oo, so emo today ~

okay ~
y am i emo ?
because during lunch , i get to know that py will probably be going to AIMST for med course....
So ?
means we can't eat lunch together anymore every Thursday ~
we can't study the same course together anymore ~
lolx, i feel like im alone in this war now...
feel like i have to face this all by myself....
actually i wanna say that , half of the reason i choose A level is because of PY lorh,
1st , i really dunno what to choose,
secondly , since i had an accompany , then y not ? coz i have scholarship too....
so dun really have to pay much la ~
not bad ~
if not , maybe foundation is enough ~

and now she is leaving,
man , i really feel happy for her,
really really ....
she don't have to pay over 300K for her fees u noe...
i mean, its great ! although it is a local course la ~
so i will have to get use to it, try to blend in my new life now....
and try to score well in A levels for such oppurtunities again in my life .

but this afternoon really emo lorh,
1st , im alone in the library ... i dunno what to do ,
who to tell.... just staring at the monitor, listening to music, visiting othe ppl's blog...
my god ~ so pathetic, haha....
then at last also found u to chat ....
then ok larh ~ thinking of blending in , study , and score ! then less worries?
hope so la ~