Tuesday, January 6, 2015

My OSCE today T.T

So, this system is about CVS and RESPI ><
I tell you, OSCE sucks !!!
when you come to think of it, it is really pretty easy...
especially the hands on practical, if you practise means can ady one. 

BUT, I don't know what had gotten me this time, 
history taking ... OMG !!!! I know I studied, but then in the end when I got into the room, 
everything in my brain just disappeared. 
I got insomnia yesterday because of this and yet my mind still went blank when I go into the room. 
Damn saddening. 

Hands on practical -- WTF ! Especially about nebuliser. Overconfident. 
Get into the room, mixed it up with the oxygen therapy procedure. 
Just sad....

God, I guess I shouldn't underestimate the stressful environment or overestimate my abilities. 
SAD SAD SAD..
But I still wanna mention about the dosen lah, she is just irritating . 
I just step forward only, she thought I wanna peek at the marking scheme.
Please lah, I won't do that kayyyyy !!!!
Wah, the facial expression, I tell you, I will never forget =( 
The most depressed part is.... some people study last minute also look more confident then me...
fail ! >.< 

Ok, there are also things that I really felt grateful today...
The dosen that I love very much...
He has been my tutor for almost the whole semester 
and I swear he is the nicest teacher on Earth. hahaha ! 

And, he cared about how I did in my exam 
I was over the moon when he asked, hehehe...
I don't know, I was thinking like....
OMG, if he wanted an apprentice or anything I would totally sign up for it, 
even if I have to stay here for another couple more years I won't mind that. 

Like seriously =D 

But that only happens in dramas...

Okay, gonna go now, 2 more hardcore days and a maybe got maybe don't have remedial day =( 
really hope don't have lah, *fingers crossed* 

tata !

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