ambition ~

What I wanna be in the future ? That was really a tough one ~ You know , since I was small , Whenever people ask me what I wanna be in the future , I will hesitate a little and say I wanna be a doctor . I remembered when I am celebrating my dunno how many years old bday , my wish was to be a doctor . As time passes , the time I spend to hesitate my ambition became longer , although I changed my ambition in between , doctor will still be my final decision. Until now ,I doubt if I can still hold on to my dreams . Thx to a level. U made me realise how hard will your future be if u wanna choose this path . I doubt if I can hang on till the end . And hence , I actually decide to change my direction. And when I was trying to set this to my mind , I realised , my mom actually hoped I could be one . Lolx ... although she never say it out , N when I mentioned I might give up , She didn't say anything too. But I no ... I shouldn't disappoint her ,but everytime when I think of the interviews n test that had to be taken in order to study the course , the fees , the competitors , the limited post , the tough course structure . Lolx , it isn't my freedom anymore to choose whether I should feel anxious . And if I'm reli lucky to successfully finish the course , How abt jobs ? I will have to sit for another paper in order to get a job . Wth !

bio surprise

So today rite , bio rite ... Haiz ... Last week teacher already say giving quiz , But I tot she wouldn't give it on monday , because there are other papers to discuss , then suddenly teacher say ok , quiz today ! Lolx! Last time also like that liao de la , Without warning de , This time better la , paper 1 , Haiz ... Although I read plants the day before , I don't think it helped much lo. >.<

pilih kasih, hmph !

so today morning, below is the conversation between my grandma and me ~

(of coz my brother's shoe is not this clean lorh )

it all started when my bro is washing his school shoes .

G: y u nv help ur brother wash his shoes one ?!

Me: For what , not my shoe also ....

G: aiyo, u r jie jie(sister) ma, u should help your brother wash one ~

Me: where got like that one ?

G: yala, law is like that der ma ...

Me: zzz..... cannot like that der lo, jie jie is not maid, who say jie jie means need to wash her brothers shoe ~

G: haiyo, nowadays kids ah ~

OMG ! wat " now a days kid" ? so bias lorh, boy cannot wash theri own shoes is it ? only girls can do housechores is it... haiyo ~ fine la, anyway , at last , i didn't help wash it also , Because that ISN'T MY SHOE ~

nvm la, not angry also , old ppl lidat der la, a little bias towards boyz, hehe ....

scary ~

so right ,
yer scary ~~~ ><
there is a guy and i name him "G" la ok,
today he went n comment my profile picture and write on my wall ...
with the language i dunno ....

and before this, i tot he was a friend i know in NS,
so i added him la,
coz they both look alike from the profile picture,
when i c his picture, i just add him lo,
nv go study his profile...

Then one day , before this , i met this guy in IOI mall ,
so one day this G guy fb chat me , then i tot he is my ns friend,
so i went and reply ... in chinese ! lolx...
obviously he wont know what i am talking la,
then he go comment on my photo and write on my walll...
with the language i don't know !
lolx, so scary ~

Love You ~

 hoho, this drama really nice !

"Love You"

then , haha, so sweet ,

i want the husband ~ XD, 38 !

go watch go watch ....

this is a few pic of the last episode,

arrangement not in order one la ...

Donate blood - 2

okay ,
so today UM came to our campus and held out a blood donation booth ,
haha , so i went lorh .
wanted to take pic one lorh , but hp memory full , so sad, haha !
then ....
3 of my friends and I went loh ,
one of them is like we pujuk pujuk him only he derma one, >.<
like terpaksa, so cute ~ haha !
erm, not really pain la,
just that the 1st injection hurts a little.
Blood donation this time is quite special lorh ,
coz i donate with three of my friends mar...
then like mm... quite nice ^^
haha ,
i actually quite sked one lorh ,
although tried once during NS ,
but i couldn't forget that the 1st injection hurts,
then i kept thinking , if this time the nurse dunno how to poke how?
if she poke wrong how n stuff la
haha , but at last also okay !

love is the only answer!

Haha!
At last , I can go for the movie already!
You know when the movie 1st released , I was like , okay , we will watch it during weekends
 P. S. I'm a super fan of charmaine sheh !
Unfortunately , parents are bz! So the only thing I can do. ..
Was to slip moral class on Tuesday ....
But , the remorse feeling was like I feel guilty after killing someone .
Haha! However , actually I planned with ck c how to go n stuff .
But at last I also gave up coz going there by bus will probably make me late for the next class.
So I told my friends today abt. this
N they said ok la , we go together .
Lolx , feel so bad making them skip class like me.
Then 6 of us went .
The movie starts at 12.10 ,
We reach there abt 11.30 but we have to wait till 12.00 for McD set lunch .
The funny part was , we squeeze everything into our bags in order to bring them into the cinema .
And we missed a little in the front !

Okay , the movie was totally great , but really ,
 I CANNOT TAHAN loh! Y!
Little bit kissing scene also they cut!! Hello !
The movie is already rated 18 !
What is the point of rating it when u already cut those since! 
Back to those scenes , according to the trailer , it is not even like terlampau over ~!
Stupid , the point is , y r they cutting the scene when both of them r not even naked!
Make the movie so cacat , like suddenly jump to another scene liao .
If I'm rich , no doubt I will fly to hong kong for that movie to support my idol lo.
Haha!

transform

Am I being hysterical here?
Because I feel that everything is changing so quick that I couldn't catch up .
So scary , feel so unfamiliar .
And, I should get used to it ? Should I ?
Accept the fact that this is life.
Accept the fact that we all resembles a circle .
The more we expand , the more further apart we are , Although we are still in the same circle ...
Lolx ... accept the fact that the same thing woUldn't happen twice .
Accept the fact that you cannot turn back time to just c what we have left behind.

-out of topic stuff -
Haha , can you imagine that when you are 50 yrs old ,
And suddenly u met your high school friends and talk abt the silly things u did in school .
Met your ns friends n start talking abt how we struggle the 2.5 months .