3 Days of SPM

This is the 3rd day of my SPM already...
so fast....
Today was History...
OMG ! I still remember how i studied this few days...
Anyway, the Paper 1 was easy, and i only got 3 wrong,
which i can't believe it, but i put on effort, so .... yeah !
but soliheen gt all correct, which i dun even wanna care by now already because its not important to me anymore...
What i cared is how i scored only...
But the paper 2 was devastating....
so cruel....
all that came out is not what i read...
only 2 questions i really read proiperly, which i know that i still can't score full because i cant remember some of the points...
and others was only like a guessing game...
although i read that before , but it was days n weeks ago already....
the chapters which i really put on effort to study didn't come out...
and this was the ed of it already...
no matter how hard u did... it has come to an end,
which means the thing you studied so hard for nothing,
is uselesss already by now....

i really feel like banging my head to the wall !
damn stupid !
how am i gonna face my parents, my teachers , the ones that hv high hope on me ?!
hence, this was the thing that would happen if you did not study your text book
THOROUGHLY !

This is fate my dear, face the reality, u nv fall, u nv learn...
but i dun wanna fall, i promise i would learn,
pls dun make me fall....

Don't Ask !

Oh! u watch Asian Games in Guangzhou ?
u watch that badminton match yesterday among CW Lee n Lin Dan ?
OMG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I supported CW Lee coz ... we Malaysian kua...
i some more go bet with my father ... if he wins, he get to eat Hokkein mee, i belanja, but if im the one who win, im gonna hv dominoes . =.="
So, the conclusion was, he won . >.<

Oh ! and did u watch the Mens doubles between Indonesia n Malaysia?
That was so close !!!!!!!!!!!!
And so , this is what i have been doing these few nights ! haha....

Dont ask y am i still updating my blogs when tomorrow is gonna be my SPM.
I dunno, too much devils beside me?
haha... no la...
just me.... im the one !
so stupid...
then when i go in fb... omg ! so scary, none of the ppl i know is onlining !
gosh , this scene is so scary, haha !
anyway, hope my spm can go on succefully...
hope that i can hv great achievements...
oh, my grandma went back Johor already today...
so , my room is prepared to transform into a warzone !!
nwahaha....
since that when my grandma is here, im afraid that she would trip on tables n books and hence, i dont plan to bring a small table into my room to stack up the books i need to use...
but now... my room will be in a mess in no time...
hehe....
k la, toodles .

To : Fikri !

Oh Great,
at last i know what the hell is happening...
u will just totally regret what u had said to me...
yeah ! i make ur life miserable...
out of my stupid n naive thinking that out of so many things, i think u r actually ok n there is no harm to be frenz with u...

n then out of a sudden, when i just sms 4 fun commenting that u r so "belagak" today...
n i get scolded from u , which i think even my best friendz doesn't talk to me like that b4... and this is not the 1st time u do this to me !

and then after so many smses u said u don't mean to...

sometimes i feel very confused... i really dunno what shall i do, especially knowing what i shouldn't know... knowing what that should be a secret from the start...

so tiring...

imagine if i treated u the same way...

n u r rite, i din tok to u in school n its u who mostly start a conversation.
Sadly, yeah ! this is me ! all my ex`boyfriends mentioned to me the same thing... so what .this is me , acccept the fact... noted that we r frenz .

do u no that sometimes u can be a gd fren n sometimes u reli drive me crazy... each n every word i say also i must think twice, coz im afraid that u will really go n kill urself n whatsoever ! Y R U DOING THIS ! THIS IS UR BLOODY LIFE ! APPRECIATE LAR ! OTHERS WANNA LIVE ALSO CANNOT ! U PRAY TO GOD FOR TAKING UR LIFE! WTH WTH WTH !

and im so stupid to worry that if one day u die is it going to be my bloody fault? or maybe im just thinking that u r to weak to accept the bloody fact that you wouldn't accept ! i guess we all o what im mentioning here.

just say im evil or watever, im tired of facing all of this man !
well, i hope u read this. bye .

[Undisclosed Clip] 2AM

omg ! i watch this n i keep on laughing.... haha

movie movie

u no wat,
i just cried yesterday....
i feel so silly of crying....
y ?
becoz my cousins n reatves come to stay for 2 nites at my hse,
and so , my mom suggest to bring them for a movie,
and she came to my room to tell me that they are going out for a movie,
at the same time , im studying la....
then i just look at my sejarah ook w/o saying a word,
then she said since u wanna go then go la....
then i sat down n look at her,
i said i dun wanna go, i sked i wll regret....
n i cried....
wth !!! so stupid....
then she said nvm la, one movie oni mar....
lolx..... y ah?
haha....