I cried ~

ok, i cried....
haha, ang dun laugh !

coz, today my mom went to Singapore, with my bro n my aunty n my grandparents n my great grandmother....
and i can't go...
That is not the reason i cried of course,
because a few weeks before i had already accepted the fact that i couldn't go,
coz gt trial exam...
and my mom had ask me whether she should go without me, and i said she should because she really deserve it, she should have some time for herself.... without anything around her to be worried...

and so after school, she said goodbye... and i was thinking, ok , bye bye... without feeling anything special...coz i already accepted the fact as i mentioned before...

ok, then my dad came back with the salted chicken and we ate that for dinner with tv (ka hou yuet yun)... hehe...

omg, then all the hse chores i did, washing the plates, moping the floor, cleaning all the stuff...fold clothes , keeping everyone's clothes into the cupboard (which i normally won't even mine )"rendam"ing the clothes....changing my bed sheet !
because normally i only did moping n sweeping n rendam clothes... now everything...
fine, im still worrying if i will hv time to hang up the clothes tomorrow...

ok, then i called my mom, its not a request , but i just feel like calling her...
then when i heard her sound i started to cry... i dunno why, but just talking with her in the phone and tears coming uncontrollably. especially when ending the phone... i managed to sound okay in the phone because i really want her to have fun... so by the time the phone ends... i started to cry to myself... to the walls of my room... lolx, sound so pathetic... haha....dunno y? because i miss her? i think so... probably...

then my bro come calling again... he talk like how i talked to my grandpa in the phone...(hv u eaten? what had u eat for dinner? ...) LOLX ! SWT... haha... and this made me cry once again....

lolx... haiz... pls let me score for add math 2morrow...(>.<)

Happy Birthday to you...

the pic i took when i went back to kg...

yesterday was my birthday... ^^
and i had a good time,
1st , at school, before starting my English exam,
the whole class had sang a " Happy Birthday" song for me...
it was our class trend actually... haha ...
then , after school, i received present from my "sei dong ".... haha ^^
I had 2 t-shirts, a lip gloss, a Secret Recipe cake and a key chain...
not to mention that i had a kiss from Fatimah... haha,
seriously, she kissed my cheeks.... haha....

and of course, numerous greetings from old friends and new friends...
of coz im happy la, when you went back n u saw your facebook profile and sms....

K, then i went to a friend's house , Faiz for open house for Hari Raya....
hehe.... 1st time i go to friends house for hari raya.... so dunno what to do...
so , after i step into his house, i salam with his mother and two aunties...
which i just agak-agak abt how to salam because i really dunno...
but of course, my respect towards them is at the max...
then i ate nasi lemak in his house...
which they use a plastic tea-pot to wash hands first before eating, another new theory for me...

OK, and since there was a Birthday cake for me... Pui Yeng drive us to my house... and we sang the birthday song for me.... ^^
and cut the cake...
after boasting for some time, when they mention they are going back, Yong Qi said she wanted to visit my room...

Haha... dunno y , when i say my room is messy, everybody gets excited... haha ^^

Ok , then at night, my father brought us to the "K-box" in Digital Mall....
Its a new karaoke centre la....
RM 44++ per person... coz its a Friday...
and because there are food also la....
it is also reasonable la coz there are oysters ans sushi and lots of deserts too...
but i only wanted to hold the mike that i refuse to go out and take my food...
haha....
hence, the night was only about singing but not eating, i only had a few sushi and salmon piece...
and the rest of the night, im singing....
my brain was like " Hey Girl, you are lacking of oxygen la !" haha....
but i really had a blast....
from 7- 12 something im in the room.... hehe
stupid la ! my handphone camera spoil !!

and here, i wanna express my gratitude to all of you that loved me... thank you very much !

I had no courage ... where am i to hide my face ...
I don't know what to do....

fine... im stopping here ...
I don't even have the courage to say it out .... great !
coward bitch !

these are all my frenz ...

I will miss all of you ! ^^
ask me y im doing this...
haha, ya , just to waste some time while escaping fr my sej book...
i wanted to do this long ago di, but doesn't hv a chance,
now u go....
^^

One week of holiday... bye bye

One week of holiday already pass....
I dunno what the hell im doing....

Study ? Yes, i studied, but it turns out that i gain nothing,
when looking at the quest, i still have to refer my ref. book...
i mean, all the things aren't i my brain.... y?

aiya, god knows la....
then , when looking at my ref book....
im like only reading it, but not remembering it.... shit !
and i couldn't concentrate !
fine ! fine !
i no i will regret one day ...
fine, the day my result come out....
if i couldn't score...
im gonna hate myself....
im gonna try to kill myself !
commit suicide....
and its the end of me...
IM DOOMED !!!!!!

MWAHAHAHAHAHAH !!!!!!

Fav . ! (female artist )

of, coz , they are pro and gd looking too...
dun forget to check out on the male artist below .



1. Charmaine Sheh... most fav one....



2. Selena Li.... sweet looking...



3. Fala Chen.... cute !



4. Zhang Jing Chu... pretty , saw her latest movie ?? "The City Under Siege"



5. Charlene Choi ... aw , another cute and lovingly one...



6. Jennifer Garner . check out her movies in" 13 going 30", "Valentines Day ", " Ghost of Girlfriend's Past ", "Invention of Lying " and much more... love her movie!



7. Anne Hathaway . Her movies : " Alice in Wonderland ", "Princess Diaries 1 & 2" , "Valentines Day " and many more !



8. Jolin Tsai



9. Jeanette Aw.... Singapore actress.... luv luv luv !



10. Hilary Duff

Fav . ! (male artist )

like them coz in a polite way, gd looking, haha....



1. Louis Koo.... ah ! gd looking and pro actor, haha



2. Daniel Wu, same reason... keke... like both of their movies...



3. Ryan Reynolds.... oh, u should see him in the movie " The Proposal".... Hv u seen his Hugo Boss advertisement?



4. Gerald Butler.... amazing acting.... in " The Bounty Hunter ", " Law Abiding Citizen" and so much more...



5. Zac Efron... ok ok lar... hehe



6. Lee Hom .... lolx, everyone agrees he is sooo leng zhai, hehe...



7. Lee Sun Gyun, dunno why , but just attracted to him, maybe influence by his character in the drama "Pasta" .



8. Wu Chun .... in the movie " 13 Blades "



9. Wilber Pan



10. Lastly, Hinz Zhang, coz his songs are nice...