My apology ~

erm...
Im sorry tat i nv hang out with all of u tat day ~
hope u all don't mind...
and...
sorry ...
hehe ~

Faith ~

Out of a sudden...
I have a very strong feeling that i want a different life...
i know where my direction is but i dont know if i wanna go for it...
if i can go for it...
if i am able to go for it...
because this way...
is different from what i had planned b4...
and i know... i cant do it well...
but , i want...
anyway... i will try ~
we will c then...
i beleive in faith ~ haha ...
u ? faith or fate ?

6 Feb 2011

1. woah ! another 2 more days...
im going bek ns ...
u no wat... when i go bek my hometown...
everybody say i fat liao....
haha... lolx...

2. One thing that make me very very very angry... This happened in Batu Pahat hospital... My greatgrandma was admitted to the hospital during CNY ... and when i wanted to visit her... the guard say cannot go up... beause im wearing i was wearing a one piece dress, fine , but i still wore a short pants tat day.. and i purposely bring a jacket along... and she say i cannot go up... this is wat i find very stupid... wat is the prob with my clothes... now im visiting a patient in a hospital... if something urgent happen up there how? cannot go up also ah ? my god ! and then other ppl wearing shorts too can go up... i cannot go up... wat she want ? lolx... cari pasal oni, so , i did not get to c my great grandma... I dunno wat to hope... argh ! dunno, not saying anymore...

3. A movie " Shaolin " ... starring Andy Lau n Nicholas Tze... special appearance : Jackie Chan ... hmm... quite meaningful... very nice... i like !

4. Sorry to all my buddy becoz i lat dai today... Im sorry... but i bilif u all hv fun too.... im sorry ...

tats all
- Jocelyn -

Happy CNY !

LOLX....
U no my kg at Johor rite...
and most of the place is flooded now...
and on my way back to Johor,
we have to trvel the long road,
and it takes abt extra one hour...
yesterday,
i start my journey on 4 am ...
n i oni reach my kg at abt 9 am !
lol !!
but luckily my kg nv got flooded...
but no water come.... >.<
anyway, tats for a short while oni lar...

I got my hair straight by rebonding liao ! haha !

During CNY ~
I oni borrowed my cousins broadband to go on9...
other than that, erm...
tv lor... haha...ow, and take angpow !

not as noisy as the previous year lor...

NS Camp~

Actually b4 blogging this....
i very semangat wanna write all the stuff i had gone through in NS....
but when facing the keyboard, facing the monitor...
i really dunno what to write anymore...
haha !

Hence, i will simplify what i wanna say :

During the 1st week, i was really down...
damn sad n heartbroken coz home sick mar...
haha ....
then after that, im ok liao... erm, like get used to the life here...
and... i start liking it because i get to know many friends lar...
n learnt a few things here....

The physical program have not actually started yet...
and hence, all we did every day was attending classes....
is like a motivational camp lar...
but now the module we are learning is abt " kenegaraan " !

and ... it was quite tiring everyday because u can oni sleep at 11 but hv to wake up at 5.30... and we will be doing the same thing everyday ~

tat is wat i can't tahan the most !
some more boys n girls sit tgt also they pantang one...
nvm lar... not important to me also...

and i tot i will get slim !
haha... this is the fun part !
when ppl say they will get slim in ns, they bluff u oni !
where gt such things one ! my mom say my face got chubbier !
haha !
anyway.... of coz la, they provide 6 meals a day, although i nv eat every meal lar...
but i think also got effect der !
and hence, the last week b4 i came back....
dunno la ! XD

erm ..... awaiting fr CNY holiday ....
when i had left 7 days till today... i was thinking, wow , it is coming ! im going back soon !!!!!

and when there is oni 2 days left , i was thinking .... how come the time had gone so slow ?!

and finally, im home today...

i felt like i had nv even been to the camp also... just came back form school or whatsoever la... like ntg happened, dunno y leh ...

and then my family n I go kai kai lor.... until now oni just come back !
i reli felt like dun wanna go back my camp at this very moment !
but of course i know it is impossible !
so.... i dunno wat to say anymore... leave to fate larh !

tats all....
Q & A session.....