from afraid,
to escape,
decided to face it...
im happy now...

26.7.2010

Today there's a new German boy in our school,
erm, exchange student i think,
and he is currently studying in 4 Bakti,
So since there is no teacher during Moral time,
We all discussed about that German boy,
not for long...
N then we started playing "getting married"...
haha....stupid la, form 5 liao, still play this kind of things....immatured, haha!
but then hor....
i dunno who he is saying la....
but he said y ppl now so fat hao....
lol! asking only is not call fat hao...
like if a new boy/girl come to our school,
we also will give the same reaction,like asking many questions....
for example : like Fatimah or Soliheen or even Victor...

And then this Victor , lol ! Her kept on boasting of his old school ,
swt ! nvm la....
suan liao.....

hmm... this percubaan coming...
GUD LUCK ! pls.....
pls give me gd results....
and of coz same goes for SPM....
ok , tata

a phrase i like... dunno y , but it sounds comfortable : Bon Voyage !

The Chronicles Of Narnia : Voyage of the Dawn Treader - Official Trailer...

Bye bye .

21.7.2010

written with love by,
Jocelyn....
on 0829 Hour
in Malaysia .

BIG BANG - Tell Me Goodbye

Tell Me Goodbye lyrics
Letting you go... (here's somebody...)
Letting you go... (here's somebody...)
Yo I got this, yeah
Still thinking about this thing a lot
You got me shaken up
(Please tell me there's a way)
And it got my head just spinnin' round round round round
(Please tell me there's a way)
Don't wanna take a fall
It's best to break it up
It's gonna be better for you, move on
(Please tell me there's a way)
Uh huh we break it break it
Or thought we make it make it
And now we cover it up

Girl I swear kimi no koto wo ichibyou demo
Kanashimasenai yakusoku
Mamoru tame ni wa mo moukoreshika
Erabu michi wa nai kara

Baby aishita bun dake kizutsuketeshimau
And I've got nothing, nothing to say

Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
Dakishimeta te wo
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
Hanasou
Boku wo wasureru koto ni jiyuu ni naru nara Baby
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye

Girl you know kimi ga egao wo naku shitaku hodo
Boku wa jibun mo semeru yo
Nego semeru kotoba mo hikari sae mo
Nanimokamo miushinau

Baby kono kuchibiru ga hanareta shunkan
I'll never find better, better than you

Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
Dakishimeta te wo
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
Hanasou
Soba ni iru koto dake ga yasashisa janai to Baby
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye

Yo and it's so, so
Sad it just ain't happening
Wish it could be better
Sorry to scrapping
But I just can't let ya
Shouldn't be less than happy
I said look at me
I couldn't live with myself seeing you lacking
The things you deserve
Baby you was a part?
Must believe that it hurts
That lead this world
I feel the aching through my body
It just takes a bigger part of me
To be let you go
I wish that weren't so...

Kimi no koe setsunaku fade away... away-ay-ay-ay
Kaze ni kakikesareteyuku stay... stay-ay-ay-ay

Kore ijou wa I can't take it, sono namida don't cry for me
Kimi no tame never look back again

Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
Dakishimeta te wo
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
Hanasou
Soba ni iru koto dake ga yasashisa janai to Baby
Tell me goodbye, tell me goodbye
Tell me goodbye

16.7.2010

1. I got the national service thing ! lolx, haha.... i dunno how to comment on this. Should i be happy or sad ?? lol, at first i tot that this thing is only a waste of time.. And then when i had one night to think about it, i feel that it is not bad trying this type of activities too.... Despite of getting yourself a roasted skin..^^
I mean like, if you nv participate in this, like not a true Malaysian, haha....Anyway, i gt my name on the list, so i will leave it to fate.

2. Oh, Raymond and Charmaine will have a new drama . (Colourful World of Sister Fa ) ...Charmaine will play a mental - retarded person....0.o
This drama hasn't started yet... but it will be aired next year ! Yeah ! They act together again ^^

3. Charmaine and Moses new drama will be aired on Sept : Can't buy me love.... Mwahaha... Yes !

4. I went to PY hse today, coz gt stay back rite... hahaha.... an unforgettable scene : Marly bite Jasmin's shoe w/o reason.... lol.... u shud c her face that time... so funny.... lol !

5. I think this is it... bb

14.7.2010

i feel damn depressed today...
y all the decisions i make recently can hurt other ppl so easily!
im such a bitch !
maybe i shouldn't say anything using my bloody mouth anymore!
wth !!!!
wat a bitch !

13.7.2010

OK, this would be the last post already, i promise...
Coz what happened today really lower down my mood....

1. If blog isn't a place 4 some one to express their feelings , then where is ? Lolx, sometimes when im thinking of something, only here is the only place i wanna express out... but it seems like posting something out here also need to care about peoples feelings... y? then whr should i go? Talking in the phone with no one, just like talking to your ownself... lol, i really think that one day i will do the same thing also...

2. Im going crazy... i've met so many problems today and i dont know how to solve them to make everything better....
(a) Fikri ( i hurt his heart ...) i wanna appologize.... but ....

