Starting of MO - SHIP

 YAY ! Updates 

So, i got transferred back once again to HEBHK on July 2020, 

Continued my final days as HO in surgical, which at first I was really not used to it, because there is little patients only, and not much to do, not as busy as in HSAJB, but it's the familiarity of the wards and people and i felt so happy to work in HEBHK again, like we are used to the system, the way we present to specialist , every small thing that I'm grateful I'm here. Got a good team to work with as well, so as a senior, although the last week is like hell, every single day we have unstable patients collapsing, CPR CPR CPR, seriously, towards the end, my B/L anterior shin is full of bruises ! for when I CPR I climb up the bed, my shin will always be on the railing. Padan muka ! so short mah haha !

Then finally guess where I got for my MO-ship ? Paeds !

ya, who knows that in the end i will choose paeds haha ! But honestly, 2 years of housemanship, my happiest days are in Paeds =) so here we are ...

Working with my ex again in Surgical was seriously hard, I wanna keep it a friendly environment but everything he does i magnify them, every wrong thing, i just get irritated very easily. So, good thing it's only for 1+ months. 

Then you know , recently i met K in the shopping centre one day, with another woman, his previous crush. Funny feeling, upset and angry, angry of myself for caring, but out of no where, one day, this guy don't matter to me anymore. 

Lesson learned: just delete away all the toxic people in your life, they are not worth your time or feeling, you won't lose anything by deleting him. If you don't matter to him, why should he matter to you? Grow up. It's hard but one day when you look back, he's nothing. 

Next, ya, maybe dating is not for me at all. Maybe I'm suitable to like grow old and die alone. I don't know how to trust, to commit in relationships anymore. Colleagues that approach me in the hospital, I really don't mean to lead people onto anything, if you wanna be friends with me, I will be thrilled and welcome, but I cannot bring myself to commit to more than that. 

Previously I was sort of dating a guy that I knew from an app, (why did I use an app is because I'm lonely hahaha). Anyway, it wasn't bad ok,  we were happy at first, he was my type, and supportive, just a little clingy, he is a everything is well planned guy, and on the other hand, I'm more of a spontaneous person, I don't plan anything, I just follow the flow. So, when things got serious, I guess I'm not ready for it after all. So much for being an introvert, i think I'm just an extrovert under an introvert skin haha.

Working with people that approaches you previously is a little awkward, especially when he is your current boss now. When once u meant something, now you are just literally transparent. I don't blame you, really, I don't feel offended as well, I mean, I totally deserve it, but just feeling a little weird. Anyhow, work is work, I know that very well. 

In conclusion, I can't wait to leave this place for good. Things are good but maybe it's time to go home >.< to go back to my harbour. So tired standing alone outside ... 

Almost the end of housemanship

Heyyyyy,
just procastinating from all the studying hahaha
so let's make this blog alive again.

Updates.

So as you all have known, I was assigned for hosuemanship in Kluang for 2 years, and due to the recent COVID Pandemic, my hospital in Kluang has become a Covid centre, hence they are relocating all the housemans to different different hospitals around Johor. So, I've been re-assigned to HSAJB. =)

At first, I was super scared and worried, Kluang has been a real comfort zone for me. Although shit happens , although Kluang is Kluang, although it's far from home, still, people still like me here, I have good collegues and bosses here, staffs are generally nice. So, shifting here is really a big deal for me. Anyhow, to my surprise, things are considerably good.

My new apartment is really cool, I have my own room, with air cond hello hahaha, and i stayed in 24th floor, nice.... not o mentioned fully furnished, and I have 2 great housemates. It's real fun. Plus, in JB, it's a city, they have everything ok. But of course, cost much more la.

Workplace wise, yes, people are nice. But OMG the hospital is quite old to be frank, so hot and stuffy, I'm already sweating standing an hour in the ward.

Anest department here, specialist are nice, they are super helpful and supportive, and teaches you every free moment they have <3.<3, not every place like that okay, MO also super nice la, no seniority what so ever ok, why so different from other postings one hahaha . Learned a lot in a short 3 weeks time. Don't even mind getting extended in this posting because you really learn.

