Last Day of 2012 !!!

So, i can't quite recall everything that happens this year ...
Sorry, really bad memory, haha !
So... let me try ... haha !

First, of course, graduate A-levels !
I really miss my coursemates badly, haha !
and of course, the course itself >.< because....
dunno la, there is aircond in the classroom,
there is fast internet with lots of desktop to use in the library,
food is everywhere >.< lol !

i miss all those pan mee, and market, and chicken rice, and a lot la ! lol ...

heard inti has change a lot though, must go back n see one day ! haha ! 

Next, er.... prom or Sabah trip first ? 

No.... Mid Valley 1st I think, 

Jason, Wei Ying and I went the Mickey Mouse exhibition !

super coooooool ! haha !

actually we have soooo many plans back then before i leave to Indonesia ...

one day trip at KL, Broga hills... but at last, we only went mid valley , 

haha ! better than nothing la =P

MICKEY MICKEY MICKEY ! 

KTM STATION !

really loving all the mickey mouse though ! <3

Next, Prom night ! 

i look super ugly that day ! so, i'm only gonna post one picture ! hahaha ! 

Next, Sabah Trip ! 

lolx, really missssssss those days so much ! haha !

the 3 of us, i know, super sampat ! hahah !

deng deng deng !

water rafting for the 1st time ! hehe....

Next... hmm.... working ? yup ! working ! 

Haha, mentioning about this, I'm a super lansi worker ><

anyway, really learn a lot in this company la, 

not bad not bad ! haha !

After that, a surprise gathering with them ! 

Next, gathering with high school gang ! leaving to indonesia soon that time >.<

haha ! they say why girls take photo head must bengkok to one side ! hahaha !

the fact is, i also dunno le ! hahaha !

Next is departure day la ! 

 

I cried like a baby that day =.= haha !

Next, life in Indonesia begins la ~ haha !

this is my 1st tutorial group ! 

and then, i celebrated my birthday here ^^

and then i met the one i like which did not like me at first but like me eventually but not as like as to start a relationship and hopes that i'm slimmer =.=

and that concludes my 2012 ! 

Thx to fb photo, i can recall everything according to time ! haha !

and if i forgot anything... 

who ask u to not take photo with me and upload in fb !

hahaha !

Happy 2013 ! 

cheers !

突然的感触。。。

生命真的很脆弱。。。
很多事情，真的没有想象中完美，
那伟大的未来，往往都有可能一夜之间，
完全转变。。。
那明确的路，突然间，可以变得那么模糊，那么暗。。。

真的，
不要等到来不及了才很遗憾的想起，
我真的很爱很爱你。。。
为什么之前都没有告诉你？

生命中往往就有一些意想不到的事情发生，让我突然想要停下脚步，
想想还有什么应该但还没做？ 还有什么做的不够好？
现在的我到底在做什么？
意义在哪里？

我现在的感觉不是几句话能够说清楚。。。
真的很难表达。。。

MAY YOU REST IN PEACE。

UNPAD Day 105 - No more slacking !

OK ,
seriously ... study >.<
ok ok ! no more slacking ! study !!!

(lolx... a girl just shouted like tarzan outside, what the hell ! )

k , back to the topic, aiya, actually nothing much to say la...
just that i hope i can leave my fb, twitter and blogging for 1-2 months maybe >.<
sounds impossible la !
at least let me have a few hours during the weekend !

yup ! ok , i'll try !
y am i encouraging and talking to myself in my own blog post ??
shit ! sot liao i'm going crazy ! haha !

(ok, now they are screaming like they saw super junior =.=)

seriously, i am so glad i had a room =.=
at least they sound less annoying !
haha...

next, after 105 days, i'm glad that things are getting a little ( just a little) better between my roommate and I ...
thank God, i appreciate that ...

next, stop thinking about love love stuff ady la ! what was done is done, no more turning back...
ignore means ignore la ! i don't wanna care so much ady ...
go away ! wasting time nia ~
i'm talking to myself again =.= in my blogpost, haha !

Conclusion : don't have to call the cops if I'm not at fb for days... ( i don't quite have confidence that this is really gonna happen) but anyway, im in good condition ! wakaka ....

