Malam Anugerah Bestari ....

okay ,
yesterday was my anugerah bestari nite....
this year was a little special,
because we need to pay,
not us la, but the others who wanna attend like family members la.
each will pay RM 30....

1. How was The Food ?
OMG ! Unbelievable, we have to use our hands !
and the food was totally NS food... lolx....

2. How was the performance ?
Erm , a little disappointing though , i expected more... haha....

3. What am I doing there ?
U no wat , I don't even know i will get Anugerah Sahsiah Terpuji .... but i dunno la.... not feeling really really happy larh ... i mean i'm happy im getting this, dun feel like explaining further . And the next price was taking 10 As la, and... well, i actually did not do good enough , but im getting cash, so no prob  ! haha ~

4. Where am i sitting ?
Im sitting beside Soliheen , i wonder why they planned it this way .... Im like .... WHAT ! WHY ! okay , but i felt nothing like i though i would have felt.... i though i would feel awkward sitting beside him with jealousy and hatred.... But, well, it seems okay la..... because... i dunno . i felt nothing of this .
And no doubt he is smart what , his results are so much better than me , he is the top 30, he get JPA, he get Matrix.... what to be jealous of ? no point jealousing at all... People also use his effort to achieve it mar... so .... fine, okay ~ since this is how it is , so this is how it is la. I have nothing else to say ...

5. And yesterday i thought back so many other things la since the venue is at the badminton court , and i remember i been there once only .... so hard oni get approval from my mom u know ... haha.... and it is a quite sweet one la ... thanks to them .


And i met all my friends back la, this is the sweetest thing i felt that day .... ^^

Chances

Chances and Opportunities is what ppl give you...
But u have to grab it to make it valuable ....
who doesn't know...
but unfortunately,
i am a person who waits for ppl to give me a chance, give me an opportunity,
and then tend to fail them...
DAMN !!!!!!!
i don't mean to fail them ,
i hate myself !
when im given a chance, i tried,
but not the hardest ,
and when i failed it, i hope that ppl gimme one more chance.
BUT , Im so selfish and obsessed in entertainment ,
that i don't appreciate what had ppl give me .

Like today's Physics test ! WTH !!!!!
I dunno what to say,
not enough practice lorh !
Y?
WATSING TIME ON THE BLOODY INTERNET LARH !!!!!

Like SPM .....
Y i can't get straight A+ ?
LAST MINUTE STUDYING LORH !!!!!!!!!!!!
and now oni come worrying that i couldn't get this scholarship, couldn;t get that scholarship....

AND NOW I ONLY KNOW HOW TO COMPLAIN HERE !
ONLY KNOW HOW TO FEEL REGRET !
BUT NV TEND TO THINK WAT SHUD I DO TO MAKE THINGS BETTER !
EVEN IF I THOUGHT ABT THAT !
I NV TEND TO RELEASE MY HANDS ON THE BLODDY KEYBOARD !!!!!


DAMN ME !!!!!! HATE ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Earth Day !

Earth Day 2011,
What had you done for Mother Earth ?
Pls appreciate Earth while it still appreciate us....

erm.... support recycle !
haha...

Today raining so heavily lorh...
even the big big longkang somewhere near INTI also got flooded....
tsk tsk tsk, the longkang really very very big n deep,
but still can get flooded, means :
1. the rain is really heavy
2. ppl throw rubbish in it !
tats y la ! c la !
dun be one of them lor...

and u no wat ....
even the tyres of the van can't be seen when the road gets flooded....
c la !
so ... appreciate it when u still have it ~

Here comes my Piano Pieces...

Currently preparing for Grade 7 Examination....

Haiz ~

how to say leh ?

okay ... they are 3 sections, each section have 3 choices of song,

so there is a CD attatched with the book which is all the song's demo lorh...

ok, so on and hear lor....

then i felt damn damn damn depressed lorh...

all sounds so so so nice....

and i asked myself how am I gonna play it?

Everything sounds so nice but i doubt how would it be if the pianist was me !
suck la! sure like i dunno la... liveless....

i really like playing, feel very proud if i can play the whole piece out too...

but i can predict me playing will sound like shit !

i dunno la.... everybody kept telling me u can der... practice lorh...

im sure u can der....

lol....

i also hope i can ....

but with fingers of mine which is like sticks.... very hard to say lorh...

i really really hope i could play it nicely.....

for so many years i sit for practical exam.... all i get was pass pass n pass.....

such a failure man....

n i dont give it a damn after that too....
but this time, i hope that the story would be different, pls ~

Love Life , my fren...