On the other hand, I'm in Surgical posting as the final posting. God. Everyday is like a roller coaster ride. Like when you are not that smart also then people start querying like which poster are you y u so stupid something like that la. ew. Whatever la, pls just let me finish this posting peacefully.

Then the question popped up. Float in Kluang or JB >.< aiyor.... Seriously, I have no reason to go back to Kluang really, that place has nothing I miss of, if in this hospital, of course I'll get to see more, learn more, but then I'll be alone. Although in Kluang, I'll be alone also lah, but at least got my batchmates i guess. In JB, have to start over building connections and some sort. So, in a dilemma here, my heart says 70% JB 30% Kluang hahaha

Sidenote, so fucking annoying i spent so much here hahahhahaha, every week my credit card like few hundered, few hundered. stressssss. XD

Kay, guess next update will be in forever, bye haha

Ehhhh just remembered, relationship wise
still single eh wtf hahahaha
Read back through the posts, we really have gone through a lot. You've recently start asking me out again , ask me to give you another chance, after 1 year.
But my thought is like, no need la, why do we wanna give each other another chance. Doesn't work means doesn't work, plus cheating means ... is it even forgivable ? lol.
Although a little part in me feels extremely guilty for not giving you another chance, after so many years being together maybe yes you deserve a second chance, which made me hate the idea more , because I'm not the one that wronged you but why do I feel like so when I refuse to give you another chance.
Can exes become friends? NO, my answer is NO. Unless you still have hope to be back tgt with him, if not , just delete him out of your life. Because no matter how long it passes, if he is out with another person, there will still be heartbreak, although you don't love him anymore. Sorry, but I'm those that lives on jealousy hahahaha.
Guess that's it.

UPDATES

3 years later, I came back to this blog and to see how much I've grown, so many little things written in the past
so, updates.
1. Im a houseman now in Kluang, 3rd posting already, still unsure of at to do in the future. Is it just me or most houseman's are like that. Aimlessly waiting for a sign. Anyways, all is good, haven't get extended yet, thank God, and hope it stays the way as it is.

2. Relationsip wise.
Being with this guy for almost 6 years already. How has it become what it is today ?
I thought we are stable, i thought we would reach the end, every time when people asks me about my future, you were always there, when people asks me when are we getting married, I confidently told everyone is just a matter of time. I thought I was in yours too, since when I wasn't in the picture anymore? Why didn't you tell me, why did you let me find out in the hard way ?

I mean, we have been 2 very different person from the start, I'm not into sports a lot, you are not into my small small drama marathons, movie marathons, but we are always ok like that. Since when it became a problem ? How when we both are walking in the same path, but yet i still felt that you are so far apart now.
And i guess the one and only answer is that you stopped loving me anymore. Maybe not much to start with , so today that there's not much to lose from you. Recently when I see you hiding your phone from me, maybe that's a sign. I regretted I checked, I didn't even want to be that person who checks their boyfriends phone, why did you made me someone like that. I never ever ever thought that you would cheat on me, why, I trust you so much.

You may say this is not cheating, but when you start spending more time with other people, when you gave the effort to talk to other girls more than me, when you care about other girls more than me , isn't that cheating already ? and you told me you hoped for an independent girl, whom you don't need to ask whether she had eaten or had she rest enough but you spent time asking other girls this but not your own girlfriend. That, to me, is cheating.

You ask for forgiveness, you said we can try again, but why, what's the point,  the reason of your betrayal is that you are bored of me already and why will this time be any different? I forgave, I let you in again, but the more i thought of it, the more I think I shouldn't , maybe its really the end already, i kept forgiving and forgiving but it will still be the same, what will change? no, you wouldn't change, why will you put effort in something that is already yours?

6 years, and I lost to some stranger, and you put the blame on us.
6 years, how long more do you want me to wait ? How many times more you want me to get hurt? You don't even dare to give me your promise.

Fine.

