Interpersonal relationships

A very very confusing stuff,

Welcome to the adult world,

Is it me ? Seriously, am I some kind of outlier or what ? Like people around me can deal well in almost everything among people, why am I like a mess ?

He said, im that kind of person that after deciding something or after confirming some concept, I will just go for it without caring about anything , it's like whatever, as long as I just reach the end point, nothing else matters . Not that extreme type la, it's like living in my own world walking on my own path...

And I think he is right somehow. I don't know ... Sigh ....

For example, when I like a guy, I just confess lol, I don't care about anything I just want the guy to know.

I don't know how to bluff. Not that I don't know la, it's like I don't know how to make things better. I don't know how to say stuff that can like be in a win win situation. You happy I happy lol.

It's either I tell u im not happy , not thinking about what u think or just keep quiet and endure ,thinking too much about what you will think.

Straight line, no curving here and there.

Sometimes when I thought I did stuff right, actually I did not .

Haiyo, conclusion :

Dear friends, best friends, girlfriends, thanks for all your care and support and tolerance for all these time, especially the high school gang la, I gong gong one, I dont know how to say stuff but I felt so lucky you guys are still here.
<3

I'd realised something very important when I came here, like don't take friendships for granted !!!

They've met you by fate, but they remain staying beside you by choice ...

The Valentines 2014

Well hello !!!
haha !
having a quite busy life since I came back,
because it's the first week and of course during the first week everyone will be so semangat studying,
and I'm not excluded la,
everyday with books.
But when second week comes right, I actually can manage to slack for the whole week.
And the reason I gave myself is... hey, Valentine's day this week leh !
It's not like I'm planning some big stuffs on that day, haha ! but that has just automatically become the reason of slacking.

Ok well,
to the future me : this is how U spend your Valentines this year kay,
YOU MUST REMEMBER THAT YOUR BOYFRIEND DIDN'T TAKE YOU OUT NOR GIVE YOU FLOWERS !

haha !!!
I complained so much la, especially on the flower part, but he really kayu one, =.=

anyway, this is how it goes.

We went grocery shopping after class, for a four course meal,
and these are the products : haha !

spaghetti, nuggets, 2 sirloin steaks and mushroom soup....

a clearer view of the spaghetti, 

please ar, lao niang cook one ar, XD

fine, to be honest, I was just there stirring the pan of spaghetti, haha !

after that, nothing else, haha !
that is the highlight of the day .

THE END !

oh ya, i posted the picture to instagram, and then his group mates put it as their LINE profile picture.
Awkward....

he everyday go tease people larh, see, karma ! haha !

quarrelling, getting back together, fighting, getting back together,
I'm glad that we can still make it to Valentines,
and ....
I hope.... I can spend all my Valentines with you till I die la .... haha !