Is growing up really a good thing?
If it is , why am i so sad right now ?
There is so many things taht have to be left behind, bu I'm too reluctant to leave them...
Sooner or later, whether or not I'm going to Indon, I will either stop or graduate my piano lesson. The first one have a higher probability of course.
But Ms. Yap, my piano teacher, she had been accompanying me since I was 5, and no I'm leaving her, so sad ! I might not have a chance to see her anymore in the future.
It's not like we are acquaintance or good friends that we often speak to each other about other stuff, it's that she had been there in my life since 14 years ago , and now ....
I love her, I hope that I can keep in touch with her as long as possible, but right now I don't even have her Facebook.
Maybe it's me , I don't really speak up, that's why everything seems so weakly bonded. T.T
Although through all these years, frankly speaking, I don't really enjoy my piano lesson. It's like if my lesson falls on Thursday, I will only start practicing on Wednesday night. This had been happening until recently I realised that I had wasted so much time , so much money , and only contributed little effort.
Through all these years, all my practical exams are like getting a "pass" only... theory different, because it only requires understanding studying only.
I am so regret to skip my piano lessons for a whole year during y form 5 ! At least we will have more time together.
Anyway, the last thing I can do is to score my best in my Grade 7 practical exam .
I love you so much , I hope to keep in touch with you >< really !
I hope you are there to witness my marriage , I hope you are there for my first child's full moon and what so ever celebration that I'm going to have in my life. Because I was there for yours, and i felt very grateful for it.
I might not be your best student, but you are the best teacher I have !
Love you form the bottom of my heart , farewell !
Call her and find her when you are back lah. I still keep in touch with my music teacher even though I stop her lessons d. It's all up to us to make it work!
ReplyDeletereally ar? what u guys say ar? u close wid your piano teacher mar, i dunno la, i dont talk much to her one ><
ReplyDeletedo continue to practice and practice playing it and finish it until grade 8 once you were back, so that she wont be dissapointed. maybe is just because your teacher is the garang type one, so u dont dare to be close v her (just guessing only ^^). do keep in touch with her while you are away maybe u will find out that actually you have the same antenna with her. (who knows? ^^). dont make urself regreted again just like when you were form 5 that year. (sorry for my bad english) :)
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