下次我还要当你孙女 ！

On 19 June 2017 , 6pm in the evening my grandfather passed away due to cardiac arrest.

I don't dare to let myself think. I don't dare to let myself do nothing. Once I settle down, I kept thinking about him. I couldn't believe that this will happen. Yes, he has COPD, but my mom said he was feeling better these days, and I thought, I really thought I could maybe accompany him for anther few more years. And then out of a sudden, this happens. I'm going back in a couple more months, I'm just this close. And today, the Earth has lost another super good man. He's like the best !

And I'm here, I don't know what can I do. I couldn't bear to call my mother because I couldn't bear to see how the funeral is going on. I can go back but I have to wait till Friday which makes everything meaningless already, I might even be a burden to others. How I wish I was there, how I wish i could do something for him. Why did I choose to go so far ? This is not worth three of my grandparents leaving me and I couldn't be there

The last time I saw him was during Christmas where we ate breakfast together. and then my mom said, go take a picture with gong gong, (you know, just in case if anything happens) and shit really do happen. I'm still super in denial state like I really hope all these is not real.

He is the best, he'll ask my mom when am I coming back, when I'll graduate. He thought about me from time to time. Last time when he was still super healthy before STEMI n COPD came, he will bring all of us eat seafood and he remembers that I like eating fish and he will purposely pick the best part for me. I remember when I was younger I used to snatch the remote control from him so that I can watch cartoon. And he's gone now, and he haven't seen my boyfriend, and he wouldn't be able to see my childrens. Why can't good people live forever?

Yes, I'm a soon-to-be doctor. I see patients come and go everyday. Some survived, some did not. But nothing can compare to losing someone who loves you as much as you love them.

Gong gong, I hope you are okay anywhere you are, I really miss you, I love you so much, I hope you are in peace, I don't know where else to talk to you, I don't know what I can do

2017!

I never feel more lost than what I felt now, like seriously. What am I doing with my life ? Not comparing with anybody but ... Why do I feel like I need to force myself to go through everyday ? I thought people should look forward to a new day. I'm always tired and honestly I don't know where to find my strength and passion again. The short break was helpful , it made me realize I'm so lost with my life rn.

My father said, that is because you haven't found your aim in life. Ikr... What's my goal ? My aim ? I don't have an answer for that. Why do I choose medicine in the first place. Because its a field where smart person go to and I want to prove that I'm smart, but now I realized that no I'm not smart or hardworking. OK maybe I'm not as hardworking as some people but at least I tried, at least I give the effort, and then why some other people that literally do nothing can achieve more than you ? They said luck is like an elevator. You will reach your destination faster but stairs will bring you to the same destination but just require more time and effort. The question here is, why can't I take the elevator too , why other people can but u can't ? So depressing right.

Back to my aim in life. Really... I'm not very sure anymore. Maybe because life is too easy for me before this. And then now its like... Yeah... It really feels good being rich but my journey to being rich its like a thousand million miles away and requires hell lot of effort and time. Yeah... It feels good helping people too but there's always people who can't be helped ! How many people can you help ? With the limited knowledge you have and everything , I mean, what can you do ? I don't know, I'm too lazy to want anything.

Yeah... Success feels good but omg how many times do I need to fall to reach my destination.

I don't need a roller coaster ride. I want my life to be peaceful and simple. I understand everyone has their own problem, we just need to suck it up. Alright alright, enough of complaining. Feel slightly better now. Complaining about life made me feel how I took everything for granted , try them 😅

Life is fair because its unfair to everybody.
#word

Heart still aches whenever I see your friends posted about you. I read back our messages today, good thing there is Facebook. But there are so many so many stuffs we used to text each other and honestly I really cannot remember the contents already.

For all the times I said I hated you and I
scolded you and I ask you to leave me alone.
You still came back for me ... You said you felt special about me, you said you are happy I'm in your life. But I felt that I only brought you misery and disappointment.

