Happy CNY 2014

CNY this year is the same except it's different,
Since my grandmother left us,
I never thought that CNY will be the same anymore.
I no longer like anticipate CNY to come,
But yesterday, which was new year's eve,
Everything seems to be the same,
The food, the people, everything's the same,
But the feeling is sort of like snake without its head, or anything without its head la lol ...

I dreamt about my grandmother ytd night,
We were eating together,
Sitting at the dining table talking,
Really heart warming,
I really miss her...

UNPAD Year 2 Day 135 - The Year 2 OSCE !

So today, I'll blog about something so epic that happened today,

So for this semester, the OSCE examination is divided into 2 days,
Mine was in the second day.
so of course all of us semangat sangat are very enthusiastic preparing for this examination .
Woke up at 5a.m. go to the campus at 7, and wait till our name is called,
so after the first batch has been called,
we waited larh, god knows how long,
and out of a sudden, the guy announced that he has a great news, he will call out another batch and that will be the last batch of the day,
those name that has not been called have to attend tomorrow for OSCE examinaiton .

erm.... great news ? disaster okay @.@
But lucky me, I get to do my examination today larh,
but the others, really pity them lorh 0.0

that is what epic Uni do !
They make last minute decisions and tell you in the very last second.
Nice !

Anyway, it's the end of sem 3 !!!!!!!!!
wooots, one step nearer to Graduation ! haha !

Socca Sem 3 !

Socca today !
The dosen refuses to tell me my marks.
如果自己预测，我不知道，
我不敢把希望放的太高，
可是我觉得自己没有那么差，
不过想想下，又觉得不对路，
可是我真的准备了那么久，
每天四点睡觉我觉得很… 压力，
Im living under a lot of stress throughout the study break ,
I really feel like ending this and go home and just wash plates...

Anyway, 我真的不懂怎样能让自己的心好过一点…
我真的觉得自己单单 effort 就赢过很多人了，
I think I deserve an A lorh ! Like seriously,
But I don't know leh >.<sigh ...

您怎么能酱对我
Disappointed

我也希望事情其实没我想象的那么差…
可是无论我怎样催眠自己都没有用，
我还是摆脱不了那个 negative thinking

Give me positive ions please,
Give me lots and lots of positive ions !!!