Chances

Chances and Opportunities is what ppl give you...
But u have to grab it to make it valuable ....
who doesn't know...
but unfortunately,
i am a person who waits for ppl to give me a chance, give me an opportunity,
and then tend to fail them...
DAMN !!!!!!!
i don't mean to fail them ,
i hate myself !
when im given a chance, i tried,
but not the hardest ,
and when i failed it, i hope that ppl gimme one more chance.
BUT , Im so selfish and obsessed in entertainment ,
that i don't appreciate what had ppl give me .

Like today's Physics test ! WTH !!!!!
I dunno what to say,
not enough practice lorh !
Y?
WATSING TIME ON THE BLOODY INTERNET LARH !!!!!

Like SPM .....
Y i can't get straight A+ ?
LAST MINUTE STUDYING LORH !!!!!!!!!!!!
and now oni come worrying that i couldn't get this scholarship, couldn;t get that scholarship....

AND NOW I ONLY KNOW HOW TO COMPLAIN HERE !
ONLY KNOW HOW TO FEEL REGRET !
BUT NV TEND TO THINK WAT SHUD I DO TO MAKE THINGS BETTER !
EVEN IF I THOUGHT ABT THAT !
I NV TEND TO RELEASE MY HANDS ON THE BLODDY KEYBOARD !!!!!


DAMN ME !!!!!! HATE ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!