3 Days of SPM

This is the 3rd day of my SPM already...
so fast....
Today was History...
OMG ! I still remember how i studied this few days...
Anyway, the Paper 1 was easy, and i only got 3 wrong,
which i can't believe it, but i put on effort, so .... yeah !
but soliheen gt all correct, which i dun even wanna care by now already because its not important to me anymore...
What i cared is how i scored only...
But the paper 2 was devastating....
so cruel....
all that came out is not what i read...
only 2 questions i really read proiperly, which i know that i still can't score full because i cant remember some of the points...
and others was only like a guessing game...
although i read that before , but it was days n weeks ago already....
the chapters which i really put on effort to study didn't come out...
and this was the ed of it already...
no matter how hard u did... it has come to an end,
which means the thing you studied so hard for nothing,
is uselesss already by now....

i really feel like banging my head to the wall !
damn stupid !
how am i gonna face my parents, my teachers , the ones that hv high hope on me ?!
hence, this was the thing that would happen if you did not study your text book
THOROUGHLY !

This is fate my dear, face the reality, u nv fall, u nv learn...
but i dun wanna fall, i promise i would learn,
pls dun make me fall....