Do you find me annoying ?

Scrabble

Ooo....
hw i will miss my scrabble days i sec. school....
The 1st time I played scrabble was during Form 1,
that was the Minggu Koko competition and i participated because teacher ask to...
haha, and not to mention that the spread was very big...
Then form 2 i forgot why, but then i joined Scrabble Club...

And thx to Li Jia jie jie coz whatever i know abt scrabble today is what she teach me...Im very grateful coz she is willing to come on Saturday to teach me the technique and strategies...After that, i don't dare to say im pro but quite satisfy with my level now...Haha... the most unforgettable game i played is with Jin Zhen and Eugene... because i nv thought i would win them, but i did.... OMG ! haha...
And the most "failure" one is wid Syahmi (spread :4) n Soliheen... coz im over-confident ! haiz....

Oh... and u no what happen today, OMG ! Yean called me "jie jie" ... walao ! Totally unbelievable.... haha... i nv tot that he will call me jie jie lor... coz erm....i feel tat im dont deserve that lor...

I think tomorrow will be the last time i play scrabble in sec school.... so, gd luck...precious every moment....

Im currently writing my EST essay now, OMG !
damn, 2 essay... last minute work !
haiz...
haha...


And im thinking, i wanna play kingdom hearts after SPM !

Hello, erm.. i dunno what to write now specifically but just wanna type everything i have in my mind .

1. My BFF, PY, is facing a very complicated prob which i dunno and dun und, but nvm....Looking at her face, sad everyday, honestly, i also feel heartache. Not because i sympathize or whatever, it is simply because she is my best friend, we studied together for so many years, now looking at her, i wanna help, but i know i couldn't . Hence, i made the conclusion that no mater what, i wanna keep talking to her... At least there won't be spaces or gap between us. And at least when her prob is solved, we may be like before...

2. Im grateful to have friends during this secondary life... Friends that im able to share my problems... Friends that we are willing to share and concern...Well, not all of them have that kind of luck to find friends, some people dont have friends. And Im really very grateful to have met 6 of you...Although we would travel different paths after a few months, Omg, I already missed you all before this actually happen .

3. This 5 years of secondary life, really make me grow up a lot. I learn to tolerate and concern...I learned that love is not mend for playing, respect Love . I learned that sometimes when a person tells you " I love you " , its not true . I learn that if someone treat you better, there might be a reason behind it ( some friendship isn't reliable, i dun wanna mention who... but i will not forget that he made me feel that im a fool !) .

4. Sometimes facing family problems, I really dunno what to do. I really wanna pick up my handphone and call somebody to just hear what i wanna say . I even draft the sms of what i wanna say, but at last I didn't do so. Why? because I find it damn hard to complain to someone else about your own family. I feel damn remorse and guilty. Lastly, im just letting it go although still feeling not worth-it for myself.

5. I will miss my 2ndary life ! I hope I can study and work with YX or PY in the future ! and we will still have the connection that no one can replace... haha (shy, shy ). Or maybe if I had enough money, i can share wid KH to open a cafe... Opening cafe is one of my dreams too.... Just a small one will be. No need to be famous, just a place for a person to slow down their footstep and relax their mind from this strong competitive world...

5.

Mid Year Result 2010...

BM : 68
BI : 83
MATH : 98
ADD MATH : 82
BIO : 77
PHY : 75
CHEM : 78
EST : 81
SEJ : 74
MORAL : 77

SVK : 84
PJK : 80

hope all sub also can get up to 80 n above during trial...
hope the marks wouldn't decrease...
then im gonna go for scholarships !
pls...

FREAKIN .....

I can't believe I can bear with the 3 of you for 7 hours today at school today...
More n more people wear a dull face mask to school ...
Shit la!
I know u all hv ur own prob....
Just not happy when whatever we ask also u all said nothing...
Aiya !!
I DUNNO LA....
I DUNNO I DUNNO I DUNNO !!!!!!
I TOT WE ARE BEST FRIEND, AND WE CAN SHARE EVERYTHING...
DUNNO LA !
FINE !
I DUNNO N DUN WANNA CARE LIAO !!!!
ONE DAY.... I WILL STOP BEARING N WILL MAKE A FACE LIKE U ALL DID TOO EVERYDAY TO SCHOOL !

Genting Highlands

Today i woke up and grab my hp immediately to look at the time ....
11AM ! OMG !!!!! I nv thought of waking up so late ....
Nvm, so i went down and ate the dumplings my aunt had made few days ago...
watching the tv at the same time....
felt so dull ! what a dull Saturday !
so i suggested to my mom :
" we go Sunway Lagoon want or not ? "
"no ! no point going there "
" then, we go Genting Highland wan or not ?"
Then my mom made the eyesight that symbolizes - Go ask ur father !

