change

its time to change...
I wanna change myself completely....
1. i cut my hair... a big step !
2. i ponteng... haha, no la, tat one just becoz i dunwan go school....


3, 4, 5.... lets c... wait ....

Unlucky Day !!!

you know what happen to me today??
today is a Wednesday, and so me and Yi Xiu should walk home,
but if we go for lunch, my mom is free to fetch us at 3....
Hence, we went for lunch and we waited for until 3.30 pm like that...
So, i went to call my mom...
and my mom said she is still working and couldn't come...
i was like, i waited for so long and you at last you ask me to walk home...
actually, im ok with it... so wat? walk home walk home la..
but i really feel remorseful for yi xiu,
she paid for the transport ... and now i need her to walk home with me...
and the distance is also not short...
although yi xiu never say anything,
but if im her mother, i will be very angry lor....
luckily half way my dad also come and fetch us...

So what i felt angry is ....
WHY IS HANDPHONE PROHIBITED FORM SCHOOL !
AND BLOODY PUBLIC PHONE THAT DOESN'T WORK WELL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND I KENA MARAH FROM THE RESTAURANT TO BORROW THE PHONE TO CALL !!!!!
THAT IS THE 1ST TIME I CALLED....
my mom said eat and wait, and the 2nd time i call , she ask to walk back....
im not blaming my mom....
coz she also dunno my dad is so free at home ....
what la... the conclusion is... bad luck today.....

Sorry Yi Xiu, Sorry.....

THE SCAR !

can you see the scar ??
its from my head !
y ?
because my head terhempas at the edge of the window....
omg ! haha... but i still can bear the pain la...
my dog still knows how to sayang me ... haha...

Love

Love really exist?
Or is it just simply no one knows how to respect it?
Or maybe "love" is just a verb,
where people only imagined it to make things look perfect?


Bullshit !

Time, don't Go !

don't go....
i really don't wanna grow up !
i really wanna just maintain in this stage...
I don't want to face something new...
i hope that everything can turn out to be good,
but why it isn't?

OMG !
it was like im growing old and is going to die anytime !
i haven't have enough childhood...
i don't want what so called as adulthood,
so many conflicts...
P.S. IM NOT BEING HISTORICAL !

Maybe you would say,
rather than worrying so much here,
why not appreciate time ?
but that is not what i want,
maybe i hope to be like Peter Pan, a boy that wouldn't grow...

Im facing a problem here,
i don't even know whether it exist,
just suspecting,
i really hope it is not real,
but if it is ,
please be honest ,
leave me and my family...
i don't need a person like that....
i know you love me...
but... don't do things that i really feel disappointed on you...
Don't let this be real ! please, i beg you ...

My blog is almost one year old !

this is not the thing i wanna post actually,
but since suddenly realize, hence...

wa...
looking back at my blog post...
hehe... 128 post...
all my feelings,
some made me laugh, some made me feel a little sad...
really lat me think fo so many things...
memories are forever sweet...
how lovely...
even the sad ones are also sweet and memorable,
out of 128 post,
6 post i never post it out,
sensitive issue...
haha,


and 1 more post is abt family,
not confessing or posting out...
XP ... XD....

Wedding and Labour !!

well frenz.....
on my way finding idea for informations...

this is the blog where she writes abt her life ...
nice... gt baby...
http://markandmeg04.blogspot.com/search/label/karis%27%20birth

this is a blog abt a wedding photographer....
http://www.andylim.com/blog/sim-arisa-wedding/

Looking at thise wedding photos....
I had some thoughts...
how can a wedding turn out to be a disaster? a divorce?
how sweet it was, the smile on their face...
why ? so sad lor....

12.8.2010

Lolx, on the way writing my essay,
have not started ...
but finding information now...
The title is " I t was the most exciting moment in my life "....
And i planned to write on delivering a baby...
Although i don't have any experience la.... haha
That's why i have on find information on the internet...
And i find it wonderful - these mothers...
They commented that the pain was unbearable and it was like squeezing all your organs at the same time... and pushing is the only relieve,
unless you chose for cesarean or taking the injection - epidural ....

hmm... see how hard our mother did to bring us into this world...
lolx, touching lor.... haha...

10.8.2010

Guess what i wanna say today?? hehe....
actually i kept thinking wat i wanna write during the day,
but i forgot di... keke...

1. I find it very hard to trust people lar....
excluding my BFF'S la...haha...
coz ... dunno le...
The 1st second i willingly believe you, but after that i will like doubt abt wat i did...
I will ask myself many times that do you really know this person?
What if he has another character which i do not know?
Who knows maybe one day he/she will stab you at the back?
Don't judge a book by its cover?
lolx....

2. Y do ppl hv conflicts mostly about money? Haiz.... damn ! i also dunno hw to start... Anyway "hoi yan hoi gei" !
If this stupid thing that happen ever make conflicts between my parents ar.... shit la... you lose my respect to you ! Pls la, hv mercy to my mom !

5.8.2010

Lol, i online again, hehe ....
Its already August...
means there is only more or less 3 months to SPM...
means there is more or less 4 months until we won't meet each other...
as frequent as now...
every morning going to school what i hope to c is all of you,
after 7 hours of studying...
boasting at the bus stop with all of you... is also what im longing...

And all of us now is already in our 17's...
is it true that when your age increase, things to worry will also increase?
hehe... directly proportional...
I hope you guys are happy...
and until today i accidentally linked myself to Jazz's blog through Jasmin blog...
only i no u hv a blog...lolx, what fren am i?
n there it is...a person who hangs a smiley face has also her prob...
hope she can solve her prob la...

Miss you miss you miss you.... saranghaeyo !

Appreciate...

That Saturday,
I went to add math tuition and heard a love story from my sir...
Wow, erm, lazy to tell the whole story... keke
but the conclusion is, loving you is not because of beauty or sex...
Its just purely I Love You...
My sir is willing to take care of a cancer patient w/o letting her know that he actually loves her...
And the cancer patient die in peace, i think...and she will nv no that he loves her.
And he became an add math sir because the girl loves add math....
Power of Love can't be questioned...
Wow ! so touching ...
The story let me believe that there is still true love...


ok, bb...