UNPAD Day 100 - Gosh ! Day 100 already ?

Yeah , seriously...
haha ! The 100th Day...
So, a mini conclusion about how my life is right now...

Fact Number 1 : Guys here have no guts at all !

Haha, really long story, so, jump to fact number 2 la ! haha !

So I met this guy, I really liked him la, it's like, he is the one i would like to have in the future.
-I don't want to elaborate on this-

and then when he knows that I like him, he explained to me that he wants to focus in his studies...
that he doesn't want to waste his sister's money...
and then for the whole week, we ignored each other...
or shall I say, HE IS IGNORING ME THE WHOLE TIME !
and then I really tried to... you know, make the situation less weird,
I tried my best to strike up a conversation with him....
And then just now, when there are only both of us,
couldn't he just take the initiative to like talk so that this situation just disappears,
can't you just act like nothing had ever happened ?
I wonder if like in my past life, I'm a guy that cheats a lot of girls ??
If not, why in the world something like that will happen to me in this life ?

Next, his room mate....
His room mate who lied to me the whole time that he had a girlfriend.
I mean, he once had, but broke up ( i don't know when )
and then, I know he liked me, but I kept ignoring because I was assuming all the time that he has a girlfriend.
And then today, he told me he broke up, and he asked if there is a possibility that we can be together.
Not face to face, Not through sms, but he wrote it in his I-phone note apps and ask me to read...
He doesn't even has the courage to tell the whole wide world he is single.

I was like, face palm.... so for all this time,
he knows I liked his room mate, and then he kept proving to me that his room mate wouldn't like me ...
And he knows I wouldn't believe when like this is a hear-say thing, no proof...
And hence, he recorded a dialogue between him and his room mate stating very clearly that his room mate doesn't like me ...
I mean, I take him as my good friend, I trusted him and told him everything wishing that he will help me,
but again and again, he only tries to prove to me that I am not his room mate's type, again and again he is trying to give me clues that its time to give up.

Conclusion for this first part : Why do people I like doesn't like me back ?

Fact Number 2 : Medicine is hard =/
My result is out !
Gosh, I don't know how to describe my results....
It is between 50-69....
for all papers...

And then, the lecturer said can take remedial to increase my grade....
Ok then, really have to be serious this time....
No more last minute studying !

Despite of what happened above, I had decided to focus on my studies ...
Only by studying, only by scoring well in exam,
I had a chance to achieve everything I wanted now.
Bora Bora Island... money... future husband... haha !

Sometimes, i will be like thinking, some people really are so lucky...
the guys they met and fall in love with....
Why couldn't I meet someone like that ?

Fact Number 3 : I seriously felt that everyone here is like so damn rich !
OMG ! spend money like open tap water like that ...
and then their house... bu dong bu dong jiu banglo larh, semi-d liao larh ~
I don't know la ... crazy one !

Fact Number 4 : I am not easy to get along with ?
I think so, as I couldn't really like randomly find a topic to talk about...
so sometimes, there will be an awkward silence when you walk with me...
Sigh, sometimes, socialising is really hard !

Fact Number 5 : There is no fact number 5
haha ! so i think that concludes my feeling now...

ok, that's for today... toodles !

Bora Bora Island + I love You Guys !

I hope one day,
i can afford to bring my parents to this super nice place,
Bora Bora Island <3

actually the world is super big....

what i am in now, is just a small part of my life....

To people who love me, care about me....

I won't let you guys down ....

I will live life to the very fullest,
will never let anyone to ruin any of my plans....

a few bad experience will only make me stronger !
I love God, I love the world, I love you guys !!!!!!!

The Diwali Night

a few fav pictures of me and my cousemates !

more on facebook 

haha !

UNPAD Day 97 - Kampung visiting day

So, we have a school's activity....
we went visiting the kampung kampung....
and we interviewed a few locals....

conclusion : very boring one la !
they uses Bahasa Indonesia which i am not very familiar with...
so I just sit aside and observe....
haha !

BTW, yesterday was Deepavali Night !
no smart phone really very inconvenient !
cannot take photo....
sad le ~

haha, i update the pictures !

