Yeah. So before coming back to Malaysia , my boyfriend and I plan to like meet each others parents ..
No special reason la, just to know each other better ...
I personally really looking forward for this ...
But unfortunately, he will only be at his parents' house during the raya holidays ...
And coincidently, my grandmother's birthday falls on a day before raya.
And it is more impossible for me to leave my family on a public holiday.
Call me mama's girl , whatever. I am !
Then im quite disappointed, I know he is too, I feel so useless and helpless right now. I really don't know how to make things better ...
Somebody please read this and teach me what to do
I desperately need suggestions right now =(
Sometimes I really wanna like rebel once a while, like do what your heart says... but it is really impossible ... It's like your conscience kept reminding you that this is the only month you have with your family, but at the same time, it tells you that this is also the only chance you get to meet his family members ...
I mean, not the only chance la, but I already let him down this time, who knows how many times are there left for me to let him down ...
Damn sadded la ...
You und my feeling or not ???
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