Last Day of 2012 !!!

So, i can't quite recall everything that happens this year ...
Sorry, really bad memory, haha !
So... let me try ... haha !

First, of course, graduate A-levels !
I really miss my coursemates badly, haha !
and of course, the course itself >.< because....
dunno la, there is aircond in the classroom,
there is fast internet with lots of desktop to use in the library,
food is everywhere >.< lol !

i miss all those pan mee, and market, and chicken rice, and a lot la ! lol ...

heard inti has change a lot though, must go back n see one day ! haha ! 

Next, er.... prom or Sabah trip first ? 

No.... Mid Valley 1st I think, 

Jason, Wei Ying and I went the Mickey Mouse exhibition !

super coooooool ! haha !

actually we have soooo many plans back then before i leave to Indonesia ...

one day trip at KL, Broga hills... but at last, we only went mid valley , 

haha ! better than nothing la =P

MICKEY MICKEY MICKEY ! 

KTM STATION !

really loving all the mickey mouse though ! <3

Next, Prom night ! 

i look super ugly that day ! so, i'm only gonna post one picture ! hahaha ! 

Next, Sabah Trip ! 

lolx, really missssssss those days so much ! haha !

the 3 of us, i know, super sampat ! hahah !

deng deng deng !

water rafting for the 1st time ! hehe....

Next... hmm.... working ? yup ! working ! 

Haha, mentioning about this, I'm a super lansi worker ><

anyway, really learn a lot in this company la, 

not bad not bad ! haha !

After that, a surprise gathering with them ! 

Next, gathering with high school gang ! leaving to indonesia soon that time >.<

haha ! they say why girls take photo head must bengkok to one side ! hahaha !

the fact is, i also dunno le ! hahaha !

Next is departure day la ! 

 

I cried like a baby that day =.= haha !

Next, life in Indonesia begins la ~ haha !

this is my 1st tutorial group ! 

and then, i celebrated my birthday here ^^

and then i met the one i like which did not like me at first but like me eventually but not as like as to start a relationship and hopes that i'm slimmer =.=

and that concludes my 2012 ! 

Thx to fb photo, i can recall everything according to time ! haha !

and if i forgot anything... 

who ask u to not take photo with me and upload in fb !

hahaha !

Happy 2013 ! 

cheers !

突然的感触。。。

生命真的很脆弱。。。
很多事情，真的没有想象中完美，
那伟大的未来，往往都有可能一夜之间，
完全转变。。。
那明确的路，突然间，可以变得那么模糊，那么暗。。。

真的，
不要等到来不及了才很遗憾的想起，
我真的很爱很爱你。。。
为什么之前都没有告诉你？

生命中往往就有一些意想不到的事情发生，让我突然想要停下脚步，
想想还有什么应该但还没做？ 还有什么做的不够好？
现在的我到底在做什么？
意义在哪里？

我现在的感觉不是几句话能够说清楚。。。
真的很难表达。。。

MAY YOU REST IN PEACE。

UNPAD Day 105 - No more slacking !

OK ,
seriously ... study >.<
ok ok ! no more slacking ! study !!!

(lolx... a girl just shouted like tarzan outside, what the hell ! )

k , back to the topic, aiya, actually nothing much to say la...
just that i hope i can leave my fb, twitter and blogging for 1-2 months maybe >.<
sounds impossible la !
at least let me have a few hours during the weekend !

yup ! ok , i'll try !
y am i encouraging and talking to myself in my own blog post ??
shit ! sot liao i'm going crazy ! haha !

(ok, now they are screaming like they saw super junior =.=)

seriously, i am so glad i had a room =.=
at least they sound less annoying !
haha...

next, after 105 days, i'm glad that things are getting a little ( just a little) better between my roommate and I ...
thank God, i appreciate that ...

next, stop thinking about love love stuff ady la ! what was done is done, no more turning back...
ignore means ignore la ! i don't wanna care so much ady ...
go away ! wasting time nia ~
i'm talking to myself again =.= in my blogpost, haha !

