The Gap

So Huilin and I were talking about this gap thing,
and I realised I had a gap too between my friends and I,
since I start having a boyfriend...
which leads me thinking who is the culprit ?
and I realised .... It's me, intentionally...
I tend to distance myself from them a little.

Since the air ticket issue,
I kinda repel myself from any ...thing or people that might bring me back facing that kind of issue.

even if I don't have a boyfriend, after staying at this new house,
I guess I'll just act the same...
too much drama out there,
I rather just stay in my room alone,

Then I started thinking, if this were to happen back in Malaysia,
with a bunch of my old friends,
all these wouldn't happen too

Thinking of the needs to deal with people here is very exhausting,
sometimes when I hear voices out there I plan to ignore most of the time rather than mixing in and listening to what they wanna say.