I cried ~

ok, i cried....
haha, ang dun laugh !

coz, today my mom went to Singapore, with my bro n my aunty n my grandparents n my great grandmother....
and i can't go...
That is not the reason i cried of course,
because a few weeks before i had already accepted the fact that i couldn't go,
coz gt trial exam...
and my mom had ask me whether she should go without me, and i said she should because she really deserve it, she should have some time for herself.... without anything around her to be worried...

and so after school, she said goodbye... and i was thinking, ok , bye bye... without feeling anything special...coz i already accepted the fact as i mentioned before...

ok, then my dad came back with the salted chicken and we ate that for dinner with tv (ka hou yuet yun)... hehe...

omg, then all the hse chores i did, washing the plates, moping the floor, cleaning all the stuff...fold clothes , keeping everyone's clothes into the cupboard (which i normally won't even mine )"rendam"ing the clothes....changing my bed sheet !
because normally i only did moping n sweeping n rendam clothes... now everything...
fine, im still worrying if i will hv time to hang up the clothes tomorrow...

ok, then i called my mom, its not a request , but i just feel like calling her...
then when i heard her sound i started to cry... i dunno why, but just talking with her in the phone and tears coming uncontrollably. especially when ending the phone... i managed to sound okay in the phone because i really want her to have fun... so by the time the phone ends... i started to cry to myself... to the walls of my room... lolx, sound so pathetic... haha....dunno y? because i miss her? i think so... probably...

then my bro come calling again... he talk like how i talked to my grandpa in the phone...(hv u eaten? what had u eat for dinner? ...) LOLX ! SWT... haha... and this made me cry once again....

lolx... haiz... pls let me score for add math 2morrow...(>.<)