UNPAD Day 93 - Raining season

Yeah ! now is the raining season here !!!

lowest temp : 20 degree C, highest temp : 30 degree C

cool right, so everytime when it rains, its really freezing cold !

but when it comes to the night, it is no longer cool....
coz all the bugs will suddenly appear in your room ....
not cool at all...

and because of this, my roommate and I quarrelled...
not going in to the details....

I'll just say sometimes she is such a bitch !
sorry if I sound mean !

but seriously....

maybe I'm a bitch also...
perhaps , aiya, dunno la !
just the pot saying the kettle black ,

ok, toodles ~~~

Breaking Dawn - Part 2

yeah, i can't believe it too....
they are showing breaking dawn HERE !
haha ~

well, my opinion :
The movie is great ! It is so much better than the previous ones....
I luv the fighting scene the most....

Although you would get a little shocked of what heppened next,
seriously ...

you would be like OH MY GOD ! HAHAHAHAHA !!!!!

UNPAD Day 89 - Shopping Spree

today... went shopping in Bandung !
hehe.... actually, I went there to buy high heels....
*1st time buying heels >.<*
coz there is a Deepavali night coming up....
I'm the one who suggested wanna wear dress one lorh ....
mana tau everyone so nervous go buy dress ady =.=
some more all like wanna go prom like that ... WALAO EH ~
total expenditure : min RM130 per dress !!!
and for me, i am borrowing huilin's one...
hehe ....

Went factory outlet today,
though maybe wanna buy my own dress...
but that dress also cost me above RM100...
and then the part where dress is not worth to buy is that you only can wear it once....
i mean.... u understand one right ?

and then for the high heels part... GOD !
randomly everyone say wanna buy high heels ady...
so means i have to buy also la ! if not the contrast is gonna be super big, haha !
spent about RM 70+ for that shoe </3

lol, no feeling at all when i pay ,
coz the money not mine
sigh ~ guilty larh, parents working so hard and i spend so hard here >.<

anyway,
another reason I spent that money so easily is because....
if nothing happens after this right, means I invested at the wrong time, wrong place, wrong ....
conclusion : whole wrong concept.....

P.S. heels only 3 inches >.< i don't dare to go any further, haha !

In Time With You

just finish watching this drama...

yeah i know, why do you have time for drama...

and yes, im slacking quite seriously after exam...

anyway, this drama quite nice,

especially if you watch till the end, super super awesome ...

actress Ariel Lin's acting is superb !

and then at first, based on the drama's name,

i was wondering if it was " i dont know how to love you" or "i wont love you"...

and the right one is of course "i won't love you"

the storyline quite sad ...

=(

i wonder... when will i meet the right one ?

UNPAD Day 81 - I'm in deep shit !

Haha, seriously ...

what happened today is that,

today is lecture day, 

means whole day lecture, 

so I attended the first half, then lunch time, 

when we came back, the current is off...

so, looking at the not working projector, i thought there wont be class anymore...

so i decided to go back, 

and then suddenly i received a call asking me to go back....

and i was standing outside the lecture hall... and this is what happens.

coz of the current off thing, half of the class was gone, 

so the lecturer was very pissed off....

and hence she started taking attendance one by one,

normally we just sign and go....

actually i dont get why is she so angry...

so its like half of the class is in there and half outside waiting for signals of what is going on in there....

well, at last the lecturer said she will pass this matter to the management,

God knows what happens next....

All everyone worries about is that we couldn't take our remedial...

and it is a very serious thing because...

I myself know that I will not do well in this mid term, 

so remedial is kind of like a life saving pill for me...

but now, they might take away this life saving pill...

OMG, if my parents knows this, they will be so damn disappointed in me....

and not to mention, pissed off....

they pay so much for their daughter to play truant ....

God  ! SHIT ! 

I'm sorry >.< sigh....

