sucks !

ok....

1. I did not get my JPA ! suck ! okay ... 1st , i can't access through the website... next , i ask PY to check for me .... then , i recieved Yi Wen's sms that she did not get ... After that , i know my chances are low already . But, since it is my bro's birthday , i just did not say anything and continue enjoying my dinnner. After dinner, on the way back home, PY called and said i did not get my JPA  ~ okay , i was rather calm, because i already predicted it earlier, so its fine. And so i told my mom, and she sounded rather disappointed, then she asked me did u appeal for your matriculation? you got go check your application for ASEAN scholarship or not ? If you go matriculation you can go to local U rite ? Lolx... i dunno la, i can understand she is worried la, okay ~ but just stop for a moment, let me think.... and then she said, nevermind la, dun be so disappointed and i told her im not, you are... yala, she should be , i dunno how is my future going to be anymore... Its like the whether recently, so hazy .... I can't c my future anymore.

2. And then i realise im just a belagak pandai person all this time... Okay ! Im not smart ! Don't call me a smart one because im not.... If I am , i can get JPA already , i can get my matriculation already ! And then hearing all my friends get ... i was like.... dont get jealous, it was all your fault for this....

3. But i wanna say that if u already dont plan to give the 5A+ students for scholarship, don't call them for the interview because the result is INSULTING ! fine ~ u dun let me get any smarter..... u dun let me prove that i can do better even without your bloody money !!! u don't let me be a somebody who is very very important ( which most likeky wouldn't happen ) but maybe it could ! One day , i will prove to you that i don't need your bloody money to be a successful person !!!!!!!!

4. I Hate cooking !!!!! lol... I just overcooked a pot of porridge ! just a pot of porridge man ! damn the porridge ! damn the pot !
haiz ~ man , lame ~ haha ! whr got a person who cant even cook a pot of porridge properly one ~ omg ! suck ~