Live in the moment

This is gonna be my last post until a2 ends ...
So , today my friend suddenly said life is so fragile.
And then she continue saying that her friend's boyfriend passed away.
Suddenly, heart failure ...
What makes things worse is that the couple just had a fight before the incident.
>_< life is seriously so fragile.
Every morning , opening your eyes itself is already a precious gift from God.
And yet, we kind of like taking it for granted, including me. I take it for granted.
So, we really should appreciate every moment of life and live in the moment.
No more doing things with regret.
Really, who knows what will happen in the future ...

The Avenger!

AWESOME MOVIE! LOL! BEST MOVIE EVER !!!
love it so much right from the start.
The movie is like not only about heroism, but it actually has a plot too.
Man, I love it!
Even I didn't watch captain america, I love him already in the movie. Haha!
But, that doesn't mean he replaced iron man.
No! Because iron man is always number 1 in my heart.
Haha!

Jie Kai's birthday!

Haha! A very funny story. XD
So, I always thought that his birthday was yesterday.
And then I text him happy birthday ar... and wishes lor.
Then, after a very long time,
He called me and told me that today was not his birthday ... and his birthday was one month later ...
Haha! Omg! I felt so funny and awkward at the same time.
Haha!
Lolx, once in a life time experience! Haha!!

20 seconds of insane courage!

"What you need is 20 seconds of insane courage and I promise something great will come out of it"

Quoted from movie 'we bought a zoo'. Yup, wonderful movie.

Actually nobody can actually be sure that what will happen after each decision. But as long as we have the courage to make that decision, we are already the winner. So much better than the ones that didn't move forward.

At least you have the answer. At least you know that you either have to work harder or find I new direction.

Come on! How old are you? Its not an age for you to fear failure!

Stand up! Try again! You are young enough to make mistakes! And you are matured enough to bear the consequences! Don't Fear!

Journey of my A-levels (3)

Exam exam exam!
Actually, a levels is only about exams...
Quiz, test, mock exam, the real exam...
And it is repeating again and again.
I still remember the first quiz we have in A-levels is chemistry...
Back then, everyone was so damn nervous about it.
One even skip class to prepare for it.
Haha!
And now, everyone is seriously preparing for their A2s already...
I feel that everyone eventually stop slacking and wasting time in facebook, they stop going for online games and even stop monday futsal.

Last time, when I reach class every morning, we will be chattering about everything.
Now, its like everyone is discussing their past years.
If it comes down to exam, eventually everyone will get serious, even the playful ones.

Facebook!

I think there is no more reason to facebook anymore ...
day by day, it seems more and more meaningless.
What I do in facebook - observe what other people do with facebook ...

Kinda lame actually ...
Should start studying too.
I wonder why I became lazier after the mock exam.
Kept on slacking ... always have a reason to avoid revision.
Of course I know this is not good at all.

Maybe I really have to see my failed chemistry paper with my own eyes first.

Ok! Time to put effort!!
Bb! Muaxx!!

I'm not deaf! Your voice are just too soft.

Yup, today I went and play badminton,
So after an hour, my dad said we would extend one more hour,
So I went to the counter to extend an hour la,
We are using court 18,
So she said cannot extend for court 18, change court la ~
Ok lor, she suggested court 20,
then I thought need to pay extra rm 10 if we take the new court .
So I ask my brother to ask my dad to reconfirm ...
Then suddenly she said loudly , no! Rm 15.
Ok , fine, my fault.

Then I paid and then suddenly she mumbled something.
Then I asked my bro whether he heard what she said or not.
And then when my bro said I don't know.
She very unhappily said court 20 !!!
Lol, its not that I purposely want to annoy you , its that I really cannot hear !

Hmm~ so I just paid and angrily walk away...
My eq high la!
Just joking, I won't be posting this if my eq is high! Haha !
But , my angry feeling last about a few seconds only...
I don't even care to like stare at her when I go out, haha!

But one thing, for that hour , court 18 is not even occupied =.=

My Grade 7 Practical Exam !

This is me before exam, haha ! Confident looking !

This is my examinor's name and particulars ! "Leslie"

This is where i felt so so sad after the exam !

So, how was the exam ?

Suck !!! OMG !!!!!

Scales : I feel my scales are overally okay but my fingers are sweating like pipe water, so it is like so slippery and i can't press the correct note. 

Pieces: The 1st piece was a nightmare, I don't know what the hell is wrong with my fingers, I just can't play it right . Why ? I did practice ! I even practice oftenly ! Last time, i only practice once a week for other practical exams, now I am like practicing everyday you know! And yet ! This is the result >.<

2nd piece was acceptable, all my dynamics are gone. 3rd piece was the best among three of them . 

Sight Reading : ok larh , i dunno what the hell Im playing ><

Aural test : Acceptable also ...

Before this, I am aiming for a merit or maybe a distinction.... Now ! Dunno whether can pass or not ><

LOL !

What to blame ? I didn't practice enough ? No ! I practiced everyday !

I practice too much ? What the hell ! If this is the reason , I'm gonna chop off everybody's head !

Too nervous ? How many times I've been in that room ! Why the hell am i nervous?! I'm seriously going to chop of my pituitary gland that supplies adrenaline !

Why ? I started learning how to fall in love in piano ! I love piano .... </3

Scary lift!!

So , I was trapped in the lift!
FOR REAL!
Haha ... we took the lift from the 8th floor which is going up,
And then on the way down, it suddenly stopped at the 7th floor.
Its not like stop 'stop' you know,
Its like a high speed car on an emergency break.
Omg! Scare me!
Haha! Its like the rope supporting the lift is gonna break anytime,
And after like half a minute,
It functions back.
Haha! Luckily, if not I will seriously feel very scared inside ! XD

What am I doing?

Can anybody tell me what the hell am I doing?
Why so many things to think , so many things to worry one le!

So indonesia is not the choice, ok, so ? What is the choice??

I wanna hug my pillow so tightly and scream the whole night !!!
Ah!!!!

How will my future be? Do I really wanna study medicine? If not, what else can I study then? Haiyo ...

>.< paid so much for indonesia, then, the agent says maybe they want actual results only they let you in and she says if this is true, I will transfer you guys for another uni ...

Transfer?! What? We are some kind of objects is it?

Lol, please be kind enough to give me a window, guide me to the right way pls, >_< pretty pretty pls!