Hello, erm.. i dunno what to write now specifically but just wanna type everything i have in my mind .

1. My BFF, PY, is facing a very complicated prob which i dunno and dun und, but nvm....Looking at her face, sad everyday, honestly, i also feel heartache. Not because i sympathize or whatever, it is simply because she is my best friend, we studied together for so many years, now looking at her, i wanna help, but i know i couldn't . Hence, i made the conclusion that no mater what, i wanna keep talking to her... At least there won't be spaces or gap between us. And at least when her prob is solved, we may be like before...

2. Im grateful to have friends during this secondary life... Friends that im able to share my problems... Friends that we are willing to share and concern...Well, not all of them have that kind of luck to find friends, some people dont have friends. And Im really very grateful to have met 6 of you...Although we would travel different paths after a few months, Omg, I already missed you all before this actually happen .

3. This 5 years of secondary life, really make me grow up a lot. I learn to tolerate and concern...I learned that love is not mend for playing, respect Love . I learned that sometimes when a person tells you " I love you " , its not true . I learn that if someone treat you better, there might be a reason behind it ( some friendship isn't reliable, i dun wanna mention who... but i will not forget that he made me feel that im a fool !) .

4. Sometimes facing family problems, I really dunno what to do. I really wanna pick up my handphone and call somebody to just hear what i wanna say . I even draft the sms of what i wanna say, but at last I didn't do so. Why? because I find it damn hard to complain to someone else about your own family. I feel damn remorse and guilty. Lastly, im just letting it go although still feeling not worth-it for myself.

5. I will miss my 2ndary life ! I hope I can study and work with YX or PY in the future ! and we will still have the connection that no one can replace... haha (shy, shy ). Or maybe if I had enough money, i can share wid KH to open a cafe... Opening cafe is one of my dreams too.... Just a small one will be. No need to be famous, just a place for a person to slow down their footstep and relax their mind from this strong competitive world...

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