UNPAD Day 78 - nothing specific

well,
nothing specific to say today,
but just felt like blogging,
called my father today....
erm, y i purposely mention this is because i seldom call him,
normally i only talk through the phone with my mom....
i really miss them a lot !
like A LOT !

and then i told him when i come back , i wanna eat bah kut teh ,
then he said okay~
then i told him when i come back, i wanna eat "Kam Zhao" ( my fav. rest... )
then he said okay ~
omg, i really miss cuddling in him ><
and i realised, im not a small girl anymore...
I'm not the girl that can cry anytime when i face anything unhappy at school....
I'm now the girl that should face everything by myself ....
a girl that should find her way out by her own....
I should be the 2nd one long time ago,
but i insisted to be the 1st one until now i really left home,
and there is no way im going to be the second one anymore ...

I LOVE YOU GUYS

UNPAD Day 73 - SOCCA !

SO today is the so called socca exam...
it is something like an aural test where the cases you study previously,
you have to present it ,mostly about basic science,
so i get this obesity case, which should be very easy to score one !
and i just passed at the boudary line...
what the helll !!!! i don't know what happen...
maybe... maybe my presentation is not smooth enough or it is not in order...

Maybe i was waiting too long , the quarantine time is like 6am-2pm....
and for the whole time i was revising 6 cases again and again,
i can't believe i forgot some important points....
i hate myself, i hate my brain....
y ?! and then everyone was scoring so wonderfully...
and then that makes me hate myself even more...
so useless....

and then this is the only chance that u can pull up your cgpa,
coz other exams are hard to score...
sigh ....

I should just go for a mathematics degree or whatever....
not here studying a medicine degree...
i just wasted my mom's money,
I wasted my two months here scoring this kind of results ...

and then...
i called my mom ( she called me actually =P)
and she said its fine, i don't wanna stress u out...
damn, i really felt so disappointed, why couldn't my memory be as good as the others...
this is just so sad =(

UNPAD Day 72 - EXAM DAY 2

So today was CRP exam....
some kind of exam that i dont get what's the whole point of involving computer =.=
this is super meaningless cause it will end up the same giving us handouts too...

anyway, the interesting part is...
you are under quarantine from 7 to 11....
DOING NOTHING ! they don't even let you study ...

then, during that one hour exam...
you have completely no idea what are you suppose to do...
and whatdoyouknow ! there is 15 minutes left....
this is really super awesome !
haha !
yup, and then, before you knew it, there goes the hour, there goes your paper, there goes your marks....
sweat... haha !

UNPAD Day 67 - afraid

I'm afraid that one day , I'll be like her...
To survive in the same room,
Means I'll either just be a turtle and act deaf, or fight back...

Fighting back means, you have to go more extreme in order to win,
Means all the words you use must be even more stronger,
Means you don't have to care about anyone else feelings...

That is so bad,
I never wanna be someone like that ...

Sigh....

UNPAD Day 66 - ANATOMY !!

WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO!

I had never love anatomy so much in my life before !

haha !

OMG, i wanna chop the books into pieces la ... haha ...

so today was lab , and we get to see body parts and organs ~~

first, i wanna mention....

actually the smell of the formalin is not that bad , 

but seriously ur eyes couldnt take it, 

it will start tearing off ur eyes you know ...

much much much worse than onions !

secondly, 

exam is next week ~ this is so cool !!!!!

i meant the opposite of course,

yeah , haha ... 

hv a good day !

UNPAD Day 56 : SHUT UP !!!!!!! >=(

Some people just doesn't know how to keep their mouth shut !
every single time ! what the hell ! if this keeps happening, I might murder one day ! damn stupid...

Every single time ! DOESN'T SHE REALISE THAT I AM NOT HAPPY WITH ALL THIS THINGS !
OR SHE ACTUALLY DON'T GIVE A DAMN ! ATTENTION SEEKING IS THE PRIORITY !!!!

things that is not necessary to mention then just keep your mouth shut la ! this kind of people is like very afraid that the war wouldn't happen ! They must create CHAOS !!!!!!!

stupid ! STUPID !! STUPID !!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't get how these people think !

As a roommate, shouldn't you like support your roommate, or like respects people's privacy larh !
who is on the phone, what time they called , who I'm talking to , what i effing do ! WHY MUST U CARE AND GO SPREAD AROUND LIKE YOU ARE DAMN AFRAID NOBODY KNOWS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You know, people who suicide because of rumours right ? This is all caused by this kind of people you know ! Damn pek chek right now ! you know how i'm feeling ?!

