Changing..........

Looks like everything is gonna change....
Well,i meant is between me and my cousins....

we use to have great time at the past,
we play together, we share our secrets , we laugh together....
n we bully each other together, oh, i had a great time during that time...

N now, maybe we grew up...
we started ignoring each other, we don't share secrets anymore,
nor playing with each other... or plan to bully anyone of us...

we have different topics, maybe some of them can get together closely,
but its not me, haha... we have different topics,

how i miss us during the past, i mean...
we can't get together that close already...

Plus, things happen recently, i dont know if i'm correct...
but i feel like our gap has increase rapidly...
at least we may still talk n laugh before, but now,
maybe it's me who feel that i don't deserve it....
I feel scared to be the one who start the conversation first...
because...hehe, i'm scared that i might be boycott,
Maybe i think too much...
Hope this will turn better....