(b) YX & Ray ( I dunno if i shud believe what YX say abt Tong & guys n believe of what chong said ).... Anyway, i hope that this thing is this thing n our friendship is our friendship... Dont this thing ever spoil our friendship !

(c) SEJARAH... STILL GT SO MANY CHAPTER !

(D) EXAM PRESSURE !

3. lol, my dad is on a lift today, so he stayed at home. Since my mom is working, she asked my dad to hang up all the clothes, lol... so funny .... haha

OK, this must be the last post liao ! lol !!!!!

12.7.2010

1. My class won the class terbersih for last week, i shud be happy, but once i realise i need to go on stage... haha, i hope tat we don't win... but we won also larh 4 this week...

2. yesterday, i went Kuala Selangor with my grandparents....lol, went there at 1pm, n went back at6++....onlt to buy fish n prawns... hehe... then on the way back, my mom went to check her hse which is rented to a Malay couple.... n she gt a shock of her life ! the Malay cpl ran away n still owing 2 years of rental.. lol... wth! shit the 2 person...


3. As usual, moral no teacher.... so we berborak-borak in the class only, then suddenly dunno who started but they mentioned bout ray. smoking... lolx... n joyce cry...haiz... sorry....

4. i decided already... no more dramas... 3 more months oni ma, i can der... 3 more months = 6 new drama... mwahaha... im gonna tackle all of u after my exam... Gambateh !

5. I hope this will be the last post for my blog until my exam ended.... my god...
haha... becoz i no i spent too much time on this... n now it is time to stop....hope i hv stronger determination... bb blog... i will come back der... haha...

tata... =)

Natural Bridal Look

Watch this in Youtube, well, i love all her videos on make up n i think this is the prettiest among all, enjoy !

10.7.2010

1. Yesterday, 4 episode of drama = 33 missed calls... what the hell, stop calling me ! damn pressure you know... lolx, its either you want me to feel guilty or you just call for fun ! but i really cant take it ! and the fact is we are just friends, call damn many time for what ! either you are in bad mood or what, you shouldn't call me so many times too....lol, so annoying !!!! I dun mean to be sarcastic of offending, but i really cant stand people calling me so many times which i dun reli wanna answer n the reception is so bloody bad N U R A BOY ! haiz, just sorry, im not tat kind of person...
N i dun wanna tell u (what do i care if u open minded or wat) because these words hurt...

2. Today morning, once i wake up, i did breakfast for me n my bro, hang up all the clothes n iron the clothes for one week... phew...N im thinking that once my mom come back from work then got new drama to watch...And then it seems like nothing came out to what i expected . I ajak my mom to buy new drama n she said, buy for what, you are going tuition later... then she said, yala, i ask u go out eat lunch but u dun wan !Lol ! wth... u promised yesterday....damn bloody disappointed !Drama seriously kill me... lol...

3. PY said she wanna compete wid me this trial... lol... i not yet even start to study ....anyway la, i just want all A... pls...I hope i can get scholarship for A levels... pls...

4. Singapore Drama : New Beginnings... starring Jeanette Aw... quite nice....

1. Looks like everything went back to normal...
im grateful... ^^

2. lol, today's talk at school is more or less the same as what happened during Form3, but it is quite funny also larh....haha, but if i were to choose, i prefer staying at home ....

3. so many new drama coming out.... HK drama really kills me, haha !

4. Lol, yesterday PY said i look more like a lady....mwahaha... means i look like a boy la previously... haha....



K la, bb...

Random Picture

Nice mah?
This is taken when i went to the Drive through Mcdonalds somewhere in Shah Alam.
I like the picture on his/her car....

Just read PY's blog...
hmm... what does she mean ??

LRT to KLCC

Yesterday, which is Sunday...
My father has an exhibition in KLCC, "the convention centre"...
So, he went there early,
so my mom suggested maybe we could go KL n find him n eat Bah Kut Teh at the same time.
So we called n my dad suggested to take the LRT...
Quick n safe cost...
haha....
After Bah Kut Teh... just shop at KLCC Bookshop - Kinokuniya
That is the only destination, lol ...
but i found the storybook i wanted too lar...
"The Voyage of The Dawn Treader "
Nv buy yet, b'coz my mom said that i would't hv time to read...
But im going to buy during the end of the year, maybe... haha

OO.... n i met Li Jia ^^

Okay, the main point is the time i go back ...
The LRT is fully loaded ... so i have to stand...
nvm, i dun mind also...
n i saw a woman letting her seat to a pregnant mother...
aw... how sweet...
proud of her...
but there is also a bastard taking 2 seats for placing his bag...
Like his bag is made form gold...==""
haha....
That is wat we say...
"Ranbut Sama Hitam, Hati Lain Lain "

Haha...c, by reading my blog, u had learned a peribahasa...haha

Passion is really hard to find...
for me la...
hehe....

passion for music,
passion to study,
passion to do the things you like....

hence,
currently finding my passion to all of this....