow? Blue's there ? 

hehe, once in a blue moon post from me on this very special day lolol....

coz I don't know what else to do haha~

Yup, it's Valetines today and there are so many lovely pictures flooding in Insta...

Almost every couple I know was dressing nicely going some place nice. 

And I'm here, staying in my room blogging. 

Hahaha sounds sad lah but really it''s okay =D

Maybe I'm used to not living fancy-ly romantic with him lol

If this were to happen last year, honestly, I'll feel sad , like really

But today, Valentine's Day is like any other normal day =)

like nothing to expect haha

because I'm being mature mwahahhaha !

Anyways, this is our 2nd Valentine's Day together...

and I'm grateful for what I have in life <3

Thank you 

My OSCE today T.T

So, this system is about CVS and RESPI ><

I tell you, OSCE sucks !!!

when you come to think of it, it is really pretty easy...

especially the hands on practical, if you practise means can ady one. 

BUT, I don't know what had gotten me this time, 

history taking ... OMG !!!! I know I studied, but then in the end when I got into the room, 

everything in my brain just disappeared. 

I got insomnia yesterday because of this and yet my mind still went blank when I go into the room. 

Damn saddening. 

Hands on practical -- WTF ! Especially about nebuliser. Overconfident. 

Get into the room, mixed it up with the oxygen therapy procedure. 

Just sad....

God, I guess I shouldn't underestimate the stressful environment or overestimate my abilities. 

SAD SAD SAD..

But I still wanna mention about the dosen lah, she is just irritating . 

I just step forward only, she thought I wanna peek at the marking scheme.

Please lah, I won't do that kayyyyy !!!!

Wah, the facial expression, I tell you, I will never forget =( 

The most depressed part is.... some people study last minute also look more confident then me...

fail ! >.< 

Ok, there are also things that I really felt grateful today...

The dosen that I love very much...

He has been my tutor for almost the whole semester 

and I swear he is the nicest teacher on Earth. hahaha ! 

And, he cared about how I did in my exam 

I was over the moon when he asked, hehehe...

I don't know, I was thinking like....

OMG, if he wanted an apprentice or anything I would totally sign up for it, 

even if I have to stay here for another couple more years I won't mind that. 

Like seriously =D 

But that only happens in dramas...

Okay, gonna go now, 2 more hardcore days and a maybe got maybe don't have remedial day =( 

really hope don't have lah, *fingers crossed* 

tata !

New Year's Eve !!!

Hello darlings hahaha !
So what I did on the last day of 2014 ?

1. Saw that pieces of paper in the plastic can ? That is a time capsule containing my boyfie and my wishes we wrote last year. At first I really wonder what he wrote but few months later I totally forgot about it. But now when we read back, it all became really funny , and I felt happy coz' I really achieve some of it XD

2. Me with a bowl on my head. Despite of the awkward-ness and all going around the house, we still had a wonderful time last night playing card games and this was one of the punishment hahaha !

3. My last meal in 2014... It was supposed to be a dinner but it turns out as a supper! Why ? Because we were too tired preparing for the exam on that day itself hence after that , we nap till late night, so , dinner became supper. Haha!

Damn sad lah, thought like Christmas or new year your boyfriend will bring you out makan makan and all but no =/ coz exam =( and bf Kayu hahahaha !

And hence, that wrap up my 2014 ...

Happy 2015 everybody !!!

May the new year fill with happiness and sweetness =*