My grandmother

My grandmother was admitted to the hospital few days ago...
erm, coz there's a malignant tumor...
but after jalankan the operation,
everything turns fine,
just quite suffering at the end of the operation...
coz she keeps complaning the wound is painful...
n then, after some time ... okay already....

Unfortunately,
at 0100 hours midnight,
my aunty, who is accompanying my grandma called...
she said that there's internal bleeding,
because the so called as dirty blood stayed inside the body,
couldn't flow out through a tube...
so my parents n father's siblings went to the hospital during that nite/morning till 0500 am....

n u no what i did....
without realizing what had happened,
i am onlining...
watching anime!
stupid! feel so guilty...
my grandma is in the hospital going through her operation,
erm... quite a high risk one because... u no la, internal bleeding wor,
some more she consume food b4 the operation,
no time to wait for the stomach to digest the food,
so the operation was held during the digestion of food in the stomach, n fortunately nothing happenned....

haiz, then my parents waited at the hospital till 0500 n im playing computer until 0400....
what the hell!
haiz....
anyway, fortunately everything turns out fine at the end, thank god!