My Grandpa II

Yesterday , i went to visit my Granpa in the Hospital , finally...
as it was a CICU, only 2 person is allowded to go in each time...
where, u have to clean your hands with hand sanitizer and wear the shoes they provided...
and the doctor said although the anaestatic med should be over by now... and he should be awake, but he doesn't. Hence , the doctor said we have to call him... give him support...

Everyone's mood was very worried and depressed...
nobody knows what we can do ...
Even my cousin, the tough one...
the one who doesn't really cry infront of us...
has put down his pride and .... and let down his tears...

and it was my turn now...
i went in, looking at him...
maybe i don't know how serious the condition was actually...
i just called him to wake up...

Looking at him... he did not give any reaction...
as if he doesn't know we are calling him...
out of a sudden, he breathe very hardly... i dunno, im really shocked..
but after that, nothing happened again... and then we tried to call him up again...
after a while , he breathe very hardly and struggles to open his eyes...
i think it was very tiring and uses a lot of strength and energy for him to do so...
but, he opens his eyes for a while... and closes them back...
i knew he heard us, i knew he was trying very hard...
it was then i felt very nervous... i broke down...
pls, come back....
until then... the visit hours had ended...

i went back....
my mom stayed at the hospital while the others went back to my grandma's house...
hands crossed waiting for a miracle to happen...
my grandma, who is a buddhist... prayed the buddhist way and the christian way...
in order for Jesus and God to protect and bless my Grandpa... so do we...

until the night... my uncle called and said my grandpa was awaked,
but the nurse let him sleep again ... =.="
how hard for him to be awake and u let him sleep back again..
and the reason was to avoid him from stuggling and removing all his tubes from his body...
i don't know what will happen next...
Pls.... wake up ...