You said that you will settle down at the age of 27, you said that you wanna see me ever since we departed, and I told you that you could see me soon, after I graduated. And I never ever ever thought we wouldn't meet each other anymore. I remembered the last time I met you I was in a levels and you, you were in a road accident also few days back that time, and you injured your jaw and yet you still accompany me eating McDonalds

I'm glad we are in good terms before you leave I'm glad I had the opportunity to apologize to you

I can never treat you like how you treated me. I can never treat anyone like how you treated me

Thx for being in my life. Thx for everything you gave , you made me feel...

today a good friend of mine passed away,
4pm at the age of 23
I still couldn't believe my eyes when I see the news .

How can this happen ? He haven't done anything bad at all, he is a good guy and yet He take him away so soon.

For all the times I broke your heart, I disappoint you, I took everything you wanted to do for me for granted
For all the times I ignored you, angry of you,
said I'll meet u but didn't
For all the times I think that you are clingy but its just your way to show that you really appreciate our friendship more than anyone .

I wanna apologize for everything I did but its too late . You are no longer here anymore.

I really thought I'll see you soon. I really thought I will see you find a girl you love one day and love you so much in return, I thought one day I'll see you get married and have  kids and live happily ever after and I'll be so happy for you but that day wouldn't come anymore.

I hope u r ok now wherever u r , I hope u r in heaven , I hope u have peace

You will always, always be missed.
Rest in peace.

爷爷，一路好走。

今天爷爷去世，我才发觉，我连一张合影，一张他的照片都没有。

爷爷为人比较凶，固执，所以我们从小都很害怕跟他说话。。。

可是爷爷还真的满疼我，我记得我说要来印尼读书，他很反对很伤心。他说女孩子不必那么厉害，读医生没前途，而且还要去那么远读，如果我事先和他商量，他一定会反对我。每次我回国，和他见面，他都会眼眶泛红跟我说 要好好照顾自己，爷爷没有几年了。。。

每次我听见这个，我都觉得怎么可能，都好好的，我毕业回来后，我就会好好陪你。我毕业回来，我们就可以多点机会聊天。上次回去看到爷爷身体没有很好，可是我都觉得不会有事的啦，怎么可能。。。不会的。

果然，真的婆婆离开了，现在爷爷也离开了，我都不能回去见他们，我都不能陪他们走到最后。我知道就算我在哪儿也改变不了什么，可是我真的很无奈。为什么？ 为什么会这样？

他们说，不用伤心，因为爷爷最近也病的很严重，所以走了也是个解脱。我真的很希望爷爷真的不会在受苦，那么辛苦给病痛缠着。

爷爷，我希望你现在好好的。

To all soon to be drs out there

Just one thing I need to get out of my mouth,
During the follow up session of patients, why can't you do your job properly and ask how's the patient and take the vital signs yourself instead of copying the former status ? Just to get your job done.

I find this very irresponsible, and still some people say it like its he most normal things to do.

I mean, u want to be a doctor but you don't even care how's the patient doing ?? How is that going to work ...
Empathy guys, empathy ...

I'm 23

At this age,
I  just wanna get married, have kids, make cardboard box castle and dress them as prince and princesses, and bake all day, how sweet life would be, but no, because 4 years ago, I have to choose medicine , and now, I'm not graduated yet ! What in the world !

Final Socca !

A week plus to socca, damn scared right now,
How can they put our socca in the first day,
When we spend most of our time writing journals and waiting for doctors !!!
Where got enough time to prepare!
Yor, damn scared =(

Last socca tho ...
Mixed feelings ...

Btw, socca is an aural test to test your knowledge on what you have learned so far abt the system, and for me, it is Tropical Medicine and Family Medicine. One is all about infection, one is about ... basically everything lol

22/11/2015

今天一起做有意义的事，让我觉得，有你在真好 �� 至少 journal 做了一半，不然不知道要拖到几时。感觉比起别人，我们真的好很多。就是你让我觉得我不像废人。虽然你 basic microsoft words 都不会用，hehe，不过算了啦，知道自己比你懂，也是很开心的。�� 晚安宝贝，今天有爱你多一点点����

Minor Thesis. Journal. Article.

