Kena scold today WTH !

The issue was :-

Many months ago, I helped my roommate booked an air ticket. 

And then when i came back, I realised that my bank never receive such money. 

Then she said she use cash deposit and she threw away the receipt ady so she cannot do anything ! 

ok la, fine la, then I went and update the bank book lorh ! Then during the whole October no transaction lorh !

Then she went to her side of the bank and ask the person there to call my mom, like to proved that she paid whatsoever la ! Then ask my mom to check again. 

OK, no 1, my mom is not as free as her mom one ok, she worked all day where got time to go to the bank and check with the person in charge. That day went and update bank book also take leave one. Then she just check through machine for the second time see the total amount got change or not la ! then really dont have mar. But she already ask the bank to called my mom then we didnt receive also cannot do anything so I also diam diam ady mar. 

And I happen to help her book her air ticket for this time also larh. And then I told her the total amount and ask her to pay ASAP. What is wrong with that ?! Now I'm using my money to book your ticket for you without any benefits and all i wanted was you to fucking pay asap ! And you know how she responded ! Literally okay.

"The last time I pay you edi u insist I didnt pay. Then now what do you mean ?? U mean I delay payment is it?? U simply accuse people one. WTH. U din check dun accuse people din pay lah. Deng. Next time u talk filter a bit la. U talk like as if I dun pay like that. When i tt money edi u immediately check la. WTH. Past so long edi u only bother me. I pay edi u dun check is my fault la is it. WTH ... banking stuff u also dunno how to check ???

WTF IS WRONG WITH HER !!!!!!

1. From the start I didnt even accuse her of not paying. I just say I didn't receive the money.

2. I just sent " pls bank in the monet ASAP thx" and i suddenly kena marah. 

eh pls ! I dont have the responsibility to book your ticket for you. Im just kind enough to do this favour and now I kena marah ! My mom busy working trusted you guys that the money has been transfered so didnt check kena marah ! Then check ady twice really dont have also kena marah WTF ! I didnt get the money I'm the one who should be angry and I kena marah 

what is this ?

already very angry right. My boyfriend there saying I ALWAYS cannot settle stuff. Saying that he don't understand me . Then saying kindness is used to treat for different people. Then say I'm not matured. 

I don't understand why I'm the one kena blamed by two parties. Even the one who should be supporting me, the one who should make me feel better only telling me that I'm not matured. 

FML  now I didnt receive money also make it look like my fault like that bloody hell 

and he knows what im angry about and he refuse to like make me feel better he just said I'm immatured. 

and i dont know why my fingers are super bengkak now =.=

I dont know what to say anymore FTW