SO today is the so called socca exam...
it is something like an aural test where the cases you study previously,
you have to present it ,mostly about basic science,
so i get this obesity case, which should be very easy to score one !
and i just passed at the boudary line...
what the helll !!!! i don't know what happen...
maybe... maybe my presentation is not smooth enough or it is not in order...
Maybe i was waiting too long , the quarantine time is like 6am-2pm....
and for the whole time i was revising 6 cases again and again,
i can't believe i forgot some important points....
i hate myself, i hate my brain....
y ?! and then everyone was scoring so wonderfully...
and then that makes me hate myself even more...
so useless....
and then this is the only chance that u can pull up your cgpa,
coz other exams are hard to score...
sigh ....
I should just go for a mathematics degree or whatever....
not here studying a medicine degree...
i just wasted my mom's money,
I wasted my two months here scoring this kind of results ...
and then...
i called my mom ( she called me actually =P)
and she said its fine, i don't wanna stress u out...
damn, i really felt so disappointed, why couldn't my memory be as good as the others...
this is just so sad =(
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