Last Day of September !

Its the last day of September ady ><

Which also meant that I'm here for a month,

What I've done so far.... 

nothing productive, like seriously. 

Except for homeworks and assignment that I NEED to do,

there is nothing more that I've done. 

Every free time I have I spent it by watching drama or wasting time with him. 

And suddenly I am really super super guilty and regret yesterday. 

Thinking of all the consequences that might happen. 

If anything happens and I couldn't continue to study here...

My life is literally screwed. I'm going to live a meaningless life. 

Whatever aims and dreams I have will be bullshit by then...

It's not like I really love this place and all you know, 

It's that if anything happens and if I were to go back to Malaysia, 

I will lose everything I have right now. 

And then the money I spent here, the time, the money 

My parents are going to kill me....

I couldn't let all these things happen to me, seriously. 

Yesterday night was the scariest night in my entire life 

having all sorts of thoughts going around in my head >.<

Dear me, pls remember every moment you have went through yesterday, 

don't make any stupid mistakes that you  will regret in the future anymore 

and yup, tata ! haha ~

An unexpected present

These presents are from a friend I know for 2 days, 

when we are working together for the U mobile thing in Sunway Pyramid !

LOL 

and actually this was something he wanted to give me during departure. 

and which I declined ask him not to give me anything,

mana tau he posted here by pos laju >.<

aiyo, guilty ~

anyway, grateful, thx man =D

mooncake !

a small birthday card

and an elle WHITE HOODY ! 

omg ~

UNPAD Year 2 Day 27 - I'm late for class 0.0

AN EPIC DAY !
what happened was,

around 3 something midnight , God knows what happened to my phone,
suddenly it just hanged at the lockscreen =(
then the alarm doesn't ring on 7 o' clock in the morning
evil phone =(

so my friend woke me up at 7.30a.m. which is suppose to be the time I start leaving my hours to the campus.
So, I amazingly finish brushing my teeth, changing my clothes and head of in 5 minutes,
and when I was sitting on the public transport only I realized my watch is out of battery,
so scary you know, suddenly can't estimate the time !

Next, lab coat issue,
So this Jason right, suddenly got lab class in the evening,
so his friends and him forgot to bring lab coat,
so asking me if I have 4 or 5 to borrow.

I actually don't think it's a big deal AT ALL !
what is wrong in borrowing people lab coat,
and then all of them start scolding me saying I'm stupid

LOL

but anyway,
I know it's just a way they don't want me to like rugi.
Coz' if anything happens, I were to take responsibility of all the lab coats, not him .
haiz, the world is so complicated .

The following issue is my fan not functioning ady.
and i ONLY USED IT FOR LIKE A MONTH?

SO, i decided to open all the bolt and nuts to see what's inside and try to fix it !
and actually i was really close to success one,
but at last my friend help me to repair it,
by adding just some drops of WD-40
stupid , haha !
so easy one meh ?

and now it's functioning !!!! hahaha !

so have you seen the core  of the fan ? hah~ jie jie show u ! haha !

and that's all today XD

Happy Birthday to Me !

Haha ! 

yala i get it la, 20 years old dy =.=

anyways, today was also my blogs godknowshowmany years anniversary !!!

hahaha !

forgot la, 5-6 years maybe. 

then....

well thanks to everyone that wished me and remembered my birthday.

Sincerely thank all of you from the bottom of my heart <3

well, it's not how i expected but I'm super grateful for what he did for me 

haha !

these are the gifts he gave me lol XD

<3

then these are the gifts Huilin gave me, 

forgot to camwhore with her shite ! 

anyway, thx darling, love it so much <3

and as usual the four of us camwhoring before going out for dinner =P

and this was taken during dinner la ~ haha !

so I thank God for everything I had today ~

I'm grateful for what I have,

It's a lovely evening,

and to wrap everything up,

I LOVE YOU GUYS TTM !

<3

UNPAD Year 2 Day 23 - Busy !!!

So, it's my second year already,
Now we are in the endocrine system.
And I felt quite interesting la, every week also get to know new stuff.
Only the study part is a little ... haha ! hard?
neh... I think I'm just lazy.

anyway, since we are learning endocrine,
every week also get to see dead bodies,
I really respect all the deceased that like donated their body out for all these research and education.
I don't know, imagine after you die, then people will like cut open your dead body digging here and there.
the furthest I think I can go is organ donating only, seriously >.<
so i think they are really really great =)

then, tutorial class became 3 times a week,
super tiring la like that ! still ok la, but compared to last time only two times per week,
so much more relaxing,
hahaha !
then although like that right, I still got time to play one you know XD

Don't know what else to update leh ...

ow !!!! regarding my new house !
not bad la !
First, it takes 20 minute from my house to the campus.
very far la >.<
haha !

then, last time still got chance to like exercise,
now the gym center and the stadium so far dy, no one accompany me =(
haha ! so now a lil fat =P

next, staying together with 8 friends in a small house is quite fun and cozy.
people teasing around and stuff, not bad la...

But there were bad times also la,
for example we quarreled about the kitchen once or twice,
I think we'll get better with time no doubt =)

yorrrrr !!!! came here like 23 days ady ! haven't watch a movie yet,
because the cinema is so damn far =((((
XD

Then I think that's all la, nothing much to say
toodles =)

IMMA SENIOR YOOO !

HAHA !
Yup, back here to Jatinangor =)
but with a different status kayyy, second year senior (wakakkaka !)

hoooooooo maaaaiiiiiiiiiiii gawwwwwwddddd !
coming back here was making me so frustrated !!!!
First, I miss my flight.
yup,
I ACTUALLY MISS THE STUPID FLIGHT !!!!! WTH !!!!!!

THEN HAVE TO BUY NEW AIR TICKET,
SO RIGHT , THIS FLIGHT ACTUALLY COST ME RM600++ !!!!!!!!!!!
STUPID !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND I REACHED AT BANDUNG AROUNG 1.00+AM

and when I thought things wouldn't go any worse ! God proves me wrong ='(
I ACTUALLY FORGOT TO TAKE MY BOYFRIEND'S HANDCARRY DOWN THE CAR,
when he is busy finding keys to enter the house.

then of course he very angry larh... then he start complaining lo, saying why am I so careless and stuff la, then after a while he start talking to himself, blaming himself for not being more careful....
GUILTINESS TO THE MAXXXXXXXX !!!!

so we called our transport that fetch us back and then go around finding his handcarry lorh,
epic night ! luckily at last jumpa juga lorh, but the most epic part is, find find find find till 5 something AM baru can go back and sleep ....

and then things went better la....
we settled down and stuff.

then,
lol I think I'll get jealous of myself, haha ! I enjoyed being with him in the same house very much. =P
like although only one hour or a little more than that every night after we settled all our stuffs,
at least we had our own time and privacy alone.
but this made me worry also at the same time,
can't help it la, there's always all this pressure and stress form my studies just by thinking of it.

then,
schedule became tighter dy this year,
so not much time to slack also actually,

but anyway, life's good =) don't worry
and that's for today !!!!!!!