It's going to be a new year in 2 more days, happy and sad at the same time.
Happy because I had actually survived another semester on my medical degree and sad because this means I am another year older.
In this year, many things had happened.
What I really wanna remember here is trust and disappointment.
I had this friend, we had this very weird relationship. I hated her but at the same time, I don't. I take her as a friend, I look past all her flaws and take her as a friend. But one day, I realise you don't always get what you give. Maybe you give your whole heart out just for people to stab on it, to hurt you. Anyway, I learn to let go, forgive... I don't know if this is God's act or not but people start telling me that they dislike this person too, and then out of a sudden, I pitied her. Karma, people say, is a bitch. Until today, things escalated to a level that cannot be turned back. I don't know how will our future be, I don't know if we are still friends anymore. But at least I know, no more fake smiles, fake laughs, fake conversations. Sometimes when we talked, I mean, I know you don't like me, but yet, you can talk to me, laugh with with me, I'm starting to feel confused on whether who is faker, me or you ?
Next, I'm happy this year is gonna end because it's full of tragedy. I kept receiving sad news from people around me... I'm not gonna say much about this but I think what I learn from this is to say how much you love a person before it is too late, especially to your parents.
Ok, next, another year with my boyfriend. Well, almost. But I'm grateful. I hate being alone, I hate being lonely, I hate eating alone in the room. At least, there is someone here to rely on, to support me whenever I'm down, for me to fight with whenever I'm bored. Although we do quarrel quite often, I guess that's the way we communicate. He may not be the sweetest guy, the most romantic and creative guy, he is definitely a kayu but I appreciate his presence in my life <3
Still left with 2 weeks of exam. I'm going back home ! I can't wait to meet my family and friends. To actually have a break from all these dramas =)
Monday, December 29, 2014
Tuesday, December 16, 2014
Glass of Milk
Found this from a blog, thought that it would be great to spread the moral behind this story =)
One day, a poor boy who was selling goods from door to door to pay his way through school, found he had only one thin dime left, and he was hungry.
He decided he would ask for a meal at the next house. However, he lost his nerve when a lovely young woman opened the door. Instead of a meal he asked for a drink of water. She thought he looked hungry so brought him a large glass of milk. He drank it slowly, and then asked, “How much do I owe you?” “You don’t owe me anything,” she replied. “Mother has taught us never to accept pay for a kindness.” He said….. “Then I thank you from my heart.”
As Howard Kelly left that house, he not only felt stronger physically, but his faith in God and man was strong also. He had been ready to give up and quit.
Year’s later that young woman became critically ill. The local doctors were baffled. They finally sent her to the big city, where they called in specialists to study her rare disease. Dr. Howard Kelly ! was called in for the consultation. When he heard the name of the town she came from, a strange light filled his eyes. Immediately he rose and went down the hall of the hospital to room. Dressed in his doctor’s gown he went in to see her. He recognized her at once. He went back to the consultation room determined to do his best to save her life. From that day he gave special attention to the case. After a long struggle, the battle was won.
Dr. Kelly requested the business office to pass the final bill to him for approval. He looked at it, then wrote something on the edge and the bill was sent to her room. She feared to open it, for she was sure it would take the rest of her life to pay for it all. Finally she looked, and something caught her attention on the side of the bill. She read these words….. “Paid in full with one glass of milk”
Signed Dr. Howard Kelly. Tears of joy flooded her eyes as her happy heart prayed: “Thank You God. Your love has spread abroad through human hearts and hands.”
credits to : virtual medic
One day, a poor boy who was selling goods from door to door to pay his way through school, found he had only one thin dime left, and he was hungry.
He decided he would ask for a meal at the next house. However, he lost his nerve when a lovely young woman opened the door. Instead of a meal he asked for a drink of water. She thought he looked hungry so brought him a large glass of milk. He drank it slowly, and then asked, “How much do I owe you?” “You don’t owe me anything,” she replied. “Mother has taught us never to accept pay for a kindness.” He said….. “Then I thank you from my heart.”
As Howard Kelly left that house, he not only felt stronger physically, but his faith in God and man was strong also. He had been ready to give up and quit.
Year’s later that young woman became critically ill. The local doctors were baffled. They finally sent her to the big city, where they called in specialists to study her rare disease. Dr. Howard Kelly ! was called in for the consultation. When he heard the name of the town she came from, a strange light filled his eyes. Immediately he rose and went down the hall of the hospital to room. Dressed in his doctor’s gown he went in to see her. He recognized her at once. He went back to the consultation room determined to do his best to save her life. From that day he gave special attention to the case. After a long struggle, the battle was won.
Dr. Kelly requested the business office to pass the final bill to him for approval. He looked at it, then wrote something on the edge and the bill was sent to her room. She feared to open it, for she was sure it would take the rest of her life to pay for it all. Finally she looked, and something caught her attention on the side of the bill. She read these words….. “Paid in full with one glass of milk”
Signed Dr. Howard Kelly. Tears of joy flooded her eyes as her happy heart prayed: “Thank You God. Your love has spread abroad through human hearts and hands.”
credits to : virtual medic
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