Time, don't Go !

don't go....
i really don't wanna grow up !
i really wanna just maintain in this stage...
I don't want to face something new...
i hope that everything can turn out to be good,
but why it isn't?

OMG !
it was like im growing old and is going to die anytime !
i haven't have enough childhood...
i don't want what so called as adulthood,
so many conflicts...
P.S. IM NOT BEING HISTORICAL !

Maybe you would say,
rather than worrying so much here,
why not appreciate time ?
but that is not what i want,
maybe i hope to be like Peter Pan, a boy that wouldn't grow...

Im facing a problem here,
i don't even know whether it exist,
just suspecting,
i really hope it is not real,
but if it is ,
please be honest ,
leave me and my family...
i don't need a person like that....
i know you love me...
but... don't do things that i really feel disappointed on you...
Don't let this be real ! please, i beg you ...