Which also meant that I'm here for a month,
What I've done so far....
nothing productive, like seriously.
Except for homeworks and assignment that I NEED to do,
there is nothing more that I've done.
Every free time I have I spent it by watching drama or wasting time with him.
And suddenly I am really super super guilty and regret yesterday.
Thinking of all the consequences that might happen.
If anything happens and I couldn't continue to study here...
My life is literally screwed. I'm going to live a meaningless life.
Whatever aims and dreams I have will be bullshit by then...
It's not like I really love this place and all you know,
It's that if anything happens and if I were to go back to Malaysia,
I will lose everything I have right now.
And then the money I spent here, the time, the money
My parents are going to kill me....
I couldn't let all these things happen to me, seriously.
Yesterday night was the scariest night in my entire life
having all sorts of thoughts going around in my head >.<
Dear me, pls remember every moment you have went through yesterday,
don't make any stupid mistakes that you will regret in the future anymore
and yup, tata ! haha ~
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