Fine, so i went to ask my father whom is currently playing fb , haha...
Just trying my luck , coz the chance of going is quite small ....
So ,
" wanna go Genting Highland or not ?"
" Y ?"
" Coz i wanna feel the cold atmosphere there ..."
" Go on the air-cond in your room la ... "
" Cannot , that one need to pay our own money... GH is free of charge... "
-No respond-
" Or we go Ipoh play la ... We eat Tau Fu Fa there ..."
" Sampat... "
" No, c a... July and August also no holiday already... Sept gt UPSR....then my exam also coming... very cham...."
" Me too, i also dun have holiday , so ?"
"Thats Y we need to go play now la !"
" E....." (insisting )
"Go pack ur clothes la...."

OMG !! UNBELIEVABLE....
haha.... during the journey... My God , feel like vomiting, coz on the same time, im playing my hp... haha...

when i reach there...
nothing to do !!!
nobody wanna accompany me to play the outdoor games...
my dad is in the casino !
fine, so i figured out maybe the next time i go is wid my frenz...
And when i reach 21 years old...
I wanna go into the casino to c whats up there....
-The End -

feel so helpless ...
fell like stopping the time...
I dun wanna grow up ...
Just let the moment freeze ...

feel so wrong

Pandora's Box

Have you heard of pandora's box before?
I came across it and feel like sharing....
A meaningful myth...

Story:
Prometheus was a Titan who really liked humans. He helped them in any way he could. When he saw them shivering at night and eating raw meat, he knew they needed fire. But the gods did not allow man to have fire. They knew that man would misuse it and destroy with it. Prometheus was sure that the good man did with fire would outweigh the bad, so he stole fire from the gods and gave it to man. Zeus decided to punish Prometheus with trickery. He called Aphrodite to pose while Hephaestus made a clay figure of a woman. Then he brought the statue to life. The gods granted the woman with many gifts including beauty, charm, cunning, wit, eloquence, deceit, skill, and curiosity. Then Zeus gave her a box and told her she was never to open it. Zeus then offered Pandora as a wife to Prometheus.
The Titan wanted her, but he refused because he knew it must be a trick of the gods. Zeus became angry and punished Prometheus. The Titan was chained to a rock. There, a vulture came daily to feed on his flesh. Prometheus's brother, Epimetheus, accepted Pandora as his wife, and the couple settled down for a happy life. But Pandora always wondered what was in the box Zeus gave her. Finally she couldn't hold her curiosity down anymore. She opened the box, and from it flew hate, anger, sickness, poverty, and every bad thing in the world. She slammed the lid down and managed to trap the final evil still in the box: hopelessness. So today, even when the going gets tough, every human still has hope.

My dreams.....

What can u see in his picture?

My opinion : Achieving dreams....

well, everyone has their own path in the journey called life....
I might just put it as a lonely and challenging journey....
Yes, it is true that during some part in life,
we met different things and people....
we met friends and friends....

As i grow up,
i get to realise more and more things....
Not anymore the naive girl who said " I don't want to friend you anymore " or " I tell my mom u bully me "...
As i realise, nobody can help you in solving problems you faced,
there's only you.... and whatever it is, you have to count on only yourself to solve the matter,
No more relying on the person you always rely on...
that's what i learned

Nevertheless,
I love my Family...
They are always the most important factor in my life.
haha... i don't know if i could really leave them and study overseas or maybe study in other states....
I couldn't bear to leave them,
I'm afraid that i wouldn't have the chance to accompany them anymore in the future.

Coz i heard my tuition teacher said that he acccompany his father at the hospital until his last heartbeat...He said he hasn't talk to him since the day he was married, which is 8 years ago...And when his father was admitted to the hospital, he kept on talking to him.....But at last his father passed away... i felt sorry. He said that appreciate things you have before they are gone...Human : only realise the importance of something when they lose it ....

And this made my heart more confuse... felt harder to leave them...

Mid Year Exam

My 3 weeks mid year exam has just ended !
OMG ! Actually felt happy, but then when i finish my last paper,
don't really feel excited or whatsoever....
so ... really nothing special...

Well,
how i survived my exam?
last minute studying...
haha.... nevertheless,
the pursuit for last minute studying is sacrificing my sleeping time,

Bad News:
I got back my BM marks...
OMG ! Thunder n lightnings ! so disappointing !
erm, the teacher's comment is that i use simple BM,
"penggunaan perkataan yang tidak menarik !"
so i think i need to work hard on that .... >.<

And My bio teachers face today is "very" sour !
haha....looks like additional class on monday will not be further better...
Gd Luck ! haha