I'm A Meanie !

Today, I broke someone's heart again.
Why I kept doing all these stuff one >.<

K so what happened was,
There is this one guy, let's name him Joker.
For all of you who know who Joker is... ( yeah, it's him and yes  I still keep in touch with him)
Since I came back, he has been trying to keep in touch with me.
through FB through phone, but I never replied him.
I guess I just want all these to end.

I don't know, to be honest,
I thought we wouldn't keep in touch anymore since Form 5,
and to my surprise, he will still chat with me in FB and sometimes SMS me.

And then when I'm leaving to Indonesia, I thought we will end there,
but again to my surprise, we still chat but very seldom in FB.

And you may ask, why don't you just ignore him from the start.
Maybe I'm just a little soft hearted to do so.

But since i came back, I literally ignored him.
But then at last i still went back to square one. I can't tahan all the guiltiness.
I mean, all he tried to do was to care about me and this is how I treat him back =.=

but then things are still settled though, he said he will stop all these things.
and the conversation sounded so much like a breakup dialogue !

and then out of a sudden he posted "Thanks 4 everything.u really light my world up b4 this.u r my special one.now n always :)" 

And then i don't know whether i should click like or not but I guess I'll just ignore lol