Interpersonal relationships

A very very confusing stuff,

Welcome to the adult world,

Is it me ? Seriously, am I some kind of outlier or what ? Like people around me can deal well in almost everything among people, why am I like a mess ?

He said, im that kind of person that after deciding something or after confirming some concept, I will just go for it without caring about anything , it's like whatever, as long as I just reach the end point, nothing else matters . Not that extreme type la, it's like living in my own world walking on my own path...

And I think he is right somehow. I don't know ... Sigh ....

For example, when I like a guy, I just confess lol, I don't care about anything I just want the guy to know.

I don't know how to bluff. Not that I don't know la, it's like I don't know how to make things better. I don't know how to say stuff that can like be in a win win situation. You happy I happy lol.

It's either I tell u im not happy , not thinking about what u think or just keep quiet and endure ,thinking too much about what you will think.

Straight line, no curving here and there.

Sometimes when I thought I did stuff right, actually I did not .

Haiyo, conclusion :

Dear friends, best friends, girlfriends, thanks for all your care and support and tolerance for all these time, especially the high school gang la, I gong gong one, I dont know how to say stuff but I felt so lucky you guys are still here.
<3

I'd realised something very important when I came here, like don't take friendships for granted !!!

They've met you by fate, but they remain staying beside you by choice ...