Saturday, November 13, 2010

To : Fikri !

Oh Great,
at last i know what the hell is happening...
u will just totally regret what u had said to me...
yeah ! i make ur life miserable...
out of my stupid n naive thinking that out of so many things, i think u r actually ok n there is no harm to be frenz with u...

n then out of a sudden, when i just sms 4 fun commenting that u r so "belagak" today...
n i get scolded from u , which i think even my best friendz doesn't talk to me like that b4... and this is not the 1st time u do this to me !

and then after so many smses u said u don't mean to...

sometimes i feel very confused... i really dunno what shall i do, especially knowing what i shouldn't know... knowing what that should be a secret from the start...

so tiring...

imagine if i treated u the same way...

n u r rite, i din tok to u in school n its u who mostly start a conversation.
Sadly, yeah ! this is me ! all my ex`boyfriends mentioned to me the same thing... so what .this is me , acccept the fact... noted that we r frenz .

do u no that sometimes u can be a gd fren n sometimes u reli drive me crazy... each n every word i say also i must think twice, coz im afraid that u will really go n kill urself n whatsoever ! Y R U DOING THIS ! THIS IS UR BLOODY LIFE ! APPRECIATE LAR ! OTHERS WANNA LIVE ALSO CANNOT ! U PRAY TO GOD FOR TAKING UR LIFE! WTH WTH WTH !

and im so stupid to worry that if one day u die is it going to be my bloody fault? or maybe im just thinking that u r to weak to accept the bloody fact that you wouldn't accept ! i guess we all o what im mentioning here.

just say im evil or watever, im tired of facing all of this man !
well, i hope u read this. bye .

4 comments:

  1. Do you need me to post this on FACEBOOK? So that everyone sees? Especially to the intended person.

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  2. lolx, to Ruby, no , i ask him to read this hmself .

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  3. Oh, please. do you a person like him will EVER UNDERSTAND? For GOD sake, he is the only person who made me feel SCARED of the opposite sex. Although this is rude, sometimes I honestly feel like something damn evil is wrapped inside his skin. To me, he can really act pathetic in a very demonic way. I wonder how many times he told you he'd rather die? Or ask his beloved GOD to take his life? Huh... I told you to stay away and you didn't listen. It's not like the first time he did all this crap to you. Padan your muka also. Plus, do you think he will read this? Even if he reads this, he'll probably think that whatever you write is trying to talk bad about him. He will STILL probably think HE IS CORRECT. That's because he was created with weird brains. Everyone that knows him, knows that.

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  4. PLUS! Who does he think you are? HIS GIRLFRIEND? Why the hell should you start a conversation with him anyway? I remember suffering from that. Anyway, we both know he sucks. Hopefully, I'll try to pray to God as frequent as I can so that he gets a DAMN HOT AND BITCHY GIRL:) That way, he will be stuck to that girl's beauty but eaten alive because she's bitchy. Hahaha! Evil me =D Anyhow, he won't disturb us anymore. All I know now, I'm free from all his sms'es, all his calls, and even free from seeing him after SPM! Yay!

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