FREAKIN .....

I can't believe I can bear with the 3 of you for 7 hours today at school today...
More n more people wear a dull face mask to school ...
Shit la!
I know u all hv ur own prob....
Just not happy when whatever we ask also u all said nothing...
Aiya !!
I DUNNO LA....
I DUNNO I DUNNO I DUNNO !!!!!!
I TOT WE ARE BEST FRIEND, AND WE CAN SHARE EVERYTHING...
DUNNO LA !
FINE !
I DUNNO N DUN WANNA CARE LIAO !!!!
ONE DAY.... I WILL STOP BEARING N WILL MAKE A FACE LIKE U ALL DID TOO EVERYDAY TO SCHOOL !

Genting Highlands

Today i woke up and grab my hp immediately to look at the time ....
11AM ! OMG !!!!! I nv thought of waking up so late ....
Nvm, so i went down and ate the dumplings my aunt had made few days ago...
watching the tv at the same time....
felt so dull ! what a dull Saturday !
so i suggested to my mom :
" we go Sunway Lagoon want or not ? "
"no ! no point going there "
" then, we go Genting Highland wan or not ?"
Then my mom made the eyesight that symbolizes - Go ask ur father !

Fine, so i went to ask my father whom is currently playing fb , haha...
Just trying my luck , coz the chance of going is quite small ....
So ,
" wanna go Genting Highland or not ?"
" Y ?"
" Coz i wanna feel the cold atmosphere there ..."
" Go on the air-cond in your room la ... "
" Cannot , that one need to pay our own money... GH is free of charge... "
-No respond-
" Or we go Ipoh play la ... We eat Tau Fu Fa there ..."
" Sampat... "
" No, c a... July and August also no holiday already... Sept gt UPSR....then my exam also coming... very cham...."
" Me too, i also dun have holiday , so ?"
"Thats Y we need to go play now la !"
" E....." (insisting )
"Go pack ur clothes la...."

OMG !! UNBELIEVABLE....
haha.... during the journey... My God , feel like vomiting, coz on the same time, im playing my hp... haha...

when i reach there...
nothing to do !!!
nobody wanna accompany me to play the outdoor games...
my dad is in the casino !
fine, so i figured out maybe the next time i go is wid my frenz...
And when i reach 21 years old...
I wanna go into the casino to c whats up there....
-The End -

feel so helpless ...
fell like stopping the time...
I dun wanna grow up ...
Just let the moment freeze ...

feel so wrong

Pandora's Box

Have you heard of pandora's box before?
I came across it and feel like sharing....
A meaningful myth...

Story:
Prometheus was a Titan who really liked humans. He helped them in any way he could. When he saw them shivering at night and eating raw meat, he knew they needed fire. But the gods did not allow man to have fire. They knew that man would misuse it and destroy with it. Prometheus was sure that the good man did with fire would outweigh the bad, so he stole fire from the gods and gave it to man. Zeus decided to punish Prometheus with trickery. He called Aphrodite to pose while Hephaestus made a clay figure of a woman. Then he brought the statue to life. The gods granted the woman with many gifts including beauty, charm, cunning, wit, eloquence, deceit, skill, and curiosity. Then Zeus gave her a box and told her she was never to open it. Zeus then offered Pandora as a wife to Prometheus.
The Titan wanted her, but he refused because he knew it must be a trick of the gods. Zeus became angry and punished Prometheus. The Titan was chained to a rock. There, a vulture came daily to feed on his flesh. Prometheus's brother, Epimetheus, accepted Pandora as his wife, and the couple settled down for a happy life. But Pandora always wondered what was in the box Zeus gave her. Finally she couldn't hold her curiosity down anymore. She opened the box, and from it flew hate, anger, sickness, poverty, and every bad thing in the world. She slammed the lid down and managed to trap the final evil still in the box: hopelessness. So today, even when the going gets tough, every human still has hope.

My dreams.....

What can u see in his picture?

My opinion : Achieving dreams....

well, everyone has their own path in the journey called life....
I might just put it as a lonely and challenging journey....
Yes, it is true that during some part in life,
we met different things and people....
we met friends and friends....

As i grow up,
i get to realise more and more things....
Not anymore the naive girl who said " I don't want to friend you anymore " or " I tell my mom u bully me "...
As i realise, nobody can help you in solving problems you faced,
there's only you.... and whatever it is, you have to count on only yourself to solve the matter,
No more relying on the person you always rely on...
that's what i learned

Nevertheless,
I love my Family...
They are always the most important factor in my life.
haha... i don't know if i could really leave them and study overseas or maybe study in other states....
I couldn't bear to leave them,
I'm afraid that i wouldn't have the chance to accompany them anymore in the future.

Coz i heard my tuition teacher said that he acccompany his father at the hospital until his last heartbeat...He said he hasn't talk to him since the day he was married, which is 8 years ago...And when his father was admitted to the hospital, he kept on talking to him.....But at last his father passed away... i felt sorry. He said that appreciate things you have before they are gone...Human : only realise the importance of something when they lose it ....

And this made my heart more confuse... felt harder to leave them...

Mid Year Exam

My 3 weeks mid year exam has just ended !
OMG ! Actually felt happy, but then when i finish my last paper,
don't really feel excited or whatsoever....
so ... really nothing special...

Well,
how i survived my exam?
last minute studying...
haha.... nevertheless,
the pursuit for last minute studying is sacrificing my sleeping time,

Bad News:
I got back my BM marks...
OMG ! Thunder n lightnings ! so disappointing !
erm, the teacher's comment is that i use simple BM,
"penggunaan perkataan yang tidak menarik !"
so i think i need to work hard on that .... >.<

And My bio teachers face today is "very" sour !
haha....looks like additional class on monday will not be further better...
Gd Luck ! haha