Yeah , seriously...
haha ! The 100th Day...
So, a mini conclusion about how my life is right now...
Fact Number 1 : Guys here have no guts at all !
Haha, really long story, so, jump to fact number 2 la ! haha !
So I met this guy, I really liked him la, it's like, he is the one i would like to have in the future.
-I don't want to elaborate on this-
and then when he knows that I like him, he explained to me that he wants to focus in his studies...
that he doesn't want to waste his sister's money...
and then for the whole week, we ignored each other...
or shall I say, HE IS IGNORING ME THE WHOLE TIME !
and then I really tried to... you know, make the situation less weird,
I tried my best to strike up a conversation with him....
And then just now, when there are only both of us,
couldn't he just take the initiative to like talk so that this situation just disappears,
can't you just act like nothing had ever happened ?
I wonder if like in my past life, I'm a guy that cheats a lot of girls ??
If not, why in the world something like that will happen to me in this life ?
Next, his room mate....
His room mate who lied to me the whole time that he had a girlfriend.
I mean, he once had, but broke up ( i don't know when )
and then, I know he liked me, but I kept ignoring because I was assuming all the time that he has a girlfriend.
And then today, he told me he broke up, and he asked if there is a possibility that we can be together.
Not face to face, Not through sms, but he wrote it in his I-phone note apps and ask me to read...
He doesn't even has the courage to tell the whole wide world he is single.
I was like, face palm.... so for all this time,
he knows I liked his room mate, and then he kept proving to me that his room mate wouldn't like me ...
And he knows I wouldn't believe when like this is a hear-say thing, no proof...
And hence, he recorded a dialogue between him and his room mate stating very clearly that his room mate doesn't like me ...
I mean, I take him as my good friend, I trusted him and told him everything wishing that he will help me,
but again and again, he only tries to prove to me that I am not his room mate's type, again and again he is trying to give me clues that its time to give up.
Conclusion for this first part : Why do people I like doesn't like me back ?
Fact Number 2 : Medicine is hard =/
My result is out !
Gosh, I don't know how to describe my results....
It is between 50-69....
for all papers...
And then, the lecturer said can take remedial to increase my grade....
Ok then, really have to be serious this time....
No more last minute studying !
Despite of what happened above, I had decided to focus on my studies ...
Only by studying, only by scoring well in exam,
I had a chance to achieve everything I wanted now.
Bora Bora Island... money... future husband... haha !
Sometimes, i will be like thinking, some people really are so lucky...
the guys they met and fall in love with....
Why couldn't I meet someone like that ?
Fact Number 3 : I seriously felt that everyone here is like so damn rich !
OMG ! spend money like open tap water like that ...
and then their house... bu dong bu dong jiu banglo larh, semi-d liao larh ~
I don't know la ... crazy one !
Fact Number 4 : I am not easy to get along with ?
I think so, as I couldn't really like randomly find a topic to talk about...
so sometimes, there will be an awkward silence when you walk with me...
Sigh, sometimes, socialising is really hard !
Fact Number 5 : There is no fact number 5
haha ! so i think that concludes my feeling now...
ok, that's for today... toodles !
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