To my beloved Family and family's family,
To my beloved girlfirends and boyfriends,
best friend and friends....
To the one i had met or talk before ....

Pls Pls .... love and appreciate life,
take care of them....

A few days ago, my friend's dad passed away ...
because of high blood pressure...
just so sudden in his house....

Don't even have the chance to say anything to his family members....
Just went ~
And i felt.... pls take care of ur health....
and just dun simply say "i wanna die"," i wanna suicide" and whatsoever....
because, when u have a chance to live on.... then live on....

I couldn't bear anyone to leave me suddenly....
no matter u r or were my friend....
All of u are very very very important to me ....
Love Life....
and do everything you wanna do... ( good things la )
because, there may not be a second chance....

And, on behalf of this,
I wanna say that , I love u all very much...
and i am very grateful and happy to have friends like you...
Hope that u are not a passer-by in my life but one who we will walk to the edge of our lives together,
achieveing dreams and aims !

visit my new page, "dramas " ^^

visit my new page, "dramas " ^^

what happened this week ?

on our way to UiTM ....

We went to the wrong place.... haha....

and im happy im not the only one, haha ~

Daddy waitin for me during the interview ~

wed i went for JPA interview....
haiz ~ dunno what to say....
well, i think im okay larh....
i satisfy my own presentation tat day...
but i don't think is enough....
n i felt like i had chosen the worng course....
coz so many ppl out there hv better results than me takin medic...
i oni got 5A+ choose medic also....
means the probability of me getting the course is a little low...
haiz ~ i should have taken other courses....

dunno la, i will know the results on the last week of April....
pls pls pls.....

okay,
and this Zhen Yang come to my hse yesterday,
he wants to take BM book for resitting of SPM BM on June....
ok lorh, then we king kai....
n i tak tau knp we can tok 3 hours , in my hse,
n oni he tok >< haha... abt ns n stuff....
n then i dunno y yest gt so many cockroach in my hse,
neh, the one that knows how to fly one...
swt lorh !

Mid Valley = NS

today ... haha...
go out wid NS friend, to Mid Valley ....
^^...
Actually, if follow plan,
it is for the whole Bravo...
but nobody go ~
oni me, winnie, chency , jie kai , chui ting n mei fong, n chui ting fren.
hehe....
n the main point going is for watchin movie...
haha ! we watch " the ghost must be crazy "...
OMG ! So funny man !
haha ~
but very cold, everyone is freezing ..... mwahaha...

erm, then thx to jie kai willing to accompany me going n bek ....
hehe.... thx ....

u noe wat , coz of this i woke up at 6.45am,
then 7.20 go out....
then 7.50 reach ktm station in subang parade,
then 8.00 train come ^^....
then we went to jie kai hse, n jie kai uncle fetch us to Bukit Tinggi , Jusco .
Then we sit Chui Ting's car.... lol....
wait for Mei Fong for 45 min....
nvm la, just feel hungry ... haha ....

then we went Sunway to fetch Chui's bro's gf,
then oni we go Midvalley ....

wow ~ imagine how many time we took....
haha ...
anyway , nice to meet all of u bek...
hope still hv the chance n oppurtunity la ^^

wow + sad ~

wow ~
visiting PY's blog....
and i was like,
wow ~ Soliheen get full scholarship n he has the freedom to choose wherever he wants...
10+ , of coz la....

ok, my feelin was like, accept it ba ~
wat u can do ?
i dunno wat to say....
gettin straight A was like a very good achievement in everyone's eyes,
but ... when u look at others , means him la,
ur A seems like B man .... lol....
then there is when ur confidence is going lower n lower....
haiz ~ wat to do ....
anyway ,
pls gimme a chance , pls....
pls make my jpa interview successful ....

hello tomorrow !

so sad man.....
can't blog frequently nowadays...
bz studying ... XD....
yala, come back , eat dinner ..... then study ..... zzz.....
but dun take it the wrong way.
not that i like to study , not that im hardworking either...
u just need to study in order to remember n understand wat the teacher is saying infront....

lol.... still gt drama leh ~ i haven't finish watchin " ying geng" , n i wanna watch the new drama "only you"....
but like oni weekends can watch..... haiz ~
too bad lorh , who ask me to join march intake, it is a rushing course....

Recently,
our class time table change liao....
actually my class oni gt 20 ppl.....
and we can get along well too....
but , after the stupid time table thing...
we merge class wid other a level student, which makes the class 32 ppl....
lol.... i dun like.... coz now 2 class merge 2gether like 2 groups forced into one,
we have our own gang n we don't mix with each other....
too bad la....
haha....

and all teacher also change liao.... yer~
haiz... dunno la.....

haha.....