So, all forth year students are required to write this stupid journal and if it is useful for us I would never complain, and if only we are given sufficient time. I mean, I don't know lah, everyone's topic ( and by everyone, I meant only 15% of our faculty students) have all these chio(cool) topics that only few will understand what it really meant and I'm with this stupid quadriceps and hamstring study. But how can I complain right ? I picked it myself lol haha !  

And so, we were asked to do the first three chapters of the minor thesis, and then now they ask us to change everything into a journal. Actually, I don't mind lah, really, BUT ! they make it sound so serious like, no cheating, no plagarism, all your format grammar bla bla bla must be correct, if not your journal wont be published in this althea thing and you can't proceed to the co-assisstant thing. Er.... okay ~~~ LOL and for this thing we had to attend this workshop for 7 FREAKING HOURS ! 

LAME !!!

and then I guess we are slightly lucky, because compared to the local students,they had to like translate everything back into English, if I were in their shoe, if I were to translate my thesis into bahasa Indonesia, and then knowing the risk of not having the journal published, I might just break down and cry first lol. 

And the SOCCA is coming AND THEN WHY FAMILY MEDICINE SO BLURRR THEY SHOULDN'T CHANGE THE EDUCATION SYSTEM FOR US OUT OF A SUDDEN.

(instead of case studying, IDK what are we doing, honestly, from the start of the semester, the reason I go to all perseptoran(tutorials) is to sign attendance and leave, like sitting there, asking myself the very same question," what the hell am i doing here?") 

DAMN BLUR =.=

and then everything is coming, it's like a freakin tsunami, so many things to do, you saw the wave coming from far away, but the only thing you can do is to stand there, waving at the waves,and wait for the waves to hit you, 

Cried for nothing

I don't know why I just cried, like seriously it is so stupid.

How it happens:

Because recently, there is some issue going on in the inhabitants downstairs. its so stupid, its just a change of roommates but its like .... aiyo, i don't know why guys make it look so complicated. And then apparently there is this guy that stops talking to everyone because he is so mad of the issue that he starts to ignore everyone.

So, I don't know why I felt like maybe... just maybe I can make things better. So apparently when he stops talking to everyone, today, I offered him a piece of melon when he walks by. He stares at me and walks off. And then, my boyfriend, sitting next to me, starts laughing and saying that I'm stupid.

I'm not sure it's the humiliation or the disappointment that tears start flowing out. I think it's both. I mean, there is never ever once that people gives me a cold stare and walks away like that ! I mean, why people do that ? And then when I start to calm down, my boyfriend starts scolding, like "Why are you acting like that?" "I told you so !!!!!"

Stupid

JUST TO ALL THE GUYS OUT THERE FYI,

IF U SEE A GIRL CRY, JUST SIT NEXT TO HER AND KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT, OR MAYBE JUST HUG HER AND KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT, NOT START SCOLDING SHITS OK, IT DOESN'T HELP BUT MAKING IT WORSE. THIS IS STUPID.

A piece of advice to the girls :

Don't expect people to treat you the same as you did. Maybe what you did is an act of kindness, but maybe to other people, it's not. So don't be so stupid put yourself out there, so vulnerable, so easily hurt by people. Just protect yourself and that's all.

Don't be so silly thinking maybe you can make things better OK. Sometimes it just doesn't work that way. Don't say I didn't warn you !

Half past Sem 7 !

yeah, time literally flies, why you go so fast ?! I haven't enjoy enough, and then there is exam next week. ALREADY ?!?!

As I mentioned before, we get to go to clinic visits twice a week to find for patients. And honestly, I learnt a lot in the process. Well, before this, I have this thing about clinic doctors, I don't like them because I thought they are kind of unprofessional but this experience proves me wrong. Like some places may not be that advance to have a hospital and here comes clinics to help those people there. Yeah, really not bad, and over my expectations. hehe....

and then there was my birthday *shy*
a really great night well spent
although the food is so so but ambience still ok lah
haha !

le gang 

le gang 2

ma girls =)

my man =)

ma girls 2

I'm freakin 22 now  ! when will I get married?! LOL haha ! 

