My Grandpa II

Yesterday , i went to visit my Granpa in the Hospital , finally...
as it was a CICU, only 2 person is allowded to go in each time...
where, u have to clean your hands with hand sanitizer and wear the shoes they provided...
and the doctor said although the anaestatic med should be over by now... and he should be awake, but he doesn't. Hence , the doctor said we have to call him... give him support...

Everyone's mood was very worried and depressed...
nobody knows what we can do ...
Even my cousin, the tough one...
the one who doesn't really cry infront of us...
has put down his pride and .... and let down his tears...

and it was my turn now...
i went in, looking at him...
maybe i don't know how serious the condition was actually...
i just called him to wake up...

Looking at him... he did not give any reaction...
as if he doesn't know we are calling him...
out of a sudden, he breathe very hardly... i dunno, im really shocked..
but after that, nothing happened again... and then we tried to call him up again...
after a while , he breathe very hardly and struggles to open his eyes...
i think it was very tiring and uses a lot of strength and energy for him to do so...
but, he opens his eyes for a while... and closes them back...
i knew he heard us, i knew he was trying very hard...
it was then i felt very nervous... i broke down...
pls, come back....
until then... the visit hours had ended...

i went back....
my mom stayed at the hospital while the others went back to my grandma's house...
hands crossed waiting for a miracle to happen...
my grandma, who is a buddhist... prayed the buddhist way and the christian way...
in order for Jesus and God to protect and bless my Grandpa... so do we...

until the night... my uncle called and said my grandpa was awaked,
but the nurse let him sleep again ... =.="
how hard for him to be awake and u let him sleep back again..
and the reason was to avoid him from stuggling and removing all his tubes from his body...
i don't know what will happen next...
Pls.... wake up ...

My Grandpa

My grandpa is in ICU now,
he just completed his by-pass operation,
my mom said he is still in coma....
lolx.... im really worried,
but i can't do anything....
i never go to the hospital... all his condition is what my mom told me...
she says there was many tubes connected to his body...
please god... let him wake...
He is too kind to be treated like that...

Thinking back, he is really a good grandpa...
although he has many grandchildren, he still remember that i love to eat fish...
everytime he bought fish back, he will give some to my mom and said " Ah-girl " likes to eat...

Thinking back again, i had done nothing for him.... such a failure...

Thinking back again, when i was 3, my old house at Sri Muda was flooded . It is him who brings a boat in and rescue us... As his hobby was fishing, he has his own boat last time.... although my memory was a little blurred and i can't remember much... But i remember at that time , the water level is at my father's chest... and he brought a boat in... and because the motor of the boat can't work... he and my father push the boat while walking in the water...

He was a loving Grandpa... pls make him wake.

3 things im fed up of ! today !

lets start with the simple one....

1. I have not recieve my NS letter...; what is the date now? when will I recieve it? the bloody day b4 is it? LOLX ! and then the internet says the program starts at 4th of Jan , but the online letter says the program starts at 2nd Jan... aiyo ! i really dunno what to do !

2. My handphone.... keep offing by itself ! the only time it will work is when it was charging. and it is impossible to charge my phone everynight without using it rite? AIYO !!!! hate it so much !

3. the crux one ! because my hp doesn't work quite properly ! i can't reply messages! and this one person.... because i did not reply and i am sure i explained the reason, the person said i lied to him ! this is what i hate most... i hate ppl say i lied when i did not.... The lack of trust really made me very disappointed !
Okay , the whole story started when i finish my SPM ! of coz.... i wont bother my hp lar... and hence i honestly tell him im lazy to reply.... c ! rather than making up stories, i honestly told that i am lazy to reply.... and it was now that my handphone really spoiled, the person thought that i lied ! why in the wortld would this happen to me ! lolx !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay, tats all ~ bb ~

An 8 ppl gathering ~

Today, as planned,
we went to Bkt Cahaya, followed by IOI Mall...

1st , we started our journey on 8 AM ,
well, it was not veyr jam... and i forgot what time we arrived, haha...
the entrance fee was RM 3, okay ~
so, the 1st thing we saw when we went in is the paddy field,
although it was a little small, and looks more like a " lalang " field to me ,
haha.... but then it was also okay...
we had our picnic there,
we had sushi, pasta and sandwich...
which we can't finish up everything....

then , we head to the animal zoo,
it was a little limited with animals , but okay lar.... can go too
erm, there is a parrot who will say hello when u said hallo... haha !
then there was porcupime where they will come to you waiting for you to feed them,
and then tis Lim went and give a piece of leaf,
unexpectedly they ate...
haha... then there was this dove... erm, a bull, horses.... goose, peacock....
okay, not to mention , we were exhausted !
because the road was long and steep !
then after a long walk, we went to the Four Season House, s now is Winter season,
it was snow inside a room...
it was written there that the tempertaure is between -2 to -7 ....
ok, when went in, we thought that they will provide sweaters or jacket....
but no , so we have to go in there with only our clothes...
it was very VERY cold....
haha... there are vapours when we talked...
and it was not like Genting Highlands Snow World where we get to walk around, it was just a smal lane for you to walk.... erm, like side seeing lar...
but the snow was real ~

and then we decided to head IOI Malls !
after reaching there, we went Red Box Karaoke !
i think we paid RM 10 .... and we sang for so long... so nice !
haha ~!

oh, and the best part ! " Tron Legacy " ! VERY NICE !!
most importantly , the leading actor was very handsome ! hehe !

and then after dinner, we went home ... i reach home at almost 8.45pm....

and then only i know my dad hasn't eaten his dinner ! he knew how to cook for the dog but doesn't cook for himself... lolx... haha...
so i made salad ! easy and clean !
and that was my day ! fun !

i think this was going to be a full stop for my salad days .... with friends.... do you think so ?