Sometimes she gossips about people,no, not gossiping ! is commenting people in a very unkind way ! I don't give a damn about how people is doing ! why must she comment and must ask people to agree with her !!!!! OMG ! I'm already trying very hard to control myself for not cursing in this post !

oiyo, I dunno if I can take this anymore ! I wanna shift out ! I want my own room !!!!!! damn damn damn stupid !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OR, how to talk to her, someone teach me >< damn stupid ! It's not like I can talk also....
ah!!!!!!!!!! i dont know how to explain this condition, right now, i only feel damn pek chek !!!!!!!

UNPAD Day 48 - Guys and Girls II

So, haha , today really got many feelings to express out ><

Even with the guy I very seldom hang out with , also got rumours saying we are together....
(most probably didnt even berduaan before also)
sweat, what kind of place is this?
what kind of freakin place is this >.<

And then there is my friend, lets call him SH, he just rejected a girl yesterday...
I seriously feel so sorry for her...
kesian ><
if its not because rumours start saying that both of them are mended together,
maybe she wont even start thinking that there is a possibility between them...
and hence she wouldn't suddenly confessed when she saw him eating dinner with another girl and she felt the urge to do something...
and she wouldn't kena reject, she is a good girl lorh, kind and sweet.... pretty also mar ...

stupid guys here la ! only like all those "yan leng san choi zheng" one ( translate : beautiful face with a perfect body curve)...

then ... this gave me an inspiration, =P
to never be affected by rumours...
NEVER !
funny lorh, there is a chinese saying " ai qing you xi li, shui ren zhen, shui jiu shu le !"
(translate : in a love game, you will be the loser if you start being serious or if u start to care)

UNPAD Day 48 - Guys and Girls

so what is so big deal about guys and girls ?
different sex cannot become friends is it ?
different sex must be couple ? must love each other is it ?

y ar?
i'm just a little close to a guy named YK...
he has a girlfriend in Malaysia and so ?
It's not like I'm gonna snatch him from his gf or wanna seduce him or wanna become the third party or whatsoever larh ! WE ARE JUST FRIENDS !!!!!!

sometimes people joke about us , i can accept la,
I just take this as a joke.

and then out of a sudden,
my roommate come telling me that I shouldn't stick too close with him la and whatsoever shit...
and then she said even one of her indonesian friend asked her whether I'm together with him or not...

and even YK friend's also keep on reminding him that he still has a girlfriend in Malaysia...

Until this part, I know what you want to say ...
Maybe you take people as friend people don't felt the same way ?
Maybe he really wants to cheat and stuff ....

No lorh ! we are like 19 already okay ...
I know what is right and wrong, so does him...
We freaking know that we are just friends....
Why so serious ?

And now, it's because he was worried that people might say something bad to me,
and his friends start warning him and stuff,

we space ourselves and distant ourselves from each other...
a little sad la, just rumours...
just this kind of people's mouth ,
just people gossiping about us...
we have to distance ourselves...
It's not like we did something wrong also  !!!!!

I dunno man, then there is this girl,
I know she kind-hearted la, she came and talk to me this evening,
she told me "I thought I wanna talked to you about you and YK, did yeewen (my roomate) told you about the stuff?"
then i said yeah, she told me, nothing one lorh ~ and then i walked away, in a kind way la !
MEANS RIGHT...
THEY EVEN TALKED ABOUT THIS AT MY BACK !

really super beh tahan lorh ! hate this freaking much .... 

UNPAD Day 48 - roommate issue

so , yeah , i guess not only me having this issue kut ...
i really desperately wanna move out of this room ...
maybe is my problem la, i don't know how to live with others...

at last, i figured out what is the problem between us ...
its because she is that kind of person who can't wait to show her abilities...
sometimes quite pek chek , like seriously....
but since roomates so must tahan tahan, cannot argue till very geng....

and then her mouth cannot control der wor ...
say ppl sometimes say until very zhin gak (keji)
i dunno le, dont like lo...
u can gossip, but dont say till so nan ting lorh...
>.<

sometimes i also fai si chut seng , just diam diam sit at a side let her finish her talking ...
some more right, when other ppl tell u something because she trusted u ,
u dont go around telling other ppl la ! yo, sometimes, spechless....

but other than that, she is ok la ...
like that lorh ...