I guess that's for now, tata ! 

Updating life before becoming a pre-coassistant

I'm in semester 7 now, which will be the last semester before entering my co-assisstant life. So currently in Tropical Medicine, and next week will be the beginning of life working in clinics (the locals called it puskesmas). I wonder how will it be.

Life has been great to me so far. Just came back from KKNM (which is where we have like a super camp for a month with 20 other people from different faculties and live life in a small village and trying to help villagers improve their life ). I was in Wangkelang, Majalengka. In that month, I met new people, I felt another kind of living, I learnt a lot from everyone around me, like seriously, in the beginning I really complain to everyone about how I don't like the place and all but in the end, I really learned a lot. And, it was an opportunity to bond with the girls, I really felt a lot closer and I felt more belonged, if you know what I mean. 

Then... yup, so far so good =) and hope it remains that way. 

another set of memories that will be hard to be erased from my life =)

Jar of memories

I was rearranging my stuff, unboxing boxes and suddenly I found this !
And OMG memories >.< 

Secondary school , gosh, the time where your life starts to become slightly complicated and different XD

This was from my first love, he gave it to me for my birthday, and I stuff a letter he gave inside the bottle, I burned other stuff because I was super scared my parents found out >.< u know how scary parents used to be right last time hahahaha !

We didnt last really long though because stress from every places haha, and immature lol ,

BUT,

Im glad it was like that, we learn stuff from every relationship =) he is doing great now , im doing great now ,

蓦然回首、你虽然没在灯火阑珊处、可是看到你幸福快乐、我也非常替你高兴…

大家长大了、回忆终是变得那么美好

At least for me, 它是美好的 

How I screwed up an easy exam today

Please teach me how to make myself feel better for my failure, I mean, not fail, but after much preparation, I know I prepared well, I know I will perform well in other cases, I know I will score, and yet, I got this new case that I wasn't prepared to face and hence couldn't score very well, my friends kept telling me I'm so close to A already hence why does it matter, I really, I'm not that kind of optimist when it comes to marks and grades, I'm that typical kiasu ! Why ah? Why like that ? What did I do wrong ? Bye first honour, Bye 3.5 ~ really WTF ! If there is one thing I learn from medical school, its the ability to curse and get frustrated over stuffs and sometimes hard work isn't everything, luck is also a very crucial aspect.

Maybe I should just blame myself for ... IDK la WTF la stupid la

Maybe I'm just not working hard enough, to the Dr I respect so much, the huge part of my sadness and anger is because as your student, I couldn't make you proud, you teach me so well, and I got a bloody easy case which I simply couldn't perform well because I prepared so hard for the hard cases and simply neglect the simple one, this is stupid, everything is stupid, sigh....

Just FYI, It's my aural exam today and I got Hemorrhoid case, which it was originally together with the Colorectal cancer case, and suddenly today, it came out independently without etiology and OMG I really dont feel like explaining anything any more, just sad ok bye ...

我的心，真的有很多很多的不甘心，真的，
我觉得如果我拿到别人的题目，我会做得更好，
A 肯定是在手上的，
为什么命运要如此作弄我，我看不开，我不甘心！

你可能觉得我太注重于分数，虽然我这次的分数很靠近A，可是A就是A， B就是B，永远是有它的差别的，它永远都是两个世界的人，就算是一分也好，它还是有很大的差别的，
心真的有很多的委屈，我没读书吗？ 我每天睡不够! 那些眼袋，那些豆豆都是白生的我跟你说。

今年遇到一个非常疼我的老师，我觉得我让他失望了，真的，他真的真的很好，他很关心我，很肯教我，就算不是上学时间，我有什么问题都可以找他，现在我竟然没考好，怨天又不是，怨地又不是，怨自己又不是，应为我真的是有准备！我的妈，睡了一个觉，我的心情还是平服不下来，

很多年过后的今天，我可能也忘了有真么一回事，可能也就笑自己为什么那么傻，那么看不开，可是，当下，我真的真的无法说服自己。。。

Sisterhood lol

OMG What is happening ? I'm being hated by YOU ?!!!

