The CNY 2015

So, late posting of how my CNY went...

To be honest, I never expected much actually, 

you know, after my grandmother passed, things will never be the same anymore.

Nevertheless, having the chance to go back and meet my cousins and relatives has given me a different kind of happiness and familiarity.

So, I spent about 3 days in my dad's kampung and recently my relatives renovated the kampung house. So, it's like so different from last time. 

But every corner, every small detail of the house made me think of my grandmother. 

Usually on the CNY period, she will be busy cooking in the kitchen, 

she will be busy arranging who will sleep at which room,

she will be at the door waiting for our arrival everytime,

preparing the praying ritual everytime =) 

you know, the welcoming the Chai shen ( God of wealth ) XD, praying to the ancestors ...

her breakfast on the first day of CNY, the same thing every year, but it really warms your heart so much. 

I remember playing with the flour she bought in the kitchen everytime. 

Because she will put all the flour in a big transparent container. 

So when you see somthing so white, of course you will have the tendency to play with it right.

I mean, I really do lah, and then she will scold me in a joking manner. like " you play with my flour again ah ?!" hahaha ! 

And this year is the second CNY without her and after they renovated the house, the more the place changes, the more I miss her, more memories of her flooding back. 

You know, when I was younger, I remember asking her not to leave us so early, I asked her to help me evaluate my boyfriend, make sure I don't choose the wrong one =D I thought she would be with us for a very very long time back then but life just proved me wrong. 

And whenever I thought of her, I was hoping that wherever she is right now, is a place full of happiness and only happiness. 

and then....... yeah having fun with my cousins. 

despite of the age of 22, I still behave like a child with them lah ....

It's not that we are immature, is just that this is the way of having fun XD 

anyways, most of the time we are just you know, playing that thing that got to do with cards.... haha ! 

and watching movies at night , and lepak-ing at mamak, and walking around the kampung.... and showing of my riding bike skills(and i totally suck at it)

this little girl on the bottom left is reaaaaaaallly cute, my niece hahaha 

I was asking her to take a selfie with me at first, but she literally just blocked my whole face with her face, so in the end I gave up and only took a picture of her hahaha