Mid Valley Day !

Today i went to MidValley CC for the fuure studies exhbition....
b4 that, i would like to mention HOW JAM IT WAS ! i doun't understand, so many parking lots, yet, all full ! Why ah ?

lolx !!!!
and then, erm we went surveying the place....
and then i kinda like this USCI , but i don't wanna move away fr home .
hence, 2 choices which i will make after my results come out....

1. If my results are real gd, means 10 A+/A, I will go for Taylors, or INTI or USCI.
2. If i got A-, then i will go for TARC or UTAR, as the requirement is lower...

And of course , it will be March or April intake... and... haha.. so jealous watching PY registered .... hmm..... k la, wait 3-4 more months only.... haha.... HV FUN PUI YENG! WISH U ALL THE BEST !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh, and one more thing, u no , for studying medics in IMU, they will only give full tuition fee waiver for only 1 person every year ! lolx ! That was so not me ! so haha.... wouldn;t think so far yet ...

and then...
i bought the " liese " hair dye...
pink colour for RM 37.80....
and the effect is not really obvious...
swt, 1st time i dye my hair... and i get this effect... fine....

erm, ok, this is it....
going py hse tomorrow, although not stayin overnite...
but still looking foward ....
toodles !

Abt Friendship

You know what,
i totally agree wid PY,
All of us have a different route, different pathway already...
although we stay so near to each other,
we will probably be bz preparing for our future life...
even Twins started working already... how fast...
and planning a Trip to Bkt Cahaya? is that the name ?
i 4got... hahax !
it is also a hard thng to do...
Mindless the Genting trip which i am unable to follow...

LOLX !
And yesterday, my mom asked me for my plan on further studies...
I really dunno...
it is not that there are many options,
because i know i will onlt choose either INTI, TARC or UCSI .
But, of course i want to find for the most affordable one,
because if im really taking medics in the future, i will have to spend a lot of money...
If I already spent a big amount of money on my A levels,
Ok larh, RM 16K++
then how abt my undergraduate studies?

lolx ! then my mom said abt the scholarship,
and i was thinking y don't we ask everything nicely during the trip to Midvalley...
Because i myself also not very sure should i apply for Alevels and they approve first only i should apply for scholarship...
And i am also not sure whether i really can score 10 A...
although i think and think about how i did my spm... i dunno larh !

>.<

And then my dad suggest whether i shud go to TARC in Johor , because it is near my po po's hse , and he said maybe i can accompany the old ones...
actually, for Alevels, i feel that anywhere also can, if u realy hope that i study there, it is ok for me also... haiz... anyway... i will decide everything by the time the exhibition comes....

13.12.2010

How fast,
its already 13th of December 2010,
what have i done?
i dunno, except preparing for exam....
my life is only dramas...
hahax !
im gonna have my last paper on wednesday...

no special feelings....
Oh ! and i watch the drama " No Regrets "
The starting was very nice....
But until the end... it was a little boring...
Nevertheless.... it was a remarkable storyline...
a very tragic love story ^^....

And then i kinda fall in love with this " Lau Sing" character...
haha !

And... im preparing for ns.... im going...
although because of this i can't plan a lot of things,
anyway, im going to MidValley for the open day thing( i think)
haha !

My Grandfather admitted to the hospital today,
he is going to operate this week...
I really hope everything will be fine...

Celine Dion - The Power Of Love (Live)

The song i loved most ! and i belive its a song that everyone love !

A Day b4 Bio Paper

I still remember what am i doing a day b4 Bio paper....
mwahaha....
regardless of the need to study,
my mom and I went watching "No regrets " 10 episode one shot...
haha... and we slept at 4 am...
lol, my 1st time sleeping so late 2gether wid my mom,
if me alone, of coz , many times already... haha

and then ,
when i need to study bio...
my eyes was like glued by a superglue or something stronger...
no matter how long the nap i took was, the same thing happened....
i was so worried... a few hours for 1++ chapter....
n then, the condition went better during the night , thank god...

anyway, i have no comment for the bio paper...

and now, its time to figure out my life after this....
decisions decisions and decisions !
which i hated... y can't it be like sec school where everything is already arranged nicely for you...

Nvm lar, we need to grow up... cannot rely on anybody everytime...
i und der... hehe

National Service...

lol, i no which place im in already,
it was kuala kubu bharu or something like that which is located in Ampang...
and i kept on convincing my mom not to worry about me...
everything is gonna be fine...
but it doesn't last long...
because i myself can't convince myself that everything is gonna be alright...
mind that im the only one in batch 1....
and im gonna face this all alone by myself...
leaving my hse for 3 months is already what i don't like most...
and i dunno how is it going to be...
what if nobody wanna be frenz wid me? what if it is a dangerous place...
then my neighbour come saying... now is the rainy season n sure gt many spirits come out ...~.~lol.....

i dunno larh...
then ? what will be my plan after national service?
Form 6 , A-levels or foundation in science ??
coz actually i haven't even choose which course to take after that ...
although i've been telling everyone im considering medics, but is this the course i really love? is this the course i would be interested in? i dunno....

and i just realise.... i wont meet the chinese boys anymore unless there is a gathering, lol... haha... now oni i know...except ann....
and then i realise , after chem paper, i wont hv a chance to meet non-bio frenz anymore, unless there r gatherings....
n after my last paper, im counting down for 2 more weeks to ns !

lol, actually im afraid.... afraid to leave home, afraid to be lonely....
argh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!