Mothers are like the hardest job in the world. That I totally agree, especially now. I think I'm like mothering my brother now, does that sound correct, lol... whatever, u get it. Of all the things I regret, I regret leaving you alone at home the most. It's like I've never done a good job as a sister of yours. I couldn't help you with your studies, I couldn't help you with your issues, I couldn't be with you through your rebellious stage... boys will be boys, there will be rebellious stage.

I did encourage you, I mean, they say that's the new way of communicating with youngsters and encouraging them, not by scolding and beating lol I feel so old >.< yeah, so each time you failed, I encouraged, each time you feel sad, I encouraged. But what have you become ??

I just hope you are that obedient boy, normal teenager, I mean, is that too much to ask ???
I can do it, my friends all did it, why can't you ???

cursing ? swearing ? drinking ? Do you really think it's okay ?
OK, fine, put aside that ?
RELATIONSHIP EMO ?? come on ! relationships???
zzz.....

I don't know how to put this but when people don't feel the same way as u felt then give up lah , it's not like u very ugly pooon, if u wanna find sure got one mah, why go after a girl that doesn't like you, and stay around her like bees and butterflies. (or houseflies if they don't find you presence pleasant)  that's the stupidest thing to do ! staying around someone that doesn't like you. WAKE UP PLSSSSS !

And whatever I said to you, my mother once said to me the exact same thing and it all makes sense now OMG . WHY AM I ACTING LIKE A MOTHER RIGHT NOW OMG

giving me phobia of having a daughter or a son in the future. what if my son becomes more rebellious ? what if my daughter gets pregnant in her teen age, what if they ran away from home because they cannot tahan me OMG THIS IS SO FREAKIN SCARY !!!

BUT ANYWAY, you wouldn't see this but I'm telling you, if she is really together with you, I'm not going to be friendly at all and I'm going to very obviously show how much I hate her because she once made you go through all this pain and emo-ing .

Unethical Lab !

I don't understand , why are they experimenting on rabbits ?
Why must they use rabbits ?
why is this place so evil !!!

they insert a catheter into a rabbit and experiment on different diuretics on rabbits.
This is like totally unnecessary, I mean, if you wanna know the MOA of certain drugs, just read the freakin text book, why do you wanna let students experiment on a rabbit ?
If you wanna conduct a study to prove a new theory, ok, I may accept this, because is for the sake of human mankind, but you want students to just understand a fact that has been proven ? OMG WHY ? pity rabbits >.<

And for those who mentioned there was no harm done to the rabbits, no harm ?? NO HARM ??? 
Imagine you never asked for any of this and they just tie you up on a board and insert catheters to your bladder and feed you diuretics which can cause serious adverse effect. NO HARM ??? PLS READ ALL THE SIDE EFFECTS AND GO INSERT A CATHETER INTO YOURSELF AND IF U STILL THINK THERE IS NO HARM , PLS, I THINK YOU ARE JUST SOMEONE WITH A BLACK HEART !

And people taking videos of the poor rabbit .... why are you doing that ???  Imagine you are in the rabbits shoe, do you want people to take videos of you ?? OMG CRUEL !!!!

AND YOU ! If you can't feed the rabbit properly LET SOMEONE ELSE DO IT !!!! WHY DID YOU INSIST YOU WANNA DO IT AND MAKE THE RABBIT BLEED

OMG BITCH !!!!!!

THE RABBIT ALREADY SO KESIAN AND YOU THINK THEIR LIFE IS NOT MISERABLE ENOUGH, AND YOU MADE THEM BLEED !

I'M JUST SURROUNDED BY CRUEL PEOPLE LAH, AND STUDYING IN A HEARTLESS UNIVERSITY !!! STUPID ! STUPID ! PLS FREE THE RABBITS !!!!