Conclusion : don't have to call the cops if I'm not at fb for days... ( i don't quite have confidence that this is really gonna happen) but anyway, im in good condition ! wakaka ....

UNPAD Day 100 - Gosh ! Day 100 already ?

Yeah , seriously...
haha ! The 100th Day...
So, a mini conclusion about how my life is right now...

Fact Number 1 : Guys here have no guts at all !

Haha, really long story, so, jump to fact number 2 la ! haha !

So I met this guy, I really liked him la, it's like, he is the one i would like to have in the future.
-I don't want to elaborate on this-

and then when he knows that I like him, he explained to me that he wants to focus in his studies...
that he doesn't want to waste his sister's money...
and then for the whole week, we ignored each other...
or shall I say, HE IS IGNORING ME THE WHOLE TIME !
and then I really tried to... you know, make the situation less weird,
I tried my best to strike up a conversation with him....
And then just now, when there are only both of us,
couldn't he just take the initiative to like talk so that this situation just disappears,
can't you just act like nothing had ever happened ?
I wonder if like in my past life, I'm a guy that cheats a lot of girls ??
If not, why in the world something like that will happen to me in this life ?

Next, his room mate....
His room mate who lied to me the whole time that he had a girlfriend.
I mean, he once had, but broke up ( i don't know when )
and then, I know he liked me, but I kept ignoring because I was assuming all the time that he has a girlfriend.
And then today, he told me he broke up, and he asked if there is a possibility that we can be together.
Not face to face, Not through sms, but he wrote it in his I-phone note apps and ask me to read...
He doesn't even has the courage to tell the whole wide world he is single.

I was like, face palm.... so for all this time,
he knows I liked his room mate, and then he kept proving to me that his room mate wouldn't like me ...
And he knows I wouldn't believe when like this is a hear-say thing, no proof...
And hence, he recorded a dialogue between him and his room mate stating very clearly that his room mate doesn't like me ...
I mean, I take him as my good friend, I trusted him and told him everything wishing that he will help me,
but again and again, he only tries to prove to me that I am not his room mate's type, again and again he is trying to give me clues that its time to give up.

Conclusion for this first part : Why do people I like doesn't like me back ?

Fact Number 2 : Medicine is hard =/
My result is out !
Gosh, I don't know how to describe my results....
It is between 50-69....
for all papers...

And then, the lecturer said can take remedial to increase my grade....
Ok then, really have to be serious this time....
No more last minute studying !

Despite of what happened above, I had decided to focus on my studies ...
Only by studying, only by scoring well in exam,
I had a chance to achieve everything I wanted now.
Bora Bora Island... money... future husband... haha !

Sometimes, i will be like thinking, some people really are so lucky...
the guys they met and fall in love with....
Why couldn't I meet someone like that ?

Fact Number 3 : I seriously felt that everyone here is like so damn rich !
OMG ! spend money like open tap water like that ...
and then their house... bu dong bu dong jiu banglo larh, semi-d liao larh ~
I don't know la ... crazy one !

Fact Number 4 : I am not easy to get along with ?
I think so, as I couldn't really like randomly find a topic to talk about...
so sometimes, there will be an awkward silence when you walk with me...
Sigh, sometimes, socialising is really hard !

Fact Number 5 : There is no fact number 5
haha ! so i think that concludes my feeling now...

ok, that's for today... toodles !

Bora Bora Island + I love You Guys !

I hope one day,
i can afford to bring my parents to this super nice place,
Bora Bora Island <3

actually the world is super big....

what i am in now, is just a small part of my life....

To people who love me, care about me....

I won't let you guys down ....

I will live life to the very fullest,
will never let anyone to ruin any of my plans....

a few bad experience will only make me stronger !
I love God, I love the world, I love you guys !!!!!!!