A story ...

this teared me up >.< its a loving story ...
read till the end, seriously ~

Married or not you should read this...
“When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.
Suddenly I didn’t kn
ow how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words,

 instead she asked me softly, why?
I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her!
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.
The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn’t have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.
In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn’t want anything from me, but needed a month’s notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month’s time and she didn’t want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.
This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that every day for the month’s duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.
I told Jane about my wife’s divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.
My wife and I hadn’t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried herout on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddyis holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don’t tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn’t looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had take nits toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn’t tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.
She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.
Suddenly it hit me… she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.
Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it’s time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.
But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn’t noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office…. jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind…I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.
She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won’t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn’t value the details of our lives, not because we didn’t love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I’ll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.
That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed -dead. My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push through with the divorce.— At least, in the eyes of our son—- I’m a loving husband….
The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves.
So find time to be your spouse’s friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!
If you don’t share this, nothing will happen to you.
If you do, you just might save a marriage. Many of life’s failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up

UNPAD Day 37 - Jambatan Cincin

Found a very cool place with a nice scenary ! haha ,
It's called the Jambatan Cincin

but they said don't go there during dawn, coz its quite creepy as there are a cemetery nearby...

but the place is quite nice =) 

UNPAD Day 33 - brands here

Dutch lady here, hehe ...



Nestle !



Koko krunch here!

UNPAD Day 32 - Happy Birthday to me !

yup, my bday was like half and hour ago...
haha !
quite happy la this year,
although can't celebrate with family ...

First, WY and gang purposely spend time to skype me larh, touched ! haha

this what i printscreened la ! that is what I keep telling them , i cant see their face ! haha ~

this is what they printscreened, guai bu de so yong sui la, line not good ! haha ~

and then, 

at night , 

i had dinner with my classmates larh !

haha, very funny larh !

coz we are playing games mar, so the loser will get to drink a very ... i dunno how they mix one, very disgusting stuff la, 

luckily i didnt drink , ew ~~

then this are the presents i got larh, really grateful

thank everyone of them <3

thanks guys ! 

great memory, haha !

Unpad Day 31 - Last day of malaysian orientation

So yup, officially a month here already,
Yet, still felt like an empty teacup,
I seriously don't really do my revision everyday! Whatever is going on I'm also like half way dreaming plus, having the 'I could do this tmr' thinking.

Gg larh like that!
Cannot la! Really must start being serious ...

Btw, I'm officially 19 =) cheers! Last teen years, its either I'm going to continue living crazily or the other way round. But for this condition, I really wonder how much longer do I have the chance to be crazy. If I were to choose, who doesn't wanna be the crazy one, but I understand, I really do understand that when you grow up, you bear more responsibilities, bear more hopes, and gradually, the crazy attitude will be the first to be sacrificed! Yup, I chose this, nobody forced me ... there is no turning back mate! *Inhales*

UNPAD Day 24 - mom's visit

yeah, she visited me 4 days ago,
and stayed here for 3days 2 nights....

this is the mooncake my mom brought me , haha !

AND MY BLANKET AND PILLOW !!!!!!

wakakaka ~ 

and the bedsheet is mine also actually =P

YEAH ! MOM RAWKS ! HAHA !

UNPAD Day 24 - almost lost count !

the 3rd week here ady ! forget to update blog >.<
=P
so everything still remains the same, still busy , lol !
here are some photos of my dorm...

first, this is my lecture hall, haha !

then this is my side of the room, this picture was taken when i firstt came in, so actually it doesn't look that neat now XD

this is the lobby for my dorm, see, got discussion area >.< lol 

this is the very mini sized canteen in our dorm too, we settle our lunch and dinner here most of the time >.<

BUT , food seriously very cheap RM2-3 only...

BUT, everyday eating the same food la ~ T.T

This is called the bale mart , its a mini market la, in our dorm too...

this is an alternative place for food BUT seriously not nice ! 

this is the scenery at the back of our dorm, nice right? haha !